I choose pink because I remember that that was your favorite color even though you never wanted to admit it. I hope you never see this but idk how to tell you that I still love you. I moved too fast and ruined everything.

I knew this was gonna happen, at some point in time. I just didn't think it would be so soon. I got exited for your notification, but when it only came for her I started to give up. I want you. I want to hold you. I want to be with you but what if you don't want to be with me?

im so confused. how did you switch up so fast? i thought we could be something. i just want u. i want you to like me back. i need you and you dont even want me.

When I look around, all I can see is your face and how much love I have for you. But you're not here anymore. I've been replaced.

i didn’t know how much of a creature of habit i was until you left and there was a ‘you’-sized gap on the bed.

I don't wanna be with you, but i don't want you to be with someone else. it hurts me but i know i'm toxic sorry xoxo

I hate how I still can’t get over you even though you’re no good for me. I hate how I know I deserve better, but I’d lower my standards for you. But more than anything, I hate how I still can’t hate you.

you told me you would always be there for me. but i soon learnt that wasnt true. sometimes i pin up a picture of you to talk. it never makes me feel as good as when you would actually listen.

i miss laughing with you, i miss being mad at you i miss being my you. I compare myself to others so often but then i remember what we had. It was the smallest things we did that would literally warm me. When you would in class and we just make eye contact and then we would quickly look back. the dumb remarks and jokes you would make. Even just helping me and asking me questions was enough. Everything about you is fucking perfect. Your eyes are hazel but hazel green in light, you have dark eye bags, your hairs straight but never stayed down, it always had this little poof. I loved that. I wish you still talked to me like you used too. Your the first person i’ve ever felt this way for wtf. Everyday i have this desired feeling to be by you or even with you. Every night i wish i was in your arms. I go to sleep thinking about you. Am i like that for you? Your out of my league i doubt it. Who knows maybe you’ll see this. I love you. Please love me back someday. Everytime i talk to you i feel safe. Every song i listen to reminds me of you. Every video reminds me of you. I remember the smallest things about you.The color of your backpack, the drink you always bring. The smallest things. Sometimes i think to myself, is this an obsession? i don’t think it is though. I think i just fell for you. Extremely hard. Please be the one. The feeling i get when i’m with you is extremely hard to discribe. Maybe you know maybe you don’t. When i complain about you to my friends they go “their not worth it” but you are.

fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u i hate u i hate u i hate u why cant u just love me back

I've always been drawn to you and its hard to ignore that feeling. You confuse me, you seem like you love me with all your heart but then the next minute you make me feel so insecure and I start hating myself like it's my fault. Yet I still love you. So please come back to me without that toxic masculinity idea because guys are cuter when they actually genuinely show they love a girl. I miss you.

I thought u were in love with me but u make me feel so sad rn
I’m gonna love u forever and that hurts

why her and not me? I fucking adore you, please come back one day you’re the only thing keeping me here.
Don’t want me back when I’m gone.
All my love, S

i can't believe i ever liked you. you ruined me and my friends. three of my friends left the group because of you. you've changed a lot. now i realized i liked you the old you. not you right now. i had to get it off my chest.

I love you. I love you too much, thanks for saving my life but I hate your fucking boyfriend because he doesn't make you happy, It does not give you the affection you deserve.

you are breaking me i think.. you stood me up my parents are so mad at you and you don’t even know it, dude your in the doghouse but you just think your on the runner, don’t be fooled. my bsf who put us together is mad at you beyond what she thought she could be to you, you made me feel like shit i waited 3 hours god damn it 3. hours. and you didn’t even text to tell me you weren’t coming. i think your the one but your just to scared to ask me out possibly but please it hurts when you do stupid shit like that. can you please just text me today and ask how i am because your my good morning and my first good night text i need the reassurance it’s killing me not knowing if i’m enough for you or not but i guess that’s only for god to decide. i really think your just my right person but the wrong time because this hurts.

hey! i miss you alot...i hope we could talk more you mean so much to me. but why did u leave me? we were perfect for each other. till our next eclipse, my moon.

I come back to this site daily hoping that u might of wrote to me.
- the girl who gave u too many chances but still waits to give u another

i cant belive how much time i wasted on you. it was like 2 and half years. and i didnt mean shit to u i wish i could go back in time. and u know what kills me the most is that i was fine before i met u. and while i stil loved u but u idndt like me i had so many chances ttaht i didnt take because i still loved you, wow. and now im just so tired. so fucking tired of waking up every day. its so hard, i feel like theres no one to be there for me. i always try to be there for anyone and everyone but its so hard to stay alive. i lost intreseted in staying alive. someone told me that. and omg i realted so much but i helped him instead of saying "same" that guy doesnt even like me anymore. i put in so much time and effort to people that dont even like me anymore and its so fusturating. i dont know y i love so quickly. and idk why i would ever tell u this ig but i think its bcuz u made me like this. i loved u so fuckign much man. i wish i said so much more when i had the chance but now its like we are just friends that are friends bcuz we have the same friends. u dont even think about me, its so annoying how i care so much. and soemthing is going good in my life but no its not anymore. i just cant stop thinking. i want something good to happen to me.i cant even cry anymore. im so numb sometimes. u made me love and care for anyone to much idekwhy u would do that i dont know how to explain anything u did to me idk if u ever thinnk about me idk how to explain anuthing im feeling rn all i want is a hug life gets so hard people expcet somuch for me it makes me not wanna be here anymore. i cant control my feelings too anymore, theres this new guy (btw im telling u this bcuz before i cauhgt feelings we were bestfriends and this is something i would tell u) anyways i like this kid sm but ofc hes talking to someone, but he legit flirted w me and eveyrthing like cmon man u couldve told me something before. and before that i liked this kid and ofc the prettier bettergirl came and stole him for me ig. life is so fucking boring. i feel like im trapped, i wake up in the same position everyday. ur the one that i loved and even tho u never felt thesame i will never forgot. idek what this is, its all over the place, i dont get it. i dont get anything,, i tried so hard for u. i still do, icare so much like omg stop.

