What the fuck is your problem?treating me like shit then making me feel things! Acting like you don’t give a shit about me then getting jealous? Wtf do you want from me just leave me alone!

If I knew you were going to leave so soon, I would’ve held you tighter the last time I saw you. I miss you.

even though we have never been and will never be together, getting over you after 5 years of secretly loving you was the fuxking hardest thing. still not able to.

I’m sorry my brain convinced me I wasn’t enough. I knew all you could ever bring was happiness. I’m sorry I stopped that.

I hope u are fine and i just want you to know that I love you so much but u make feel sad day by day?.

Over ur bs. I said I was sorry and I was but now I realize you needed to say that to me. Bye. Fuck you.

I never got the chance to tell you i loved you because i thought it was too early but i did really love you and it hurt so much losing you.

I made people turn against you? That must be a joke considering you made two people stop talking to me.

Why did I fall in love after you ended things? It hurts me to act like we're just friends when I wish we were more

I don't know if I loved you, but you made me feel loved and I will always thank you for that.
have a great life

When I said 'I love you' I really did mean it, but it was a little bit easier to pretend you didn't exist when I knew, you didn't want me with the same burning passion.

i rarely ever see you anymore and we don't speak anymore.
BUT
i am still so fucking in love with you.

i know you love me and i love you too but i don’t even love myself enough to love you how i wanna love you....

I hope you're happy with her, kinda stings that we never got close and I caught feelings but it's aight.

why cant you love me the way that i love you ? what made you suddenly stop caring ? everything was okay just a few weeks ago .. i don’t understand.

I was in the wrong, it was all my fault. I tried and tried but in the end I wasn’t good enough. I’m okay with that as long as you know I will always love you and I won’t ever forget the way we laughed at 1am or how you always caught my eye. the way we sang our hearts out to each other and danced under the stars. you are my everything, my best friend. there’s isn’t enough words to describe the guilt and regret I feel and how I wish you’d just understand; maybe one day you will. but until then I hope you’re happy and you don’t think about me too much, that you’re doing good in school and having the best year you can. whoever comes next, make her feel special as I once did. I’m sure she will bring you the happiness i could not, and I want that for you.

Please don’t forget me, and the love I have for you.
until we meet again, this life or the next

one time you rolled me 3 cigarettes because i was too drunk. i kept one and i still have it to this day.i miss u

we have not talked in months but i can still remember what your voice sounds like. i miss you. and i hope she treats you well

Normally i just turn off my feelings & forget without lookin back. With u i don't want to eventhough ik it would be for the best.

I wish things were different, I miss what we use to do. But you probably don’t care about me anymore, you’ve already moved on.

I still miss you sometimes and i wish we never broke up,, maybe we could have been something more?? :(

I'm so sorry for being your first kiss. You deserve to be treated so much better, and I'll never fogive myself for the things I did to you.

you were the first guy I genuinely caught feelings for but we lost contact. I hope we meet again someday.

You are the love of my life. I miss you so much, but i cant said that in front of you. Sorry for not answering your messages, but we must continue.

i still wonder what would have happened if i had said "yes" in that park 2 years ago. and i'm not even sure i like boys.

When i was with you i felt complete and when you left i was broken and i still dont know how to feel because i need you.

it hurts knowing in your eyes i was never enough, it hurts more knowing it took me many times of being disrespected to realise that.

Por qué... Por qué tuviste que hacerme esto sabiendo la conexión que teníamos... Tratarnos como amigos? Sabiendo que uno por el otro muere... Me duele mucho ver cómo tratas de ocultar el dolor por qué se que sufres fingiendo que no y que no me nesecitabas cuando los dos sabíamos lo mucho que me quería y si puede que haya Sido culpa de los dos terminar... Pero todo eso lo perdónare y me perdono a mi y pues te esperaré pero no sin hacer nada... Te amo lo sabes... Te amo tanto que no habría aprendido tanto gracias a ti... Enserio te amo y te extraño mucho

I hope ur happy with her. I still think about what we could have had if I hadn't fucked it up so bad. I really think you were the right person wrong time. I miss you everyday but I know you are happy with my best friend.

