From: ABC
To: k
Date: October 23, 2020, 2:51 pm
i wish i could be friends again. sometimes i see everyone hanging out and i'm not invited and it hurts. but i don't think we could be friends, at least not in this lifetime. i remember all the good times, but i also remember all the bad. i tiptoe on broken glass around all of you and whenever we hang out, i just can't stop thinking about where it all went wrong. i just want you to know i'm sorry for everything and i love you so much more than i could ever say, but i can't keep living stuck in the past. i want to move on and i'm trying. life is lonely nowadays and i wish i could say i'm pouring myself into my studies, but i'm not. i'm exhausted, there's a bone deep ache in me and i don't know how to keep going. i think a lot of the past and it hurts just as much. i truly am sorry for all of the pain. i wish you the best and maybe we were meant for each other, but now is not the time.