You left but you’re stuck in my head. I try listening to the rain, but all I ever hear is you saying my name.

You left but you’re stuck in my head. I try listening to the rain, but all I ever hear is you saying my name.

You left but you’re stuck in my head. I try listening to the rain, but all I ever hear is you saying my name.

I sat there and loved you through it all. I loved you even after the cheating and even after you lying to me about girls. I say through it all and it still feels like I’m not enough. I wanna be enough. I want you to tell me the truth about you please...

I forgive you. Ik you don’t know what you did and why I was so rude to you but You hurt my confidence. Your words stick with me everyday.

i honestly thought we'd end up together but i suppose we were just kids who needed each other to get through the day. i hope she makes you happy.

You’re still here and it’s killing me. Please let me go I never will be able too. But I also want you to stay, you’re killing me.

it'll always be you. i hate that i continue to let you hurt me but i just wish you would want me back

when i think of you, i just feel empty.l i don't know what went wrong. i don't remember when i stopped loving you. i feel like i wasted and had the best two years of my life at the same time.

i miss you so much. i think about you everyday. i cant move on no matter how much i want to. im really hurting.

hi ur still on my mind every day if u see this please please please talk to me i am so desperate you dont understand how many months its been i am literally in love with you

The thought of what we could of been haunts me. It keeps me up at night wondering if you left because I didn't love you enough or I loved you too much. Either way fuck you

I love you so much, like your the love of my fucking life. You have made my life so much better without even trying. I wish you had come into my life sooner. You make me so happy and if I ever lose you I don't know what I would do honestly. Sometimes you annoy me but I love you for that. You mean so much to me. I really don't deserve you to be honest. In the beginning you were kind of distant but I get it. I sometimes feel like you've lost feelings for me but that's probably just me overthinking it. I hope so at least. I know you have before but that's fine. You can almost always cheer me up. I'm so happy I met you because I actually don't think I would be here if it wasn't for you.

All you do is use girls. All you think about is sex or anywhere you can put your dick. You wanna use girls then ghost them. I used to like you until I found out about your true colors. To be honest you suck.

I wish you would have loved me too. I still think about you and regret not kissing you when I could have.

we were more than friends , you can’t deny that. friends don’t talk to each other the way we did. they don’t talk about the things that we did. you told me that you trusted me most in the world and that you only ever wanted to talk to me. we would’ve been fucking fantastic together. i’m not even mad that you didn’t want me idek if u knew i wanted u. it’s more the fact that u replaced me overnight and who you replaced me with. everything we used to do ur now doing with her. i’m lucky if i see u once a month now and when i do see you she’s always there. i fucking miss you. i miss my best friend.

You broke me so many times...
...but you made me to a stronger person and I would like to say thank you!

I can't believe I let you treat me like the way you did. You were nothing but a waste of my time. I'll never forget what a joke i made of myself.

we were wrong for each other but I still loved you with everything I go. I'm sorry I left you, it pains me too much to remember what we had, I knew u didn't want to tell anyone about us but the grief of us staying together was breaking me.

i don’t know why i was never good enough when i put my everything into us. it’s so hard to let the past you go. i miss when you cared

I've loved you for 6 years. First 4 years a love a friendship and the last 2 years a different way. Now it's been 3 months since we've spoken.

i remember liking you so much in elementary. it made me so happy. and i have no idea why, but i did. you were funny, cute and sweet. you still are but i’d love to be your friend, i cant stop thinking about you

im terrified of losing you even though you promised never to leave. you mean the world to me and make me so happy i dont want to that to go away. you love me no matter what and i dont need to hide around you. youre amazing and want you to know that but im scared ill lose you.

Hey I was really in love with u and u made me really happy but, it was getting kinda toxic but sometimes I still wonder how we would be if we were together, but that’s okay I think things are better like this! I only wish nothing but the best for you and I’m always gonna be here for u dude :)

when we go days without talking, you're teaching me how to live without you. stop leaving me or leave forever

you made me feel less alone. whenever i felt hopeless and lost, u made it better despite being lost yourself. even if we both were lost, we still had each other. please unblock me i don't know what i did wrong.

i was broken when you came in to my life. i gave you everything i had LEFT in my heart including the hurt. you were right for me it just wasn't our time. u grew up during us and need to figure out who that version of you is without me and i need to make my heart full before we could deserve each other. if its not us then i will make my heart full so i can devote my WHOLE heart to someone who will reciprocate that and so much more.

To the one I left my heart with at 21, my first love and first best friend. You hate me now I know, but I promise it was all for you and to you. I love you always.

