Unsent messages to K
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 3, 2020, 2:54 am UTC
you aren't my first love but you seemed to be the only person I trusted enough to tell you about me wanting to unlive myself. I think I need to let you go though.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 2, 2020, 11:44 pm UTC
Thinking that you are pretending you don't know me hurts more than the fact that you didn't want to know me any more
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 2, 2020, 10:26 pm UTC
i miss u
thanks for the time we spent together, it was a great experience
things will never be the same but i want u back
you were the only person i had so much in common with
From: ABC
To: k
Date: December 1, 2020, 3:14 am UTC
why why why i literally miss you so much stupid. life is so boring without you and i really wish i had you in it. we got so close so fast and i’ve never met anyone like you. you think you don’t deserve anything but i promise you that you deserve the absolute world and pls stay here. if not for me your brother okay.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 30, 2020, 9:52 am UTC
I like to imagine what we could've been. I don't know if that's unhealthy, it probably is, but I can't get you out of my mind.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 30, 2020, 9:47 am UTC
I still think of you, everyday. It's been months since we last spoke, yet, for some reason I still think about you. I just want you out of my mind and I want to move on. I'm tired of this tight grasp you have on my heart, and I hate you for it. I'm sick and tired. I need to let you go.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 30, 2020, 7:06 am UTC
I don’t think we’ll ever be together because I don’t fit in. But I geniunely think that I’ll never find someone else this kind, this sweet and respectful, who’s everything I’m looking for. I’m not in love (yet) and even though I might fall, I still hope I’ll never be, because it’s gonna hurt like hell -one side love is always hurtful- but there’s something about you that makes me lose my mind.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 30, 2020, 4:32 am UTC
you were the one person who I finally opened up to after so much and I told you how I had been hurt then you treated me the same and left.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 29, 2020, 9:21 pm UTC
Fui un estúpido por no haberme dado cuenta antes. Y en el momento en el que tú ya no me querías yo te lo dije.Se que cometí varios errores lo siento.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 26, 2020, 12:49 am UTC
i feel like i miss you but i just miss the memories. i miss everything we had. idk if i’ll be able to love someone the way i loved you :(
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 25, 2020, 7:12 pm UTC
I can't identify this feeling that I get when I think of you, I can't classify if it's a bad or good feeling. I just hope we get another chance for closure with a positive ending.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 25, 2020, 5:52 pm UTC
Sometimes i get all nervous thinking about you and sometimes i feel nothing at all. the way you make me feel so safe yet so unsure of myself.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 25, 2020, 2:56 pm UTC
Todavía piensas en mí? Te pienso siempre, escucho música y en en todas las canciones apareces tú. Se que fui yo la que se fue, pero es no quiere decir que no te quiera, que no me duela. Me fui porque tengo que estar bien para poder estar contigo. Perdóname por no ser tan fuerte como pensaste. Ojalá en un futuro, nos volvamos a encontrar y como me dijiste esa vez que nos despedimos, estemos listos para empezar eso que tanto quisimos juntos. Te quiero
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 25, 2020, 2:34 pm UTC
Todavía piensas en mí? Se que fui yo la que se fue, pero es no quiere decir que no te quiera, que no me duela. Me fui porque tengo que estar bien para poder estar contigo. Perdóname por no ser tan fuerte como pensaste. Ojalá en un futuro, nos volvamos a encontrar y como me dijiste esa vez que nos despedimos, estemos listos para empezar eso que tanto quisimos juntos. Te quiero
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 25, 2020, 7:30 am UTC
I always find myself thinking of you. I wish things could have gone differently. No one can ever replace you. You helped me get through a hard time in my life and i'll forever be grateful for that. Even though u hurt me i'll always love you.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 25, 2020, 12:51 am UTC
Eras ese amor que todos sabiamos que era imposible para mi, me demostraste tanto amor que me hacias sentir algo que nunca sentiste por mi:(
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 24, 2020, 6:42 pm UTC
you knew me when we were kids...... & you’ll never know me again. Plz evolve. im disabled and u are destructive
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 24, 2020, 3:59 pm UTC
Хей,
Я скучаю по тебе. И на самом деле очень сильно. Мы оба изменились, но ты всегда будешь моим солнцем. Не смотря на то что мы уже долго не общались, я досихпор думаю о тебе.
Прости малышка.
Твоя Ли.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 24, 2020, 2:47 am UTC
you’re the only one i want. i’ve never felt this way about anyone else. but you don’t even like me back. i just wish you did, i really think it would work. but maybe i just say that to make myself feel better.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 23, 2020, 10:36 pm UTC
Why are you keeping her, Ik you know that I’m the one for u, u drop hints all the time but you still keep her, why
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 23, 2020, 5:32 am UTC
I still get nervous when u talk to me, and i still love every part of you. I really hope you're happy
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 23, 2020, 3:41 am UTC
Hey I should’ve told u before we had to go quarantine, thanks for making me laugh and being there for me
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 23, 2020, 2:11 am UTC
Im not even sure how to start this. Im mad, im hurt, im confused and its all because of you. ive carried the burden and guilt and sadness over our broken friendship for so fucking long and it makes me so angry that you obviously do not give a shit. i have spent countless hours feeling guilt and regret over things i have no reason to feel bad about. all of this time ive been blaming myself but looking back, I did nothing wrong. YOU lied to me, told me that my boyfriend was a fuckboy to try to get me to leave him just because you couldnt stand seeing me happy. i believed you at first too, because here i was thinking that you had my best interests at heart. why did you hate that i was finally happy, when i was your biggest supporter when you started dating your boyfriend. every achievement you made, every goal you accomplished, every good thing that came your way i was always there to be happy for you. because i genuinely WAS happy for you, even all these years later im happy for you, and proud of your accomplishments. fuck, i even spent time manifesting good energy and good things to come your way, because despite all of the pain youve put me through i still want you to succeed. it would make me so happy to see you flourish and do amazing things in your life.
