Unsent messages to MAX
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 7, 2020, 2:37 am UTC
I loved you with all my heart. You never felt the same. I cried to sleep almost every night thinking about you. The painful truth is, we were never together. That hurt me even more
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 6, 2020, 11:17 pm UTC
I'm sorry I couldn't give you everything she could but I gave you everything I could at the time. please never forget me and never forget how much I loved and cared for you. I really hope if things don't work out with her that you will come back to me :/
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 6, 2020, 7:32 pm UTC
i wish you realized how much i love you, considering how you have treated me. no one else would understand you the way i do, but you will never understand that and it hurts like shit
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 6, 2020, 11:57 am UTC
max, you made me the happiest I’ve ever been in forever
I look back on those memories and smile when times are tough and I miss you.
I still love you my precious boy
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 6, 2020, 11:51 am UTC
max, you made me the happiest I’ve ever been in forever
I look back on those memories and smile when times are tough and I miss you.
I still love you my precious boy
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 6, 2020, 11:50 am UTC
max, you made me the happiest I’ve ever been in forever
I look back on those memories and smile when times are tough and I miss you.
I still love you my precious boy
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 6, 2020, 5:24 am UTC
I often wonder what went wrong. But I realize nothing was wrong. What couldve been meant to be, simply wasn't. You are still my favourite.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 6, 2020, 1:11 am UTC
Even though we’re over, you’re always on my mind. It’s so depressing that someone else is always on yours and your probably on lots of others’ too. It’s only been a few days but I feel so empty and lost. Hopefully we can both independently get up on our own feet and grow without each other.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 5, 2020, 11:50 pm UTC
i love you so much, you saved my life and made me fall in love with myself whilst also falling for you
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 5, 2020, 9:44 pm UTC
you were the best part of my year. you really were. But then again you were also the worst. i hate the fact i still love you. after a day you moved on when i just cant and now im scared of love. so all i now how to say to you is fuck you.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 5, 2020, 9:36 pm UTC
thanks for ruining Brighton beach for me. It was my favorite place but now it just brings back unwanted memories
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 5, 2020, 9:29 pm UTC
im sorry i cry all the time. i just wanted you to be there for me ya know, im sorry i was tough to love hun.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 5, 2020, 8:03 pm UTC
I can’t stop thinking of you every day and it hurts to know you probably don’t even think about me once.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 4, 2020, 6:25 am UTC
Picked orange, of course. You know why. I miss you, and sometimes it's really hard. But I don't even waver in the fact that I know I can flourish without you. Now the only thing I see in 10 years is myself. And I sort of like it better that way. take care Maxy. I love you.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 4, 2020, 5:55 am UTC
i loved all the time that we spent together. i know that we kinda drifted apart towards the end and im sorry for ignoring u. i rly miss our fts and i want to text u and talk like we used to but i dont want it to be awkward
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 4, 2020, 3:38 am UTC
Where to begin. When we started talking I smiled. You were always so easy to talk to. I could say anything and you would listen. Our friendship blossomed over the month and when you asked me to the play with friends I was happy I had a friend who valued my company. But you fucked it up. I come to find you used that as an excuse to get me alone on a date. Because it wasn't really us and a group of friends going. It would've been just you and me. When I heard that I was scared. Scared that you couldn't tell me the truth. But when you followed me around the school that was the final straw. I don't regret rejecting you. I just miss the Max I used to know.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 4, 2020, 2:34 am UTC
i want to be with you so bad but you don’t like me like that anymore. u dont know how much pain u have caused me
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 3, 2020, 5:51 am UTC
It hurt to know you didn't like me. What hurt more is knowing you fell for our other roommate instead.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 2, 2020, 4:29 am UTC
why was i so jealous of you? why did i think you hated me so much? i hated the thought of you talking to other people other than me. i was so selfish to think that you really loved me.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 2, 2020, 4:27 am UTC
i cant say that i loved you, but i really needed you. my thoughts got the best of me and i ruined our relationship. i shouldn’t have said i loved you.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 2, 2020, 4:19 am UTC
why didnt i realize that i loved you before it was too late, i did something unforgivable. i really miss you. i miss you so much. why did i push you away? im sorry.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 1, 2020, 5:37 pm UTC
things were confusing, I tried too forget you. I still love you and I’m dying because I don’t know if you love me too.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: December 1, 2020, 3:11 am UTC
I trusted you with the heart and you broke it. you didn't even seem to care- we haven't talked for 3 months.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 30, 2020, 11:07 pm UTC
You made me cry and feel like I the dumbest person in the world. And now you talk to me like nothing had happened.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 30, 2020, 4:47 pm UTC
