hey, i know you said i could always talk to you when i'm not doing good. i'm really not doing good. i need help.

hi lucas. i’m at a party rn. i’m locked in the bathroom.
can’t stop thinking about u being here with me.
i will love u forever

hi lucas. i’m at a party rn. i’m locked in the bathroom.
can’t stop thinking about u being here with me.
i will love u forever. i hope you’re doing well

i’ve felt more joy in the 1 month we’ve been broken up than our entire relationship. i cant even cry over you anymore because i don’t care about you anymore. you cheated, manipulated me, and gaslit me. you’re a toxic person and i’ve never been so happy to have someone out of my life.

I wish you understood that once I told you I had feelings for you ignoring me for a few weeks then acting the same wouldn’t make my feelings go away

i knew you'd break my heart but you did it in the worst way that I cant even fall for anyone anymore..

i’m sorry i disappeared on you, but my commitment issues and the fact that you remind me of my ex really didn’t help, i said i loved you and i meant it. i really hope you’re okay and getting some sleep, i miss you sometimes

i know why you lost interest in me, you were talking to another girl and now, once again, you’ve made me question my self-worth and that i’m not good enough and i hate that i miss you and that i know you probably don’t care about me at all anymore

lol I like you but I feel like you don’t want to put in the effort and that makes me sad also cut your eyebrows please and you’ll be ten times hotter not that you arnt right now or anything but just saying for the future you know lots of love xx

I dont even know how I feel about u anymore. it's a mixture between loving u, missing u, hating myself and being angry at u. I think about u all the time. I'm trying so hard to move on but u were just so perfect to forget about, even if u left and broke ur promise. u probably dont care but it's okay. im not surprised, just disappointed. I still have feelings for u. I'm sorry I wasn't good enough.

Sometimes I wish things didn't end the way they did. Sometimes I miss you. Then I realize, I just miss who you used to be. I miss how you used to make me feel, how you used to treat me. Why did you have to change Lucas? You changed then we changed, and neither of us wanted to admit it. You were the first to finally let go, for which I'm thankful because I never had the strength to give up and let go.
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I know i hold love for you, but when will it feel right. Maybe this time ill be able to see myself the way you do.

i miss the fact that you were my reason to stay up late at night. now i stay up staring at the ceiling, waiting for you.

i think i loved you. i don’t know if it was true but i felt so strongly for you and you still choose her. After our such close friendship you choose her. i hope to finally finish your execution one day as i was supposed to 3 years ago;) don’t worry i have moved on.

We weren’t even together when i fell in love w/ u. But some how u made me feel like the only girl in the world without even trying. i’m hoping i’m good enough for u & get to spend the rest of my life w/ u

u have a habit to comment on others' weight. if u had met me u wouldnt like me as much as i love you

That 4th of July was the best day of my life. It was like a dream that’s the first time I’ve actually felt alive in awhile.

I always hope I will see you again. Ive always thought u were cool but I never said shit. you seem happy so im glad! anyways, adios amigo

lucas i love you and i can’t see myself living without you but sometimes it feels like you take advantage of my love for you and i don’t know if it is a problem but i really hope not because i’m so in love with you

all i wanted was you, but now you’ve changed so much that i don’t even want to talk to you. only so my last memories of you can be the lucas i learned to love

Você foi o meu primeiro amor de verdade, eu sinto tanto por tudo que aconteceu! Ainda te amo, ainda amo a gente! Obrigada por tudo!

todavía mantengo mi palabra y te sigo esperando, a pesar de que me dijiste que me alejará y que vi que ya estás buscando a alguien más; nunca te lo dije pero eres mi primer amor y espero que algún día podamos volver a intentarlo para poder decirte todas esas cosas que no me atreví, te quiero y te extraño demasiado

i loved you but then we stopped talking and it hurts everyday more and more but you taught me not to hurt xx

you arent my first love, but you were the person who treated me the best out of everyone. i miss you. i wish things worked out between us. i never got to tell you i love you.

thanks for making me lose my self and sadly if i don’t have you here i can’t find my self. you caused me so much thank you:(

I love you so much. I love your dark brown hair and your green eyes. I love the way you hold me when Im feeling down. I love the way you love me. Ive never met anyone like you. You mean everything to me. Even if we we break up one day it will always be you. I will always want you Haha

hi you probably don't like me and that's fine but i just want you to know that i very much like you and i cant contain it anymore you just make my heart melt with you smile and i hope you can consider me as someone you can trust and potentially a girlfriend i love you very much and ye have a good day

Why did you ask to see me after a whole year has gone by? Tell me you messed up and that you want me for real this time... or else I’m not seeing you. I won’t put myself through this again.