It feels so weird to write about you. We aren't even friends. I do wish we were though. I've liked you since last year, literally almost a full year now. I could list every reason why I like you. The first things I think of when I hear your name is your messy buns, sounds weird but I think its so cute how you can look pretty without even trying. I like that you don't try to impress anyone. You're also really smart and athletic and I admire that. And to top it all off you're funny, I like your sarcasm and its even better when you smile after you make a joke. I like you so much that I want to hate you, I want to hate you so I don't keep messing with my own feelings. There is a very little chance that you feel the same way about me. I almost think im being unfair with myself for allowing myself to like you this much. I even try to talk to other people but literally just making eye contact with you gives me butterflies and I could talk about you for hours.

I sometimes think what it would be like if I lived closer to you because I never got the opportunity to tell you how much I liked you ...

i’m incredibly sorry that i’m so fucking bad at confessing my feelings. you’re the one who made me feel love and i’m so fucking thankful. i love you so so much.

You made me feel whole again until one day you decided I wasn't enough for you anymore and I felt empty again

You got so excited when you found out we both love the color purple. I wish we still got that excited about each other. Now when I think about you, my throat closes up a little bit. I hope you’re doing well. I’m always rooting for you, even if it’s from afar.

Both of our favorite colors are blue. A year later and I'm still crying every night wondering where I went wrong. You left with no explanation and left me for another girl. I miss a year ago. I hope you're doing good.

I know that you’re hurting, I just wish you’d tell me so that we didn’t have to keep pretending that you’re ok.

i wish we were older to understand that you liked someone else you were eager to feel me not love me i was eager to love not to feel you wanted my bestfriend i wanted you why though go for me and not her huh?! love is never wrong so that just shows we were meant to be if we ended

i guess this was not the right time. i missed my opportunity when i let you go, but it was best for both of us, even if it hurt. i still love you and always will, A.

i just don't understand. you know everything ive been saying to you is true. i'm not trying to 'win you back' - i'm just trying to get you out of the same cycle you've been through before. why didn't you stand up for me earlier? i can't do this anymore, i can't sit here and watch you be naive - forgiving him is not just hurting you, it's hurting me too.

i loved u so much.. but u broke my heart,it was hard for me. I still can't trust anyone, I can't open up to people, because I'm afraid that it will hurt me .. it would be nice if you were softer with me then ..)

i really like you, but we are in a friend group together, and i dont wanna ruin it. i’m getting mixed signals from you.

Sometimes I still think of you and the words I never got the courage to say. I wonder if anything would've changed.

We may never speak again in this lifetime, and I’m ok with that. Just make sure you come find me in the next one ❤️

My love - you always seemed to adore when i called you like that - i just want to feel your arms around me.

i still like you. you’re one of the greatest friends to me, but if you liked me back, i’d take you in a heartbeat.

I know i broke up with you because i was lost at the time. but you were my person like fr we were so good for each other and yeah i may be over you now and you may be in love with someone else but i miss the bond we had. you were my best friend and now i’m just blocked.

I dont think you ever knew how much i loved you, i miss you so much im sorry,you cheered me up when i wasnt feeling great i did the same to you too, please come back into my life, i love you :((

i think these messages should be the last time we speak for a while. not talking to you for these past few hours has made me so anxious - the longest you've been out of my life is probably like 2 weeks - i need to get this under control. just give me a month or two. not even in a romantic way but ive been addicted to you n its literally fucking ruined me. it will be better for both of us if i just give you some space - you can live your life and i can attempt to find mine. this is the cringiest thing i've ever written but i just need you to know that i hate being angry at you. if it came down to us being estranged or me getting in the way of your life, i'd always choose the first. starting from midnight, lets just forget about each other for a while. or forever if you want.

I had you so many times but I never admitted it, you were actually the only person I liked..you were on all my goals..but until I lost you I realized...that I did love you and now you are happy with someone else.. :)

i hate even saying these words but the last sentence basically broke me. you're the only person thats ever made me cry so hard, i couldn't breathe. stop saying you should have realised how special i was. i'm the one that was desperately in love with you, but still broke up with you. i was the one who broke my heart, not you. all i've been for the past year, is ex who could never let you go. i don't want to be that person anymore, for your sake and mine - i can't remember the last time i spent a full hour without thinking about you, every time i message you - i feel like im literally ruining your life. even tho c has every right to hate me, i'm always gonna believe you deserve the best of the best - that's why we didn't work out. so please just promise me this, you will always remember that you deserve someone who respects you, loves you (and knows how to show it) as well as someone who will always appreciate every second they spend with you. i don't say this stuff because of how i feel, (despite what everyone thinks), i say it because you gave me a booklet full of 100 reasons and i never appreciated that enough. so please don't stop until you find someone that gives you a booklet with 1000. i really fucking wish i did.