you were DEFINITELY fucking with my heart when you started sending me hearts. besides that, you're pretty cool and i'm sorry i made things awkward lol
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 30, 2020, 1:34 pm UTC
im sorry i wasn't better to you. I hope you are well, i know you've moved on but i hope you're ok and i hope that you live a great life.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 30, 2020, 12:24 am UTC
Thank you for the lessons. You were my first love and I cherish the time we spent together. Happy to finally call you a friend.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 29, 2020, 10:01 pm UTC
i wish i could go back in time and tell you everything. i never knew we wouldnt ever see eachother again.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 27, 2020, 4:20 am UTC
it's been 2 years. hope you're doing alright in Germany, I still think about u everyday, and I still love you
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 26, 2020, 5:10 am UTC
i wish kylie and you could break up so we could get our friendship back, ik it sounds messed up cause im putting my feelings before you but i need it
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 26, 2020, 1:51 am UTC
I don't think you realize the impact you had on my life. I'm sorry I didn't say yes, I was scared. I still think about our friendship everyday
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 25, 2020, 12:17 am UTC
I really thought you were into me... I guess you just felt lonely. Thank you for saying “I love you” while breaking up with me.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 24, 2020, 8:07 pm UTC
Hey, I'm sorry I didn't express my feelings towards you earlier, I just still wasn't healed from my ex. And you don't know how much I would love to text and speak to you again. I miss us hanging out together till midnight and I am so f****** sorry for what you need to go through now with your mom. I would do anything for you to look at me again like you did at the start.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 24, 2020, 6:41 pm UTC
i’m not sure where our relationship is going. whether it’s your fault or mine i truly don’t know anymore
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 24, 2020, 12:38 pm UTC
if you'd really loved me as you said, you wouldn't let me go. you wouldn't wanna lose me. ily still...
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 24, 2020, 1:56 am UTC
i miss when it felt like u loved me. i cant leave u because even though ur breaking me, i see ur in pain too.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 23, 2020, 11:57 pm UTC
we lasted 11 months. not bad for a first relationship. i don’t love you anymore. but i really did. you were the best thing to ever happen to me a year ago. i hope you figure yourself out and grow as a person. move on.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 23, 2020, 10:52 pm UTC
I love you and there's nothing I can do about it. I miss you more than anyone can imagine. Even though you've hurt me a lot, I want to see and hug you again. I don't care how many times you'll hurt me as long as I can be with you at the end.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 23, 2020, 9:27 pm UTC
yeah i love you but you have hella hoes and many prettier girls to choose from. also i’m like SHITTTT. so um yeah. i truly love you though ?
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 23, 2020, 4:59 am UTC
I know I left, and I know we didn’t get far, but I cared. I was falling for you, and I got scared so I left :(. So if I could do it again, and if I wasn’t me I would chose you. I just miss you and hope you are okay, because Im not.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 22, 2020, 7:43 pm UTC
I think about you sometimes. And now i'm contemplating whether you were just using me, and thats why you left when you did.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 22, 2020, 10:16 am UTC
that one night, you brushed against me and sent flames shooting across my body, and the moment you were gone, the world felt ice cold. i would give up every pleasure in the world just to feel that fire one more time.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 22, 2020, 3:32 am UTC
I really really like, you know that everyone knows it but you don't feel the same yet you act like. you just stand there and smile at me and it makes me fall for you more and makes me hurt more.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 20, 2020, 7:04 pm UTC
i loved u so so much. but u had another one. you loved her more. you said u loved me, but at the same time u were dating her. don’t lie that u love me, please. i know that we are besties right now, but i guess i still aint that good enough.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 20, 2020, 6:04 pm UTC
It’s been almost three years and I still think of you each day. You aren’t the person who I fell in love with anymore, and I miss the person you were before you went cold on me.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 20, 2020, 5:30 pm UTC
you don't know the way i dreamed of our future. we were happy and you loved me back. you only love me back in my illusions.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 20, 2020, 2:01 pm UTC
i truely love you. after everything you did i’d still run into your arms and cry about everything. you left me for her even tho you know how fucked up the things she’s done was. i really don’t wanna go back to you but ik i always will. i’ll remember the first time we spoke to the first time you made me cry. and now all i’ll be remembering is how badly you fucked me up
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 20, 2020, 8:42 am UTC
sorry dat ik niet voldeed aan de dingen die je van mij verwachtte. sorry dat ik niet verder wilde dan jij eigenlijk wilde
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 20, 2020, 4:08 am UTC
whoever said your first love had to be romantic, oh and human? i love you maxie. thanks for taking away my fear of dogs. thanks for always knowing when i'm sad and thank you for always getting excited whenever i come home.
From: ABC
To: Max
Date: November 19, 2020, 11:48 pm UTC
If thinking about you and replaying out memories in my head is the closest thing to having you then I'll do it no matter how much it hurts me.
