Unsent messages to MAX
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 31, 2020, 5:57 pm UTC
there’s a black hole in my chest where you used to lay. my fingers miss the outline of your nose. i need to move on.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 31, 2020, 4:02 am UTC
i should’ve treated you better. the truth is, i wasn’t used to someone treating me so good. i left before you could leave me, i’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 29, 2020, 10:23 pm UTC
i have no idea why i still care about you but i do. at one point you cared about me, you put as much effort into me as much as i put into you. we were going strong. why? why did you ruin it all. i know we were only close for 3 years but those 3 years were the best years. i cared about you, you cared about me. where did i go wrong. you had no reason to start talking bad about me behind my back. even after i found out months after months i keep getting told what you've said about me.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 28, 2020, 12:21 pm UTC
If i could go back in time i would just know how to show u how much i love you. I'm sorry. Come back to me
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 28, 2020, 5:07 am UTC
fuck you. you are nowhere near a love of mine but i just wanted to get this out. fuck you for assaulting me. now i have to live with this trauma while you face absolutely no consequences at all.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 28, 2020, 3:56 am UTC
I only left becuase I thought it would have been best for you I couldn't figure out how I needed to change what you always complained about over and over. It's been a year or so and I now know I didn't needed to change, you were just an egotistical asshole
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 23, 2020, 10:55 pm UTC
You lied to me.You made me think that i was the only one.You did this for months.I trusted you, and i loved you.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 23, 2020, 7:27 pm UTC
fuck you max . fuck you and teagan . fuck all the pain you caused . fuck the fact i will never get over you and fuck the fact i would still go back to you in a heart beat after all the trauma . fuck our love and fuck us . fuck you and teagan max . fuck all of it .
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 23, 2020, 6:57 pm UTC
You are my yellow. You stole my heart commpletly andd gave it back broken with no explanation. I couldnt allow myself to hurt any longer so i removed you. I miss you max- and I dont know if you feel the same.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 23, 2020, 5:46 am UTC
it’s so weird that, last time I saw you was two months ago & i’ve thought of you every single day since
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 22, 2020, 10:58 pm UTC
i cant imagine my life without u anymore. i don’t think you know how much u mean to me.i love you forever
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 21, 2020, 10:09 pm UTC
ich liebe dich immer noch obwohl du mir mein herz gebrochen hast. Ich wünschte ich würde dir noch etwas bedeuten
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 20, 2020, 4:08 pm UTC
I love you in a "I want to marry you" way.I want to go through life with you.I want to grow up with you.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 19, 2020, 1:11 pm UTC
You broke my heart, but we were just kids. I hope you know that I forgive you, I have for awhile. You once promised me you would live till 30, I hope you will keep that promise.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 18, 2020, 4:26 am UTC
bud, i wish we had worked out and that we didn't hurt each other in order to move on. it didn't work anyways. i still love you and i always will. call me when you realize that we were supposed to be like your grandparents too.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 16, 2020, 4:17 pm UTC
My god I hate you. You did everything you promised you wouldn't. Then left me. You fucking hurt me dude
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 15, 2020, 10:28 pm UTC
so um, i just want to know why im not good enough you know. why you chose her over me. but you know it is what it is and im not sure what else to say
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 15, 2020, 5:59 pm UTC
i hate the way you keep coming back just to leave me again. but i hate the fact that i let you do it even more. you're the most important person i've met this year but i don't think the same is true for you. i let you use me and give me the bare minimum over and over again and i'm so mad at the person you've made me but i'd be that person forever if it means you'll finally reciprocate feelings. i literally will be anyone you want me to be because clearly i'm not enough for you right now.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 15, 2020, 5:38 pm UTC
I still think about you, whenever your name pops up my heart sinks. i'll never care about someone as much as i cared about you. i feel so lost without you, i just want you back.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 15, 2020, 3:32 pm UTC
im sorry im so clingy but im so terrified that youll leave. im in love with you. but im temporary to you.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 15, 2020, 6:23 am UTC
you cause me so much pain. but i just wonna feel that happiness that i felt when i was in you arms that night.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 14, 2020, 12:21 am UTC
I wish you would call. I wish you would care more. I wish you cared more about checking up on me rather than making sure I'm blocked on every account I have. I know you know I check. I wish I could hate you but I don't.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 13, 2020, 11:23 pm UTC
me saying, I'm okay, not now, can you stop, its fine really, please no, and then sighing when I give in was never a yes
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 13, 2020, 11:13 pm UTC
i should have said no more and you should have listened harder, but i know you are a good guy that will always wonder why there might be another star in the sky.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 13, 2020, 6:46 pm UTC
i miss u but youre not the person i miss anymore. youre a stranger to me and thats so hard to cope with. i cant tell if it was ever real.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 13, 2020, 3:10 pm UTC
Hey.
