Unsent messages to JOHNNY
From: ABC
To: johnny
you don't know that i like you and i don't know how to tell you. maybe one day i'll have the courage, i'm sorry that i can't tell you. i so badly don't want to get broken. L X
From: ABC
To: johnny
I shouldn’t have let you go. I’m sorry I was too hurt from my past, I just know we could’ve had something special
From: ABC
To: johnny
I miss you, but it was really for the best. I spiraled for a while after we broke up and I'm better now. YOU'RE better now. You would be proud of me like how I'm proud of you. I've seen what you've done and I've heard of what you've done. I'm trying, but I still think of you every now and then. I wish I could tell you everything, but I'm scared of what to say to you. I'm scared of what we had. But I loved it all at the same time because it was you and us. You were my home. I told you everything. I find myself reaching out to you whenever anything happens only to find you not there. I'll always have love for you and I hope we can reconnect. I'm moving on.
From: ABC
To: johnny
you posted a video of you in bed with another girl, even though we were broken up...it still broke me more then when you left me with no explanation, because I thought we were working on it.
From: ABC
To: johnny
Sometimes I wonder why I wasn’t good enough for you. I changed everything about myself and I’m still not good enough for you
From: ABC
To: johnny
but look johnny! i’m finally writing back! isn’t that enough for you? please come back. i need you. i can’t do this without you.
From: ABC
To: johnny
i love you so much, please stay strong. youre so much better than people say you are. i love you and im proud of you.
From: ABC
To: johnny
you hurt me more than anyone. you are the reason i am numb. you promised to love me and my family no matter what but you still left and broke everything inside not only me but my mother. you will never EVER know what it feels like to tell your younger sibling how their father will never return again. you were once a father to me but your nothing but a nobody. you may not have been my biological father but i considered you as my father and now your nothing. i hope your happy with yourself and how your life is going.
From: ABC
To: johnny
I miss you. I didn’t know if you liked me or not but i loved you. i still get butterflies thinking about you. you probably forgot about me but i won’t forget you.
From: ABC
To: johnny
I miss you. I didn’t know if you liked me or not but i loved you. i still get butterflies thinking about you. you probably forgot about me but i won’t forget you.
From: ABC
To: johnny
I never realized how much I loved you until you were gone. i was young and foolish. maybe, someday, we can make it back to each other. xo
From: ABC
To: johnny
I still love you. I miss you I feel so alone without you but I’m still mad but I need you in my life.
From: ABC
To: johnny
I know you'll never see this, nor will you ever care but I really loved you. I really wanted you for longest time but I now realize that there are bigger things in life than you. I think about you every day and I sometimes wish I could go back to how things used to be. Just to feel it for a little bit. It took a lot to stop loving you and you'll always have a place in my heart, but you no longer have my whole heart.
From: ABC
To: johnny
i dont know if u were my first love, but i’ve never felt like this, im sorry that it didnt work out for us
From: ABC
To: johnny
hey, i dont think you know how many times i think about the perfect conversation with you. Whenever i want to text you i always hesitate and end up not doing it, i guess i'm just scared ill come out as annoying if i keep on talking too much. I realized that we talk better if there's a "break" shall i say, i'm always scared of talking too much and running out of things to talk haha. Anyways, johnny, i hope you know that i really like you, a lot. I don't think you see me that way though... You know how us these days are just straight up horny and seek a significant other for sexual desires or something like that? And how when you like someone you think they're hot or you want that desires? Well all i really wish i could just hug you and bury my head in your chest listening to music, it's all im asking for really. But i know if you would EVER like me, it would be a different type if that make sense. It makes my heart aches a little but it's okay. i miss you Johnny. even though we just talked a few hours ago. I really hope you see this one day hahha..idk how you'll react to it though. I like you a lot, sleep early tonight too okay you need it, not too early though i still want to talk to you.
From: ABC
To: johnny
I really like you. But you'll never know because I don't know how to tell you...you just make me so happy.
From: ABC
To: johnny
i wish i never messed up our friendship by you knowing my feelings. i was always afraid you would talk about me the way you talk about all the other people you dislike, turns out i heard you are talking about me that way now. im so sorry i really hope you know that but just because your upset over a little problem doesnt mean you have to ruin my reputation.
From: ABC
To: johnny
Hola Johnny, se que nunca leerás este pero necesito desahogarme, soy Paula, Paula Farto y te quiero desde primero de la eso, se que nunca me has visto como nada y si ha sido asĂ, soy lo suficientemente tonta para no decĂrtelo, la verdad es q me gustan mucho tus rizos, tan rubitos y perfectos y q ya seas mas alto que yo, la verdad es que nunca he sentido algo asĂ por nadie pero tu haces que en mi estomago hayan mariposas, creerás que es una broma pero no es asĂ, la verdad es que llevo soplando las velas de mi cumpleaños durante tres años pidiendo el mismo deseo, que algĂşn dĂa podamos estar juntos, se que nunca leerás esta carta pero no creo que sea capaz de decĂrtelo a la cara,
Te quiero, te quiero mucho,
Paula
From: ABC
To: johnny
hola! soy yo otra vez, si, la chica tan pesada que esta obsesionada con tus rizos, tan perfectos ahhh dios que bien desahogarse para poder respirar mejor porque la verdad creo que me estaba ahogando por no decirte nada, la verdad es que no podrĂa porque me pones nerviosa. Hace dĂas que no como ni duermo porque la ansiedad puede conmigo, la verdad es que no es por tu culpa sino de la maldita fĂsica, me han dicho que se te da bien, a lo mejor, algĂşn dĂa, puedas enseñarme.
