Unsent messages to K
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 14, 2020, 4:56 am UTC
well actually you were not my first love(i haven’t got one tho and i don’t think you were so idk)but it’s almost been three years and i just can’t manage to let you off of my mind, so ridiculous. i just wanna say that i miss you, every day. turns out i always do. please, be honest from now on and never hide something just to make yourself looks fine or even lie to your own feeling just to protect others’. that’s all i request.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 14, 2020, 12:52 am UTC
you confuse me and i like it. but we could be so much happier if you just told me what i should feel.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 14, 2020, 12:31 am UTC
im trusting you to not do what all of the others did. if you do i dont know if i can cope. please dont break me k.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 13, 2020, 9:33 pm UTC
i cant believe im still wasting my time on you but here i am once again writing about you on this silly old website when will this end.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 13, 2020, 9:10 pm UTC
I’ve realized i can never tell you how i truly feel abt you and i might lose you bc of it but either way it’s a losing game
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 13, 2020, 7:22 pm UTC
i can’t forget you. U’r always on my mind and i don’t think it will ever change. I miss u. I want you to come back and just give me a hug, that’s all I need. U were my first love and I love you with my whole heart.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 13, 2020, 6:36 pm UTC
I thought that I would never stop loving you but here I am. I am proud of myself for everytime I felt nothing when I saw you.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 13, 2020, 9:03 am UTC
when you look at me i get shivers down my spine the way you say certain things i melt, i am completely in love with you and you’ll never know.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 13, 2020, 3:58 am UTC
Blood red was the colour of us, passionate and burning. Blood red is the colour of me, broken and bleeding.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 13, 2020, 2:17 am UTC
u promised that no one would receive the same love u gave me. so why are u doing everything u did with me... with her
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 13, 2020, 1:26 am UTC
I hope theres a cold spot in hell for you. Throughout all this time, you never seem to leave the back of my head.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 12, 2020, 9:00 pm UTC
i love you more than life itself. you saved me and i fall in love with you more each and every day.
e x
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 12, 2020, 4:14 pm UTC
Left without saying anything. The before all of this you were flirting with me, but the next day you just dissapeared. You wanted me only for my body YOU ASSHOLE. IM SO GLAD I GOT OVER YOU
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 12, 2020, 3:45 pm UTC
You didn’t even give me a second look... like all the others you went for her instead of me. Which I can’t blame you for, but if you would have looked past my appearance I think I could have made you happy
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 12, 2020, 1:50 am UTC
I knew I had fallen for you when I was sitting alone in my room listening to the piano music you sent me.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 12, 2020, 1:46 am UTC
you've been the best part of starting grad school in the middle of this pandemic. do you feel the same?
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 12, 2020, 12:42 am UTC
kindling anger inside
killing anybody in-sight
kneeling against ignorance
keeping apparitions insignificantly
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 11, 2020, 11:19 am UTC
You once asked me when I feel the loneliest....
And honestly, it’s when you leave my house to go home.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 11, 2020, 8:37 am UTC
not going to lie i didn’t think that you dropping me would affect me this much but here i am writing u this. i’m not the type to care if i stop being freidns w someone i’m just not the sensitive type but it was different w u bc u were my best friend for like 4 years which is such a big part of my life. i never though we would stop being friends bc we had such a strong bond and friend soalmates are a thing. people would always talk about how we were too close and just talk about our friendship in such a. idk loving way. never been through a breakup but idk why i think friendship breakups hurt 10x more bc you have no one to run too. it’s probably easier for u too bc u had a rebound bestfriend. but all that being said i’m surprisingly happy this happened bc i feel like our friendship was so revolved around just you and me that we didn’t really need anyone else. like after we stopped being freinds we both kind of dxpanded out horizons and became friends w differnet ppl which is good. although it is sad that we can’t just be normal friends but i do get it bc it would be weird to go from besties to just fries. i mean even the best of friends fall apart in highschool and i just want to thank you for being a big part of me growing up anf just say sorry if i ever treated you bad. and i’m sorry for all the arguments i might if caused. i’ve noticed that i tend to argue w the people i care most abt bc i want to make sure they still care but the point when u stopped fighting back ik it was done
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 11, 2020, 6:42 am UTC
Right person wrong time. I still believe after all these years we’re meant to be. You’re the only person I’ve ever fully trusted in my life. You make me feel safe. I wish we met under different circumstances. You’ll never know how much I love you and how much you mean to me. I hope you still think about me.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 10, 2020, 1:04 am UTC
I wish you could just see me now. I'm doing so much better. losing you was the best thing that ever happened to me. I've learned to actually love myself and not focus on all the flaws you would point out. thank u for helping me realize how much more I deserve. when I think about u I don't even feel a sting in my heart anymore. I feel nothing and it's the best feeling ever.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 9, 2020, 10:27 pm UTC
there hasn't been a single day since we met that i haven't thought of you. it hurts to know you'll always mean so much more to me than i ever did to you
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 9, 2020, 6:40 pm UTC
I'm still unsure if you left because I was too sick or because I didn't try hard enough for you. Either way, it's killing me.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 9, 2020, 3:05 am UTC
I miss you and I regret not going on that call with you when I had the chance. I think it’s about time I let you go fully and let you live your life. I will always love you and never forget all the moments we had with each-other. I might’ve lied about a lot of things because i thought i wasn’t good enough for you. Forgive me please
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 9, 2020, 2:17 am UTC
I hope when I think of you, you think of me. Regretting everything you've said and all the unsure thoughts you had about me.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 8, 2020, 8:56 pm UTC
you know i’ll always come running back to you
and you take advantage of that
i just want to love you
i’ve never once heard you say sorry or care that i’m hurt when you hurt me
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 8, 2020, 9:53 am UTC
hey
i just wanted to tell you that i love and you mean the world to me but your too toxic for me and we both know that it was going to end badly but i cant stop think about you cause i love you so much
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 8, 2020, 5:19 am UTC
you were so sweet and innocent. you changed for the worse. i barely recognize you, but maybe i never knew you
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 8, 2020, 3:51 am UTC
you were a shitty friend and you could never admit you were in the wrong and you are so fucking fake and toxic and i can’t believe i was friends
with someone as horrible as you never again will i want to talk to you you stupid whore i hope you get smacked in the face for the shit you put me through and no wonder all your friends leave you
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 8, 2020, 3:35 am UTC
Lo siento mucho, cuando estabas conmigo era muy feliz, lo arruine y ahora ya no me hablas y te extraño mucho.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 8, 2020, 3:32 am UTC
after 3 years i can finally say iv'e met someone who gives me butterflies , makes me smile so hard i have to look away , someone who makes me a morning person because i wake up excitied to open their text , i wake up out of sleep because of how excitied i am to talk to them . and after you i didn't think those feelings were possible . i wish you nothing but peace and happiness in life . ill always love you but ive fallen out of love you .
