Im so sorry for everything that happened. I never meant to hurt you. My ex type thing or whatever the f he was manipulated me into doing it. I regretted it so much, but then when we tried again, he got in the way again. I miss you so much, he took my happiness; i wish i would've been allowed to make my own decisions, i would still be kissing your hand every time i got the chance... he took me and my life away.