but at the same time i cant help but feel sadness knowing you probably dont wish the same for me. if you werent happy for me then, you definitely dont want me to do well now. so thats hard to accept. you never even reached out. you just moved on. fuck you for that a little bit. you left me feeling so alone and hurt by you.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 22, 2020, 9:40 pm UTC
you don't even know what you mean to me and thats even the saddest part. I hate you a lot but I still think about you everyday. its so stupid bc you left me without any explanations. I didn't deserve it and you didn't deserve me.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 22, 2020, 9:31 pm UTC
i wish you could've told me what i really did wrong. and not let me alone with my thoughts. but thanks anyways. i found my true self because of you. and im not sad anymore. i couldn't care less about you now. even though i still wrote this.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 22, 2020, 8:50 pm UTC
my letter is still taped to your wall. i hope you smile when you read it, i hope it brings peace to the darkest parts of yourself.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 22, 2020, 8:17 pm UTC
u are my yellow and I think i love u... u are one of my bestfriends and I just want u to love me back
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 22, 2020, 6:50 pm UTC
Sorry I had to completely cut you off from my life with no warning.
But I had to do what's right for my mental health.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 22, 2020, 2:22 am UTC
i don’t think i will ever fall in love again. i can’t imagine feeling this way about someone else besides you.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 22, 2020, 1:35 am UTC
i grew so much over the years, i just know i would have a better chance for us to work out now than then
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 21, 2020, 10:16 pm UTC
i still like you. you’re one of the greatest friends to me, but if you liked me back, i’d take you in a heartbeat.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 21, 2020, 9:44 pm UTC
Sometimes I still think of you and the words I never got the courage to say. I wonder if anything would've changed.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 21, 2020, 8:05 pm UTC
i wish we were older to understand that you liked someone else you were eager to feel me not love me i was eager to love not to feel you wanted my bestfriend i wanted you why though go for me and not her huh?! love is never wrong so that just shows we were meant to be if we ended
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 21, 2020, 12:27 pm UTC
i’m incredibly sorry that i’m so fucking bad at confessing my feelings. you’re the one who made me feel love and i’m so fucking thankful. i love you so so much.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 21, 2020, 11:59 am UTC
I sometimes think what it would be like if I lived closer to you because I never got the opportunity to tell you how much I liked you ...
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 21, 2020, 9:38 am UTC
I hope ur happy with her. I still think about what we could have had if I hadn't fucked it up so bad. I really think you were the right person wrong time. I miss you everyday but I know you are happy with my best friend.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 21, 2020, 6:38 am UTC
When i was with you i felt complete and when you left i was broken and i still dont know how to feel because i need you.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 21, 2020, 5:02 am UTC
You are the love of my life. I miss you so much, but i cant said that in front of you. Sorry for not answering your messages, but we must continue.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 21, 2020, 4:59 am UTC
you were the first guy I genuinely caught feelings for but we lost contact. I hope we meet again someday.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 21, 2020, 3:57 am UTC
we have not talked in months but i can still remember what your voice sounds like. i miss you. and i hope she treats you well
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 21, 2020, 3:12 am UTC
I hope you're happy with her, kinda stings that we never got close and I caught feelings but it's aight.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 21, 2020, 12:34 am UTC
I made people turn against you? That must be a joke considering you made two people stop talking to me.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 21, 2020, 12:33 am UTC
Over ur bs. I said I was sorry and I was but now I realize you needed to say that to me. Bye. Fuck you.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 20, 2020, 7:32 pm UTC
pains me how we never speak anymore. you only come back into my life when you break up with someone and i can’t help but just accept you back into my life. i hate it.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 20, 2020, 11:59 am UTC
Hey, I'm still in love w you, but I promise I'm gonna be happier. I forgive you, don't worry about that. I will always be your little Susie, and you will always be my Sam. It's ok babe, just let me go and be happy with her
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 20, 2020, 11:29 am UTC
I miss you, I'm waiting for you to come back like you usually do but it's taking longer than usual, I'm starting to wonder if I should message first? Buuuuut I have too much pride for that and we both know it. I'll wait ? I love you :(
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 20, 2020, 9:09 am UTC
I fucking love you. Open ur eyes you idiot. You know. I can’t keep fighting. For once I want to know that someone wants me but that someone isn’t you.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 20, 2020, 9:06 am UTC
thank you for all the love in the past but i need it now more than ever. pls come back. love you always
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 20, 2020, 8:37 am UTC
u promised u would leave and u did. that hurt more than anything. but ur still on my mind more than anyone. i miss u so much.
From: ABC
To: k
Date: November 20, 2020, 8:27 am UTC
I wish to be in your arms, ranting to you about my day but instead, I'm writing an unsent message, knowing I could never tell you how I truly feel.