I loved you with my whole heart despite the hurt you put me through. After everything i still wish you the best.

i fucking hate u w every bone in my body but at the same time i cant bc i still care for some reason and i cant stand it. it makes me so mad to feel like this bc i cant j tell u or anything, it’s too complicated and basically i ruined everything w us bc of her and she doesn’t even like u anymore so it makes me rly mad that i put myself thru that for u and u didn’t even care i literally wanna j get u outta my head and forget but at the same time ur lil games changed me into a better person but she thinks she has control over me now bc i gave u up for her. honestly idfc abt u anymore and i hope u get ur heart broke by ur new crushie bc i cant even think abt u without getting mad anymore and i hate feeling like that but then again u were so good to me until u fucked everything up and it’s partly my fault ngl but i cant believe u would even do that to someone it’s so fucking disrespectful but i’ll never even get to ask u if u even cared cuz ur such a bitch and i never wanna speak to u again but i still want things to go back to how they were before u were such a bitch that u made me resent u for it and it makes me j so angry i wanna punch u UGHHH

You were my best friend & my first true love. When see u, I still wish we could try again. If you see this know, I’ll always love you.

I can't tell if you love me or not. Please i love you. Just tell me. You're so kind to me. You dont treat me the same. Please.

we haven’t talked in so long yet i still have hope one day we’ll find our way back to each other. i love you

ur so incredible. i overreacted a lot. i’m so sorry. i wish distance didn’t matter as much to you. i love you. i’ve changed so much since we last spoke but my love for you hasn’t.

Te mereces a alguien mejor que esa persona que ni te valora y es más tóxica que una central nuclear solo se enamoró de ti porque le prestaste atencion, por la desesperación de que su crush le odiaba ella se obsesiono contigo.

i wanted to make you happy but you were with someone who made you sad. i wish i could’ve been there for you

this color was your favourite ledcolor. it matches with your computersetup. i hate you, but the love i still have for you is ualmost overwelming the hate.

Every time I see u my heart races, I want to spend my future with u and do all those things that lovers do...but Ik u don’t like me back and that’s okay I wish u the best. I love u Lucas

I try to hide my smile whenever I’m see you as I don’t want you to think I’m obsessed. But my heart leaps whenever I see you

im so happy we broke up. we didnt do shit. and ur ugly. you cheated on me. i know it. lolll. kiss my bum.

That 4th of July was the best night of my life. It felt like a dream. We did fireworks together. I love you and miss the little things like that.

Lucas. I love your name. I love the colour of your eyes. I love it when you look at me. I love your smile. I love your humour. I wish you would text me, I miss you so much. You give me mixed signals al the time and I can't tell whether you actually still like me or not.

Every time I listen to that blue swede song, I think about the time we listened to it together on the train. I keep going back to the first time and probably last time we hugged, and I just wish I held on a little longer.

I know you wont ever see this but im sorry for ruining things between us. I hope life treats you good. I miss you.

Hey lucas how you’ve been? i hope you still remember me, it’s been a year or two since you left and i wanted to know how are you... i will always remember and it kinda took me a long time to forget about you but some things make me remember of you. but i wanted to let you know that i already moved on and now i’m living my life. I hope you read this... Love, Mice❤️

sometimes i still think about if we actually would've worked out. and it pains me to think that you are happier with her

I hate that I still love you. I hate that I miss you. Theres nothing I wouldn't do, to have you again. forever yours

I have so many things to say, and not enough either. I knew you were it for me since the night you made a promise, and I'm sorry we didn't make it till the end. If there's a next life for us by any chance, I will be waiting for you until then.

What we had was so easy. I miss the old us, our old us. Each day with you gave me something to look forward to. That absence of you makes me feel lonely.

i know falling for you was always going to hurt me in the end...i just didn’t think it was going to end so soon. i wish you knew how i felt about you, it would make everything so much easier. i just want you so badly, but i know that you can’t force happiness. i love you, and you’ll never know it...