Unsent messages to K
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 13, 2020, 7:36 am UTC
just because we didn’t work out doesn’t mean you weren’t the best thing that ever happened to me. love you always.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 12, 2020, 8:11 am UTC
i really like you, but we are in a friend group together, and i dont wanna ruin it. i’m getting mixed signals from you.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 11, 2020, 12:03 am UTC
I was in the wrong, it was all my fault. I tried and tried but in the end I wasn’t good enough. I’m okay with that as long as you know I will always love you and I won’t ever forget the way we laughed at 1am or how you always caught my eye. the way we sang our hearts out to each other and danced under the stars. you are my everything, my best friend. there’s isn’t enough words to describe the guilt and regret I feel and how I wish you’d just understand; maybe one day you will. but until then I hope you’re happy and you don’t think about me too much, that you’re doing good in school and having the best year you can. whoever comes next, make her feel special as I once did. I’m sure she will bring you the happiness i could not, and I want that for you.
Please don’t forget me, and the love I have for you.
until we meet again, this life or the next
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 10, 2020, 7:45 pm UTC
I don't know if I loved you, but you made me feel loved and I will always thank you for that.
have a great life
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 10, 2020, 7:34 pm UTC
Why did I fall in love after you ended things? It hurts me to act like we're just friends when I wish we were more
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 10, 2020, 1:37 pm UTC
What the fuck is your problem?treating me like shit then making me feel things! Acting like you don’t give a shit about me then getting jealous? Wtf do you want from me just leave me alone!
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 10, 2020, 10:03 am UTC
Sometimes it kills me that you've already had all the greatest moments of your life with someone else.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 9, 2020, 5:25 pm UTC
yellow is everywhere. But it was never my favorite, it was yours.
Thank you for loving me.
You are worthy.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 9, 2020, 3:04 pm UTC
It really hurt to watch you fall out of love. But what hurt even more was that you wouldn’t tell it to me.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 9, 2020, 9:30 am UTC
I'm so in love with you. I just called you for a few hours and i can't stop thinking about you. But you're hers and I need to respect that because I love her she's so sweet and I don't want to hurt her. But you're all I can think about and I'm so sorry
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 9, 2020, 8:24 am UTC
Im so sorry for everything that happened. I never meant to hurt you. My ex type thing or whatever the f he was manipulated me into doing it. I regretted it so much, but then when we tried again, he got in the way again. I miss you so much, he took my happiness; i wish i would've been allowed to make my own decisions, i would still be kissing your hand every time i got the chance... he took me and my life away.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 9, 2020, 5:54 am UTC
you told me you couldn’t wait to marry me and be able to come home to me. i’m still foolishly waiting for you to come back so it can happen. you were it for me mi amor
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 7, 2020, 7:42 am UTC
Your were not my luv, but I just wanted to tell you that I dedicate "I should've kissed you" by 1d to you and I hope you're happy with her.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 5, 2020, 12:53 pm UTC
Why haven’t you told me she’s having a baby?
In our month.
Going to use one of our names too? My middle name? That gets taken a lot too.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 5, 2020, 12:40 pm UTC
Are you okay? I’m sorry I wasn’t the one to let my arms be the security that you needed.
Why did you do that?
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 4, 2020, 12:03 am UTC
Every time I see you with another girl it hurts. It hurts because I know that will never be me but its ok I guess
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 3, 2020, 11:52 pm UTC
It's been a year and I'm in a much better headspace now that we don't talk. I miss you and I hope you're doing okay and that you're happy with your life.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 3, 2020, 10:54 pm UTC
Sometimes I wish we never cross paths, but then again, even with you gone you still continue to shape me into the person I am today.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 3, 2020, 10:52 pm UTC
Sometimes I wish we never cross paths, but then again, even with you gone you still continue to shape me into the person I am today.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 3, 2020, 10:49 pm UTC
Sometimes I wish I never cross paths with you, but then again, even with you gone you still continue to shape me into the person I am today.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 3, 2020, 2:21 pm UTC
This is fucking with your head? Should I be sorry yes but I’m not. This is what you wanted.
Is the medicine nice? Yeah I’ve been dealing with this shit for months. Fuck you.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 31, 2020, 3:06 pm UTC
i know you know, that i know that i never stop loving you. i hope you know that i pray every night for you, your well being and your happiness. i just want to see that you're doint good. nevermind. i just wanted to say that god will bring us together sometime in our future. i love you and i always will.