Hoy te he vito en el pasillo, Marta Sanz sabe que me gustas pero la he dicho que no haga nada porque me da miedo que hables conmigo y que la cague y pienses que soy una rarita, aunque si ves esto, que espero sinceramente que si, quizá pienses que lo sea.
solo una cosa mas, te ves muuuuuy guapo por los pasillos paseando con Alex Lavin y el resto de tus amigos. Sinceramente espero que tal vez algĂşn dĂa tu te fijes en mi y, por lo menos, seamos amigos.
Paula
From: ABC
To: johnny
I don’t think you realized how many people you’d hurt when you left. Perhaps you didn’t care. That hurts the most.
From: ABC
To: johnny
How could you leave us like that. You had so much to live for. So much love in your life. God I am devastated.
From: ABC
To: johnny
u r the only thing bringing me happiness these days & u dont know how much i appreciate u but i really really do :')
From: ABC
To: johnny
hey so sorry i didn't talk to you. i was always super nervous.
-think back to 7th grade and you'll know lol
From: ABC
To: johnny
hey, idk what we are rn. but i’ve been waiting so long for you & i will continue to do so. honestly idk what we’re waiting for.
From: ABC
To: johnny
i never thought that i’d ever love someone so much. even though i know i should hate you, my heart won’t ever let you go. maybe one day i’ll understand why we’re not together. you told me you loved me, i told you i loved you.
From: ABC
To: johnny
i'm sorry i loved you more than i loved myself. i'm sorry you didn't show enough to care about me. i'm sorry you lost me.
From: ABC
To: johnny
look , it hurts because i thought you were the one. knowing you might not be .. that shit is breaking me.
From: ABC
To: johnny
for what it's worth i hope it was us from the start. i hope u meant everything u said since it made me fall in love with u.
From: ABC
To: johnny
you were truly the first person I ever really fell for. I cared so much about you, and I miss you, but I know i’m better off without you. I wish you nothing but the best.
From: ABC
To: johnny
i love you and i constantly think of you. i know you don’t feel the same but that doesn’t make me love you or miss you any less.
From: ABC
To: johnny
it’s a different type of love with you. almost like an ever growing one. i want you to want me the way i want u.
From: ABC
To: johnny
you should be here. i wish we would’ve worked out and although it’s been almost two years i never stopped loving you.
From: ABC
To: johnny
i should’ve gotten back together with you when you asked. even if it didn’t work out i wanted to know were we went wrong the first time.
From: ABC
To: johnny
we held hands while watching coco once and since then that is the one movie that can put me to sleep.
From: ABC
To: johnny
I like you but I don’t think you like me back. But you kept staring at me and smiling so idk what that means.
From: ABC
To: johnny
You're the best thing that's ever happened to me, and I'm forever grateful to have you in my life. um chile anyways... love ya
From: ABC
To: johnny
$300 a month for rent is stupid and i’m sorry you live in a shitty place but seeing you today was amazing
From: ABC
To: johnny
u made me feel like that one moment when youre driving in pouring rain and u go under a bridge for a second
From: ABC
To: johnny
im sorry for what i did. im starting to forgive myself and im trying to become a better person. i hope you will forgive me too, i miss you. wish you the best in life and maybe i could be apart of it again soon
From: ABC
To: johnny
I'll always have a piece of you in my heart. I know we're only friends but I'll always love you like I once did.
From: ABC
To: johnny
I really like you but there’s a reason I cant tell you, I wish I could because you make me so happy and I feel comfortable with you but there’s something more important keeping me from being with you, I know you have feelings for me too and that’s why I’m so sorry but we can’t be together.
From: ABC
To: johnny
everyone thinks it’s stupid that i still love you like i do but i can’t help it. you saved my life and i miss u
From: ABC
To: johnny
u make me feel like im rlly special. i wish i could make u feel like that. i dont even know what to say cause i want to tell u so many things but im so scared of losing u. i know shit doesnt last 4ever but i wish we could just be together even if it hurts sometimes. i love you so much
From: ABC
To: johnny
Sos una persona maravillosa, estoy seguro de que llegarás a hacer cosas maravillosas dejando tu huella en el mundo y deslumbrando con tu ingenio
From: ABC
To: johnny
I’ll always love you “a little bit”. But I’m glad you’re gone. Why do I miss the moments I hated to live? I was never too much, you lacked the strength to love me
From: ABC
To: johnny
i wish i had begged you to stay that last time we talked. its been 7 months now and i just wish i knew a way to reach you...but i dont and fuck i wish i did and i wish you'd just make it easier for me and come back already
From: ABC
To: johnny
i really did love you. i would’ve dropped everything for you. and if you asked, i’d probably go back.
From: ABC
To: johnny
u absolutely broke me and brought me to one of lowest places in my life. but i honestly hope you’re doing fine.
From: ABC
To: johnny
I wish we could have been more. You always made me laugh and it honestly always made my day. I felt like we were meant to know each other.
From: ABC
To: johnny
its hard to sleep at night not knowing if you're ever coming back...7 months ago you left, you told me not to wait for you but honestly ? i haven't been with anyone since you left, and i don't want to be. you told me not to wait for you, but i want to for as long as i physically can. i miss you and love you stupid please come back already
