Unsent messages to K

sometimes i wish you would find these and write one for me. but you like her, so that's never gonna happen

i wish i could get rid of the feelings i have for you bc you're in love w my bsf, not me. but i wish it were me instead.

I hope that you'll get over her and see that she's not worth it and theres someone much better who actually loves you

its official. i found you. you're the one, all the hurt others have put me through its led me to you. im grateful to call you mine, you mean the absolute world to me. i hope that we last for a lifetime. i love you and nothing nor nobody will stop that. you are the one. you've truly saved my life, without you i wouldn't be here rn. ive never been this happy. you have showed me what real love is, ill see you soon. i love you, thank you for everything

you made me feel good about myself and my body when no one else could and for that i will always love you.

sorry i'm not good enough but im trying my best to make you happy, i know i'm not perfect or funny and i know i might not see u all the time but hopefully i can see you soon , thank you for not giving up on me sisko i love you :)

it made me so happy when you said you could sleep peacefully with me. but what if you find someone else to do that with too..

im terrified ill never love someone like i love you. i want to marry you but i doubt you feel the same.

im happy you found someone new, i just hope you look for me in her the way i look for you in new people

hey
i want you to notice me and understand that i like you a lot. i'm never gonna tell you. but i hope you tell me x

I sometimes think about how you went from loving me to resenting me and how I still can’t bring myself to do the same

I want you to know I like you too, just later. I want to tell you but you like her more now and I can't change that.

I still care about you. I just wanted you to know that. I care about you even tho you don't care about me anymore.

you like someone else but i like you too. i know you like her more but deep down i wish you would tell me you liked me back.

I loved you so much but you were straight I wish we couldve been more but unfortunately it didnt work out that way

you ruined me. the things you did to me, i thought no one could do. you broke me in ways i didn’t think possible. it hurt. but now, i’m happier than ever. without you. i have the most amazing girlfriend in the world. she cares for me and all of me.

I want you so badly and kills me everyday that im too scared to tell you. Why did you pick her? bc shes blonde, cute, 5'3, petite and im just me. or was it something else?

hello lol, my name is Ke'Asia... I always imagined my first love would have a K name so I just put K... anyways in case your wondering I'm 17 right now in 2020 my birthday was in October. I love to read, write, sleep and make money while spending it lol. That's really it... I hope at least one person will respond and I am a girl btw. Bye!

i wished i didn't take my time with you for granted. if I had realized my feelings sooner, maybe things would be different.

i shouldn't forgive you for the shit you've done, yet i do. i still have issues because of you in my current relationship.

I fucking want to punch the shit out of you. You made me think that I was fat and ugly because I didn't look like the girls you usually date. I had just started recovering from an eating disorder when I first met you, and I was doing good, until you told me that i should lose a couple of pounds if I wanted to be with you. You also told me that I should maybe wear some makeup because I always looked so bad and you didn't want to be embarrassed if any of your friends saw you with me. I also had been self harm free for months until I met you. I opened up about it to you and you called me stupid and reckless for it. I ended up harming again because I didn't know what else to do to relieve the way i was feeling, and when you found out that I did it again you dumped and told the whole fucking school. I was so so so so close to actually ending my life because of you. Your'e a piece of shit.

I want you so bad. I don’t even know if you’ll text me today. I’d do anything for you and I’ll wait as long as I have to until you’re ready. I just don’t know if you’ll ever be ready. My brain hurts. I’m lacking motivation to do anything. I’m sorry for overreacting. It just doesn’t feel like you love me anymore.

I'm learning that it's okay to miss you. I just can't hang on to you. I hope you and her are happy. Genuinely.

Hi, yeah I still like you. The feelings probably arent the same from you and I would still give you everything.

i dont know how you dont care. i dont know how you can look at me like im nothing after all we have ben through. i love you more than i have ever loved. and everytime i look at you i still see that love. i still imagine the taste of cherry carmex on your breath. my friends tell me i should tell you how i feel, if only they knew you how i knew you. i know you'd say nothing but "oh". i know your pride will always be bigger then the love you have for me. i know that you will never admit that you cared. i know you. i know the way your eyes speak more than your words. i know the feeling of your hands on my skin. i know how you say "i love you" in your own language. i know the way you get silent when you are angry. i know the way you get enegetic when something good happens. i know you treated me wrong, i just dont care.

hey,
I wish I could hate you but I dont and I'm pretty much over you but I dont like the way things ended between us I just feel like our story isn't over u rlly do suck sometimes though

i still see you in sunsets. i still hope this life will lead us back to each other. my forever summer love.

i hate myself. the fact that i let you bring me down so many times. if you hurt me i'd brush it off bc you don't know how much i liked you. i hate that you can make me feel the best but also the absolute worst. how i knew i deserved so much better then second or third place but even after everything we've been through i still love you.

i wish you cared about me the way i care about you. i wish you were scared to lose me the way i am for you

I will never tell you how I feel, because I cant bare to go through the pain of officially knowing I'm not the one you want.

i still miss everything about you i miss our dumb conversations i miss your laugh i wish you would come back but i broke you too much i wasnt ready for you and i dont want to hurt you anymore so im letting go now...its time for us both to be happy

I guess I can't blame you, we were just kids. I don't know if I forgive you or not but I'll act like I do.

