Max, there is so much to say... I hate that you don't care about me and never will. You just keep breaking my heart and it hurts so bad. I need to let you go but I can't picture my life without you. Stop using me, please. Either tell me you want me or stop coming back when it's convenient for you because you know I'll always let you back in. I need to move on with or without you, but it's too hard to give up when I know how good we could be. My feelings have not gone away even after everything you have put me through. I care about you and want you, but I'm not enough for you. You're breaking me and I can't keep pretending that we are okay and that I don't care.