No sé como iniciar esto... Ya pasó más de un año...No sé si considerarte mi primer amor, pero sí quién creó ilusión, confusión y distintas emociones en el tiempo que hablábamos, no sabía que sentía por ti, por las diferentes cosas que pasaban y el "que dirán" me aturdía, no sé si me llegué a enamorar pero sí que me gustaste, hoy escribo todo esto ya que logré superarte y liberar tu recuerdo de mi mente, te fuiste sin más, es algo que yo hubiera hecho, me alegro que tomaras la iniciativa, no te guardo algún tipo de rencor, agradezco que me hayas enseñado un yo distinto, visitabas mi mente cada minuto, hoy ni recuerdo tu rostro, conocí a alguien grandioso que me ayudó a darme cuenta que no merecías permanecer en mi mente ni un segundo más, deseo que te vaya muy bien, aunque creo que lo mejor era no relacionarnos, esto fue así y ahora aunque me arrepienta, estoy feliz por esta lección. No volveré a releer esta carta para ver si estoy diciendo esto con las palabras correctas o que si tiene sentido alguno, solo escribo mi sentir. :)

ive rewritten this a thousand times. i cant describe my love for you, but ill never tell you because you’re straight..

i wanna ask you how you’re doing these days, if you’re eating well,, but it’s not my place to do that anymore... nd i think i took our small talk for granted. if you ever decide to msg and ask me how my day went like you used to, i promise i won’t give you a half assed answer anymore :) just know that i think i might always be in love with you, take care

Fuck you.
you really put me though some fucked up shit. the worse part is i would still give you the world

De verdad pensaba que tendríamos una vida juntos como planeamos, pero no eras como tú me demostraste y no se porqué hiciste eso, no se la razón y supongo que nunca lo sabré, pero espero que algún día te des cuenta de lo que hiciste

Pensé que tendríamos una vida juntos como planeamos pero vi que no eras como me dijiste y como me lo mostraste , no se porqué hiciste eso y supongo que nunca lo sabré pero espero que algún día te des cuenta de lo que hiciste y que cambies

I miss your goofy ass literally everyday. We still talk but it isn't the same. I'll always have this lil soft spot for you, even though I will never know why. Thank you for making me feel loved and understood.

hey dude,
you probably dont want to be my boyfriend, bc well, youre not gay, or even bi, but know, i miss you and just want a hug from you :/

you’re not the person i fell in love with anymore. you broke me. i would’ve done anything for you. i still wish you the best in life and happiness even though you don’t deserve it.

i will always have a place in my heart for you. and it scares me that if you were to text right now i would drop every single person for you. i will always love you even if you aren’t feeling the same. you were my first love and have been my only true love since.

I liked you. In school and out of school I tried to express my feeling for you. I even started talking too your best friend

I cant tell if you really want me.... are u just using me? I like you. Or at least i like what i see and know about u so far. I want to know u more. I wish you would talk to me

you and all the terrible things you did to me are in the past now, i’m done letting what you did to me when i was 14 and 15 control my relationships now. fuck you.

our rooms are blue, our favorite colors are blue. i will always love you, no matter where i go. i won't be too far.

i never understood why there is always a gravitational pull bringing my heart back to yours. i pray one day i'd finally get over you..

you are one of the best people I know. someone asked me if I was in a room full of every person I’d loved, who would I run to? and you were my answer, even though we didn’t last long and even though we aren’t talking now. you make me feel happy and beautiful and at ease. I can’t be stressed with you. I hope things are going great for you and I know you’ll get to where you wanna be. I am letting go. I am finding myself and I am moving on. I still carry the lessons you taught me but I’m realizing I don’t need you actively in my life to keep those. grateful for the memories, all good things your way

We couldve had something so fucking good, summer sleepovers, rope swings, boat days, rock jumping at the falls, but u chose HER?

Por alguna razón no dejo de pensar en ti... Creo que es porque te necesito pero tengo que aceptar la realidad cierto...?
Se que nunca leerás esto pero por lo menos puedo desahogarme.... Gracias... Ten una buena vida mi primer amor te seguiré extrañando desde la oscuridad.... ✨
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I hate you so much. But im so attracted to who you are, youre manipulative and i acknowledge that, that’s what makes it worse

Hey.. I know its been a while uh I was just wondering if you have the dilemmas for discussion doc completed from like December. Its just a missing assignment sitting there and it'd b great if u could send it over. Hope you've had a good springsummerhalloweenchristmasnewyearandbirthday. thanks bu-

you were my first every crush, I think your funny joke made me like you more, you were also the first boy to care about me if I cried and probably one of the only ones, I wonder what would of happened if I didn't say that to you, but then again was going to move schools and we were little kids so we would of just moved on really. but I will always remember you as the first boy to make me laugh so much and smile and to care about me.

i’m really proud of you hon. we’re friends now, and that’s probably for the better, but i have all the love in the world for you.