U ruined me, I hate myself because of u. I was working out, not eating for days. And after all of that, u would say : don't u think that u should lose few more pounds? I thought it was normal, but now I know that it isn't. Then one night u used my love for u and touched my body without my consent. U were using me.
I hope u are gonna find someone that is gonna ruin u this much.
Bye.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 13, 2020, 11:59 am UTC
i will never forget the way i felt when you lifted me up and spun me around while saying i was the one
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 12, 2020, 9:19 pm UTC
You probably don't remember me but in 2nd grade u cried because u were too late to dance with me and I had a crush on you ever since then. I knew you had a crush on me back then but then you left the next year because your dad got stationed somewhere else, I wish we could meet again someday.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 12, 2020, 9:07 pm UTC
The way you treated and manipulated me was horrible. I felt like shit most of the time because of the way you used me. Although im so sorry for what happened i promise it wasnt my fault. I know you dont care about me anymore (if you ever even did), but I wish you knew how much i miss you. I cry about you all the time and its taking me so long to get over it. Idk what it was about you that made me so attached, but i hate it and wish that feeling could leave my soul, but it wont. I really loved you max, I wish you knew lol
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 12, 2020, 7:29 pm UTC
do you still think about me? because I do, every single day. I miss you. please remember me, I think I love you
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 12, 2020, 6:50 pm UTC
I nearly leaned in and kissed you that night on the roof. I just want to be back there in ur arms while you hugged me and spun me around telling me I was the one. I just want to go back to when we shared blunts on the roof and sat in silence watching the sun set. I love you.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 12, 2020, 2:16 pm UTC
whenever i see you in my school bus, you dont even look at me anymore and that hurts, yk? your laughter, your movement and my urge to start crying. fuck you !
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 12, 2020, 7:58 am UTC
Why couldn’t you have told me you didn’t want me instead of making me guess? Why when I was finally over you, you always had to come back?
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 12, 2020, 5:06 am UTC
did you really like me freshman year or was it really not true and just a joke, i hope you know i had huge feelings for you bro
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 11, 2020, 1:41 am UTC
Call me please I’m in love with you. I hate that you left the way you did but whatever I wanna feel ur love.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 10, 2020, 10:35 pm UTC
i don’t know how to be just friends with you, so i’m gonna submit a message here every time i want to tell you ily
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 10, 2020, 5:15 am UTC
You taught me what love felt like, and though we're just friends today I wouldn't give it up for the world.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 9, 2020, 10:33 pm UTC
I don’t think you understand how much I like you. It’s impossible for me to get you off my mind. The worst part is that you don’t even know it. I wish I could tell you how I actually feel but I know that you probably don’t feel the same way. You make me happy and have an amazing personality. I just hope that someday we can be more than friends...
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 9, 2020, 10:33 am UTC
when did it go so badly? why does it still hurt? why do you still come back to me even after the pain you caused me?
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 9, 2020, 7:32 am UTC
It took ages to get over you purely cause of what you did to me. Still hurts every single night in ways. You somehow always come back the second i’ve moved on :(.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 9, 2020, 5:31 am UTC
im afraid when you come back i will feel like we are finally too different for one another or that I won’t be able to see the love in ur eyes anymore.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 9, 2020, 4:57 am UTC
well ... max I hate you so much but my sister loves you so much but i what you to know that she loves you...
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 9, 2020, 3:41 am UTC
You brought out the worst in me and made me feel like nothing, but I have always been a shitty person so maybe it was deserved.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 8, 2020, 11:42 pm UTC
i still don’t understand how you just fell out of love with me overnight. you were my person, i saw a future with you. you were and still are the person i wanna spend my life with, raise a family with and love with my whole heart and more. but even that wasn’t enough. i miss and love you so much. i see the way you look at me and i hear about how you ask how i’m doing and coping. i know you still care. please come back i need you. just one chance please my love
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 8, 2020, 11:18 pm UTC
do you ever feel guilty for the way you treated me? i love you. but i now also hate you so fucking much.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 8, 2020, 5:10 am UTC
fuck you fuck you fuck you for all the times u made me feel like nothing. thanks for the character development tho lol
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:33 pm UTC
Sometimes i still play the song you sent me and cry to the memory of the night you held me at the train station and we ran home in the rain all those years ago.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 7, 2020, 9:03 am UTC
Hey, how are you? I hope you’ve been doing well. I miss our friendship & if I could I wouldn’t of ever confessed to you. You’ll always be in my heart :)
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:06 am UTC
You have no clue how much you broke me. That smile of your fucking got me. Your humor got me. I loved you, where’d that guy go?
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:02 am UTC
I never loved you, or even really liked you that much, but you did give me butterflies every time your name popped up on my phone, I think it was because you were a D1 athlete ;)