thankyou for being the way you are.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 31, 2020, 2:57 pm UTC
hey, i just wanted to say, that i hate you. i hate you for being my most wanted person. i hate you because i still love you. i cant stop thinking you were the one. i can't imagine how easy it was for you to let me go and forget about me. i still think about you every day and night. i compare every guy with you and i still think that most of you and your personality are like, made for me. we are two hearts in one. one heart with two strangers... i cant believe we aren't in our lifes anymore and i want to be your soulmate so bad. your soulmate, your girl, your bestfrind, your wife and the person you always think of. i tried everything to be perfect for you. i tried to know things you like. i tried to be beautiful for you. i tried to be the most uncomplicated girl for you. i tried to take the longer way home to meet you all of a sudden. besides not talking, i just wanted to see you. just to see you for two seconds. i have left all my wishes and requirements just for you to be my man.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 30, 2020, 7:57 pm UTC
I love you, I always will, you make my heart feel full, but you break it in ways I didn’t even knew were possible.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 30, 2020, 6:12 pm UTC
i know i was too obsessed with you. freaked you out. but i still love you like crazy. forever. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 30, 2020, 4:48 am UTC
I wish i could go back and tell you how i felt, but now you’re with someone else and happy, so it’s not my place
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 30, 2020, 4:46 am UTC
I wish i could go back and tell you how i felt, but now you’re with someone else and happy, so it’s not my place
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 30, 2020, 3:39 am UTC
I still don't understand how or why I fell for you. You broke my heart and crushed my soul without even touching me. Did you like me back, or were you just playing games? Anyway, thankyou for teaching me an important lesson. Though I'm over you - I still love you and I don't know why.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 30, 2020, 2:52 am UTC
You are my other half. I cannot do this without you. I can't express in words all that you mean to me. Please stay here, don't leave me all alone. I need you.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 30, 2020, 12:35 am UTC
thank you for showing me true love. we are cut from the same cloth. i know we're together in another life.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 29, 2020, 4:53 am UTC
you made me really happy and gave me something to wake up to in the mornings, now I'm in that dark place again. You know why this is green haha, I miss our inside jokes. We don't even talk anymore.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 27, 2020, 4:02 am UTC
I miss my best friend. I just miss it. I miss staying up all night laughing. I miss staying at your house for days at a time. I miss getting ready for school together. I miss our family dinners. I miss drinking cheap wine and passing out on your couch. I miss all of your dogs laying on top of me while I slept. And I miss friendsgiving. And I miss sitting with you in the garage while you hit your bong. And I miss watching you roll. I miss the way you’d make fun of me for the tiny hits I’d take off the blunt. And I miss leaving your house with the smell of weed in my hair. And I miss our late night drives that we called adventures. And the taste of rum on my tongue as we laughed in the garage. I miss laying next to you and not being able to stop laughing. I miss the feeling of home away from home. I miss the paintings on your walls. I miss never doubting that I was your favorite person and you were mine. I miss screaming out about how the stars are aligned and that this will be our night and that we have a bond unbreakable by the universe. I miss it all. And most of all I miss you. Even though you don’t miss me. Even if you left me to drown in the waves while you found your sunshine. Even though you’re happier now and better off without me. I miss it.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 24, 2020, 1:58 pm UTC
Its been 2 years. I miss you and i wish if we can fix everything but you don’t need me and it kills me.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 23, 2020, 7:14 pm UTC
i'm glad to finally let you go. you deserve someone who will bring u happiness, not drag u into the darkness.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 23, 2020, 2:51 pm UTC
i wish i could be friends again. sometimes i see everyone hanging out and i'm not invited and it hurts. but i don't think we could be friends, at least not in this lifetime. i remember all the good times, but i also remember all the bad. i tiptoe on broken glass around all of you and whenever we hang out, i just can't stop thinking about where it all went wrong. i just want you to know i'm sorry for everything and i love you so much more than i could ever say, but i can't keep living stuck in the past. i want to move on and i'm trying. life is lonely nowadays and i wish i could say i'm pouring myself into my studies, but i'm not. i'm exhausted, there's a bone deep ache in me and i don't know how to keep going. i think a lot of the past and it hurts just as much. i truly am sorry for all of the pain. i wish you the best and maybe we were meant for each other, but now is not the time.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 20, 2020, 9:20 pm UTC
I admired you from afar and I regret that so much because now you graduated and I'm never going to see you again.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 20, 2020, 5:02 pm UTC
I knew i loved you when i still saw the good in you and defended your name, even after you ripped my heart out
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 19, 2020, 12:31 am UTC
You love me in every way i have ever dreamed of being loved in. I dont know how to give it all back to you
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 19, 2020, 12:03 am UTC
i think i'm finally starting to move on. i still miss you sometimes. i still miss our talks and the late nights and our love, but i think it's time to let that go. i hope you're doing well and i genuinely wish you the best in the world. i'm not angry anymore. i love you lots
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 18, 2020, 11:20 pm UTC
i hate to admit it but i miss you a lot more then i should even if we never get to finish our story i hope you always get the happiness you wants and deserve.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 18, 2020, 5:44 pm UTC
we weren’t really anything but the way u looked at me the way u did things for me u cant tell me you didn’t love me or at least like me
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 16, 2020, 3:42 am UTC
idk where we went wrong. the constant eye contact but absolutely no exchange of words is killing me. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 14, 2020, 8:38 pm UTC
Its been 2 months since we’ve last spoken; since you completely destroyed my heart. Yet, I still love you and think of you daily.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 14, 2020, 8:35 pm UTC
Its been 2 months since we’ve last spoken; since you completely destroyed my heart. Yet, I still love you and think of you daily.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 12, 2020, 11:01 pm UTC
I dont think you ever knew how much i loved you, i miss you so much im sorry,you cheered me up when i wasnt feeling great i did the same to you too, please come back into my life, i love you :((
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 12, 2020, 8:15 pm UTC
My love - you always seemed to adore when i called you like that - i just want to feel your arms around me.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 12, 2020, 1:18 pm UTC
i loved u so much.. but u broke my heart,it was hard for me. I still can't trust anyone, I can't open up to people, because I'm afraid that it will hurt me .. it would be nice if you were softer with me then ..)
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 12, 2020, 10:15 am UTC
i guess this was not the right time. i missed my opportunity when i let you go, but it was best for both of us, even if it hurt. i still love you and always will, A.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 11, 2020, 11:39 pm UTC
You got so excited when you found out we both love the color purple. I wish we still got that excited about each other. Now when I think about you, my throat closes up a little bit. I hope you’re doing well. I’m always rooting for you, even if it’s from afar.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 10, 2020, 11:21 am UTC
it hurts knowing in your eyes i was never enough, it hurts more knowing it took me many times of being disrespected to realise that.