Hi *****, it took me so long to come to terms with my feelings for you, i pretended not to like you, your intelligence, smile, kindness, it was all too much for me. I didn't realize it but those precautions i took to ignore my feelings only made me fall for you harder. I tried so hard to hate you, but i couldn't. I can finally say that you were my first love, my first guy friend, and the first person to make me feel validated. Thank you for that, i hope you have a wonderful and successful life, you deserve it after how much time and effort you put into it. You'll always have a special place in my heart, and you have taught me a lot. I love you.

sometimes i really wish all the pain u have can just leave and i still don't know if i caused it.and im sorry and i love you forever.

it's been so long and you're still all i think about. Every passing moment i think of you and it consumes me. You're my biggest goal yet greatest regret at the same time. I just wish we weren't strangers anymore.

I’m sorry for leaving you, I will always regret it. Never listen to the other voices who try to make the things you love go away.

i have this feeling that i am never going to see you again. never run into you at the grocery store. never see your car go by on first. you only live twenty minutes away but you have no reason to be on my side of town since he moved to Miami. i don't know what i would even do if i saw you. every time i have in my dreams i have just panicked

um hey... i just wanted to let you know how much you hurt me. you make me cry every night and i think i’m never good enough because you left with no explanation.

you’ve changed me for the better. i miss you more and more everyday and i’ll forever be in love with you

with you i just feel like i’m putting on old shoes and feeling everything i felt back then, and i hate it

I am so utterly in love with you. I will never leave you and I pray over you every single night. I pray we will make it and I pray that you grow closer to God. Don’t worry you are going to hell.

i would never ever wish hurt upon anyone. but i hope she breaks your heart. just so you know what you’ve been putting other girls through. so u know what you put me through. god knows it’s well deserved. deal with it, then come back when you’re a better person. be better now it’s not hard. please do it. i can’t pull myself out of your life because i’m addicted to the thought of you giving me your undivided love and attention. not because you’re greatly important or special, but because you were the first boy to give me hope of what that is like. and you didn’t follow through. i hate you but i want you.

I thought of writing you a letter a long time ago, but I did not know how to start, now either, but I will try, things are complicated for both of you now, you try to act as if nothing had happened, but everything happened,, you failed me, and it hurt, It still hurts as much as you can't imagine, I still don't understand why you did it ... you say you love me but you said "love", you say you love me but you were talking to another ... you say you love me but right now I don't know what to believe , I feel so insecure. Did I do something wrong? You say "no ...", but I feel like I'm wrong, you tell me "I love you" as if we had just had one more discussion, I told you "change, show me that you love me and that You wouldn't do the same to me again ”, but I don't know if I ever trust you again, I feel it almost impossible at the moment, I talk to you and I say to myself, did they change with her? Did she see you laugh too? Does she stay asleep thinking how is it that I love this child so much? ... I feel so insecure and I think I'm just getting ready for you to leave me for her ... I feel like they keep talking ... and I I still feel devastated, I went out with you a few days ago, you said "I love you" looking into my eyes, and I just wanted to burst into tears, because you make me so happy and but so insecure at the same time, but hey, I know you will walk away , and you will forget me ... I love you, that won't disappear overnight, I don't think I'll come back with you, you failed me and you made me believe that you would never do it ... that's what hurts me the most, but well, as I told you, I forgive, but I don't think I'll forget ... at least not in a short time ... you won't read this, but if you do it doesn't matter, I'm just being honest ... and well ... that despite everything you are the one I loved the most and the happiest has done, you're fucking great, I hope you realize that one day ... 5

I don't know how to tell you this, I met you a few months ago. I'm happy thinking that it was fate that made me meet you. Since you spoke to me I fell in love with you. I love how you are even though I know that you don't love me like I love you. I am happy when you are well and if you are well Ifeel more than satisfied. I know you talk to more people and since you told me you love them more than me, it hurts me and that is why I want to end this friendship. I was happy while I was with you but every beginning has an end. I love u

I don’t really know what to say. Not sure if u know that I completely cut you off from my life and tbh that’s what is really messing with my head rn. A part of me hopes you’ll try to reach out. I still wonder why it hurts so much to let go of something that wasn’t even mine. I hope you know that I loved you, and that this really hurts. I wish things hadn’t had to end like this but it was the only way. Forgive me for not saying goodbye. Have a good life.
And who knows, maybe one day we’ll talk again. Maybe one day we’ll even meet in person.
Thank you for all the things I learnt during the time we were ‘together’.
Hope I get over you soon xx

hi... im crying right now pero sana di mo mahalata sa way nag pag chat ko sayo hayop. wala akong masabi. kanina pa talaga ko naiyak pero AHAHAHAAHHA. pag namatay ka, first time natin mag kikita sa burol mo... ang saket ha tangina. bhie aano baaaaaaaaaaaa hayop puntahan talaga kita jan e

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even if we don’t talk or see each other anymore, i still like you after all these years. i’m sorry. i can’t get over you.

Friday the 13th not today the one before this one. Do you remember? I will always wonder what we could have been.

its been so long that i dont even remember your name. you were the reason i realised i was into girls, so thank you for being kind to me during swimming practice. we were friends for only a short while but ill always be thankful. i hope the uk is treating you well and you continued swimming