Unsent messages to MAE
From: ABC
To: mae
hi mae. i know you’ll never see this but that’s ok. it’s just nice writing to you. i know we’re taking a break from our friendship but it feels like it’s the end of it all. i’m going to be honest. i have bad attachment issues. and i know i’ve never told you this, but uh, with the whole bpd thing with me, you were one of my favorite people. im sorry that i hurt you. i never meant that. i miss you more every day and i cry so much, i know i’m so sucky at showing emotions and stuff but it just hurts so bad. i literally just want to drink to forget all of this and keep hurting myself over and over and over. i feel like you’ve forgotten about me. i feel like you and them are already best friends, the duo i expected you both to be yet you both reassured me that would never happen. i got attached to you. i really did. i was always afraid to show affection because that’s why me and my ex best friend stopped being friends. are you done with me? i know it’s only been a week and two days, they said they would text me in a week or something. i don’t know. i just want the pain to go away. just want to be able to text you and all the long phone calls we would have. i miss you, dammit. i miss you. i told you to message me when you were ready to talk again, but i haven’t heard anything. i know you need space and everything, please don’t feel bad for it, but my abandonment issues are kicking in and thinking you’re done with me forever. i feel like you’re done with me. i just miss you. i miss you. i’m so sorry for everything. i’m sorry i suck at trusting people, i’m sorry i suck at showing i care. but i do care. i really do. please. just come back. i would text you, but i don’t want to upset you. you promised you wouldn’t leave me. you said this wasn’t the end of our friendship. please don’t forget about me. please don’t replace me. i’m scared. i’m scared shitless, okay? please. i miss you. i know i sound desperate and im sorry injust cant take this
From: ABC
To: mae
hey, i know it’s been a minute since we’ve talked but i just wanted to let you know how much you impacted me throughout the year and helped me through a lot. i know my actions have hurt you and my response wasn’t the best but i really do miss our friendship and have learned from my mistakes. thank you for absolutely everything you’ve done for me and for being my very best friend for the time being. i hope that someday you’ll forgive me, i’ll always be here whenever you need. happy new year! ??
From: ABC
To: mae
i do miss you but i think i needed to cut you off. i miss what we had but it’s complicated now. i miss you mae.
From: ABC
To: mae
You make me feel down about myself you always forget me and so dry to me but when we are together you only need me when you want to get away you never care about my feelings it’s just you but I can’t get away cuz ik you and ik what you would do
From: ABC
To: mae
i wish u would actually listen 2 me , maybe pay me some attention . i do love you , more than u love me.
From: ABC
To: mae
I miss u bruh we had so much fun together. I hope ur doing well n i hope school is all g. maybe one day we can b friends again.
From: ABC
To: mae
did i ever matter to you? why was it so easy for you to walk away? not to be cringe but there is deadass a hole in my heart now lololololol
From: ABC
To: mae
I now know you’re my first love because i’ve never been in love before but i know i love you so you’re my first and i hope my last
From: ABC
To: mae
i'm trying to treat you better but you keep ignoring my efforts that sometimes i feel like you're pushing me away. then you wonder why i don't treat u better...
From: ABC
To: mae
I loved you back then.
You know, more than in a friend way.
Maybe you already knew that or maybe this is a shocker but it is what it is.
I always wonder what could have happened if I stayed.
I still have the necklace you gave me.
From: ABC
To: mae
sometimes i start to think about what i don´t like about you. but then i try to stop, because you don´t deserve that.
you´re so insanely pure. you have a heart made out of gold, an angelic aura and eyes i´d want to get lost in, if i could. your hair is always perfect and you somehow manage to always look so soft. you´re like a fairy, a ballerina.
you care so deeply for those around you, you love the world so intensely, that sometimes, you forget yourself. and that´s why i´m reminding u, that you deserve the whole universe.
sincerely,
yourself
From: ABC
To: mae
I didn’t write the last text but we have the same name & it was so beautiful. Ty for reminding me to love myself ?
From: ABC
To: mae
hey. i miss you so much. i’m sorry for whatever happened between us. you were my best friend and i still believe that you are my soulmate. i want nothing more than to have you back in my life. thank you for helping me find myself and giving me the confidence that i needed. you saved me, but i just wish you hadn’t left. i love you so much. you will always have a special place in my heart. my twin flame, my sister, my soulmate.
From: ABC
To: mae
i love you so so much it hurts, but it hurts more when i see you distance yourself from me, i love u
From: ABC
To: mae
Losing you is my most painful memory. I've never stopped loving you.
From: ABC
To: mae
I'm ready to drop everything for a chance to be with you again. I hope you feel the same
From: ABC
To: mae
you linger in my mind, from where it began, to how it ended. how can i still miss you.
From: ABC
To: mae
i still think about u a lot. even if there aren't romantic feelings anymore i miss our friendship
From: ABC
To: mae
I don't know what happened, I'm sorry. I wish you the best. I love you.
From: ABC
To: mae
You make me feel so crazy.
Am I in love with u or not. Is it wrong?
Since we have same gender.
From: ABC
To: mae
I’m sorry I couldn’t do better for you, i hope we try again but if not i love you as my best friend
From: ABC
To: mae
i was never joking about being in love with you btw. come back doll <3
From: ABC
To: mae
you never left. you were there through everything. i love you so much. more than you know.
From: ABC
To: mae
To my only love, i will forever miss you. please don’t forget about me and please text me.
From: ABC
To: mae
I’m looking forward for the day we can reconnect and you can meet the new me
From: ABC
To: mae
you revived my weary soul, friend. you don't know how much your presence is appreciated.
From: ABC
To: mae
i always have a homesick feeling when i think of u.
i hate that our friendship was no good anymore.
From: ABC
To: mae
My mind is forgetting even though I promised not to. I miss you sweet girl.
From: ABC
To: mae
HAYYY MAEEE, I love u lots and will always be here for u, I hope u can see how much everyone wuvs u
From: ABC
To: mae
Im finally starting to move on and forget u.
but i’ll always love u still, in the back of my mind.