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 8, 2020, 2:14 am UTC
no one will ever treat me as good as you did and it’s fr annoying that things didn’t work out the way we wanted them... we parted ways when we were so in love and we just gave each other a second chance; idk what didn’t work out, the break up was mutual but it’s been 8 months and we kept coming back and what do you think, is it worth trying again?
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 8, 2020, 1:52 am UTC
no te quiero, ni te voy a querer nunca, porque una vez que fui amable contigo, nunca volvi a ser igual, después de cada trato frio de tu parte, un día simplemente me harte y te mande a la mierda, lo siento, pero no me arrepiento. ojala algún día, igual que tu, puedas sentir todo el dolor que yo sentia con tus palabras
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 7, 2020, 11:10 pm UTC
I love everything about you. Your laugh is one of my favourite things about you I could go on for hours naming why I fell in love with you it sucks that you have a boyfriend
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 7, 2020, 10:54 pm UTC
A pesar de todo te extraño, y espero hasta el día que termines con ella para poder retomar nuestra relación.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:23 pm UTC
Stop acting like everyone who doesn't do things the way you do are below you. I'd be embarrassed for how you talk about people.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 7, 2020, 1:57 am UTC
I wish things were different, I miss what we use to do. But you probably don’t care about me anymore, you’ve already moved on.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 7, 2020, 12:13 am UTC
why cant you love me the way that i love you ? what made you suddenly stop caring ? everything was okay just a few weeks ago .. i don’t understand.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 6, 2020, 6:54 am UTC
Sometimes I fucking hate you. I can’t stand to think of your name. Most of the time though I would kill for you to simply think of me.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 6, 2020, 5:25 am UTC
I’ve always loved you. I always will. You’re my first love- except I’m not yours. You’ll never see me the way I see you. I’m in love with you. And to you, I’m just a friend. And will always be a friend. You’re my yellow. It sucks falling in love with a straight person. I could treat you better than any man ever could. I will always love you more than any man ever will. I could never say these things to you. You wouldn’t ever talk to me again. I love you. Everyday it hurts seeing that the person I’m in love with isn’t in love with me. I’ll always adore you my friend- yes my friend since I will never be the love of your life.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 6, 2020, 5:00 am UTC
i really miss you so so much and i don’t know what happened. i wish you could see these end tell you everything. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 6, 2020, 3:49 am UTC
I'm sorry, okay? I really am sorry for leaving you. I got so scared, you was the best I could've ever asked for. Please forgive me, I'll never forget about you.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 5, 2020, 10:49 pm UTC
Who even are you anymore you have changed I really fucking don’t like what you did to me it was so fucking rude ugh you make me so fuckin angry
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 5, 2020, 10:42 pm UTC
I love you so much. I never meant to cause you all this pain. Please don’t leave me. You’re my everything.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 5, 2020, 10:38 pm UTC
I love you so much and it hurts to know I caused you so much pain. I never wanted to hurt you, and it hurts to know that you’re leaving me.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 5, 2020, 6:18 am UTC
i thought i loved myself more than anything, and then i met you. but you still loved yourself more than anything, even me
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 3, 2020, 11:18 pm UTC
every time i think that i can recover from what you did to me i fall into another pit of reliving that night over and over and over again. i can't tell you how many years it's been because that entire month has been blocked from my mind apart from that night. i wish i had never been on that couch. i wish that i could get justice for what you did but it's been far too long for that now and i'm too far away. not that anyone ever believes me when i talk about it anyway. i can't even visit my mom without the fear of running into you and even the thought of your car makes me want to cry. you ruined me and i wish that i could forget you.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 3, 2020, 6:12 pm UTC
Se que te conozco hace poco, pero conecte contigo rápidamente, espero que no salgas con nadie, porque realmente quiero conocerte.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 3, 2020, 6:11 pm UTC
I thought it was love, but it hurt so much that you didn't even know my name, and the "soulmates" I created, were just fake.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 3, 2020, 6:10 pm UTC
You know what hurt the most? That I actually thought we were soulmates. Maybe in another life, but I no longer love u in this one.
