Perdón por darte esperanzas y después destruírlas. Fuiste tan dulce conmigo, y yo solo me burlaba de tus sentimientos. Perdón por no corresponderlos adecuadamente. Perdón por perder contacto contigo justo cuando estás atravesando una situación difícil. Perdón por imaginarme futuros contigo, pero después decir que no siento nada. Perdón por ser tan cobarde. Y sobre todo, perdón por no ser la chica especial que aún crees que soy... Tú realmente mereces mejor.

I’m in denial, I say to myself I’m over you & I’ve moved on but I’m in a relationship I shouldn’t be thinking about you anymore. I think about you all the time & I’m still in love with you. You were my first love and we never broke up because we were toxic. We just grew apart & that the worst part about all this. You didn’t do any thing to hurt me so it’s so hard to hate you. You were my person and I believe we were the right thing at the wrong time.

Am I really to be despised of by you to an extent that you would say you're uncomfortable with me around you? It's been a year and we're acting like strangers- mere classmates we ask for work or text out of boredom. All the things you've done and said I've forgiven... but I'm still scared of giving our friendship another go. Or probably because I've tried so hard to do everything but no response from you. Even if I do get one, it's rather bland or the silence behind the words are truly deafening. Now we're leaving high school, maybe it's better to continue or play-pretend of being friends for our friend group or just really part ways like strangers. I miss our friendship, I really do. It was hard to maintain but it was the one of the things that made me keep going.

I’m so lost without you, I don’t feel the same anymore...I wish things were different but I hope we find our way back to each other

i wish you could see me the way i do. i like you so much but you like her instead.

Hurt people hurt people I’m sorry bless you and your family

did u just know to check it this time too?

I'm sorry.

ily sm but idk how to tell you because idk if you like me back.

miss u sm:(

I miss you so bad. Wish our story had a different ending.

i want your complications too.

I loved you. but im done waiting for you to change

I want to be with you but I don’t want to wait much longer, it’s been two years Gerson.

I still miss you but its time I move on but I will always love you.

this is way too complicated for me. but honestly, it hurts how you’re not in my arms.

I hope we meet again in the future and it all works out

we're gonna have to work at this everyday but I wanna do that because I want you.