i miss you. there’s never a day that passes where you aren’t the first thing i think about when i wake up and last thing i think about before i go bed, you
made me so happy and what makes things even worse is i’ll never know if you fully meant as much to me as i did to you. you become so toxic and manipulative which is why i know it’s time to fully let go of you because you make me feel worse everyday knowing that you will move on to someone new and i won’t even cross your mind anymore. although i hate the things you did to hurt me i’m still happy to have met you and learn from you

ive never ever in my years of my life felt this way about someone like you. you light up my day like no tomorrow. every notification i get from you makes my heart race. im always constantly thinking " can he see me?" "what would he do if he saw me rn?" you replay in my brain 24/7. im always waiting for your snap back. i dont see you nearly ever but idc, even hearing you silly voice is okay to me. i love your smell, everytime you give me a hug i just inhale "your" smell. you are always making me feel better but you can also be an asshole without knowing. i care for you 24/7 im just too shy to show it. but please open up to me for once. i want you and nobody else cant you see?? if you see this just know your name in my phone is "my fav person," for a reason. i love when you care for me when people call me something. i love that you always make people smile and laugh. i wish i had your confidence let alone i wish i had you right next to me rn but i cant. even though we live miles away from each other i still am always loving you no matter what. i just want answers thats all. im always overthinking about you bc im not confident in myself, bc you have much prettier girls living by you. i just hope you mean what you say to me bc if you are my person and without you idk what id do...

dude i like u so much but u make me feel so stupid. my gut feeling says its u but ur actions makes me doubt myself.

he makes me feel infinite... like i can do anything and no one will judge me... like im the prettiest person on this planet. i love him so much and i would do anything to make him feel this way as well.

I want to be as close to you as I can. I want to listen to the song of your heart. I want to gently kiss your neck and tell you how much I love you.

I know u dont love me the way that i love u and thats okay. i know u see me as ur best friend and that u never felt different about that. ur with her now, u deserve that. u never hurted me on purpose and u probably dont even know that u hurted me. i would die for u. i love you, forever.

it took a year to get over you, to realize i deserved better. thanks for the heartbreak, it made me stronger

I hope we find each other again. until then I hope we both grow.. so we can love eachother to the fullest this time. you are truly my soulmate:)

you taught me that sometimes people aren’t brought into your life to stay, but instead to teach you something

you taught me that sometimes people aren’t brought into your life to stay, but instead to teach you something.

I know you're out there somewhere. We were meant for something better. You're the best news that I can't share. Wait for me. I swear I'll find you. I couldn't be more in love with you. Everything I've ever done, I want to experience with you. Keep your heart open.

i miss you. yellow was our colour. i hope you've found happiness again. wish you were still mine 'frank'.

I wish we stilled talked to each other. I hate that where strangers now. I miss the talks we used to have.

hi lol ik you told me you’re scared about relationship stuff and i’ve liked u for a while now and i don’t think i ever got over you from september when dating yk who, so carrying around that guilt became a lot. the one thing i want most rn is to be your girl and for ******* to be GONE ALREADY. ik u think she’s hot or whatever but it hurts to know that you are seeing other girls who are prettier than me and maybe getting more interested in them. ya ik i’m not the prettiest girl and you can think anyone is hot idc but it still hurts bc i compare myself to them and push myself away bc i think you want a chance with them. i need signs to show me if you actually want something from this. bc we have a pretty interesting relationship that is beyond friends.

I don't think you fully realise how much you mean to me dude. I didn't expect to fall for you this hard you know.

ill never be able to arrange letters on a page to describe how far ive fell in love with you. you found my last chance at smiling again. you stuck by me on the nights i felt like no one cared. you moved boulders to get me to find my own happiness again. i can see the sun. and feel the beauty in the moon. you made me realise the important things in life. im in love with you. forever and always bub. never change. you are perfect. you are my soulmate. you changed my life. you are the torch when i was lost and in the darkness. thank you.

jayden i love u with my whole heart and i want u to be mine forever i want u to be my future and my missing half i have never felt for anyone the way i feel for u pls just love me back ducking date me or realize i’m the best ur gonna have

I was the worst in our relationship.
You were so good and you were listening and I.....I ruined everything!
Please forgive me...

You are the best and the worst thing that has happened to me.Shouldn’t love u but i couldn’t help it. You bring out the best in me. The worst thing is that i will never be more than just a friend to you.

It hurts to see you don’t care about me as much as you did. It hurts to know you will never love me. It hurts to see you talking with other girls. It hurts to see you without me.

I felt alive around you and you let me go so easily? Was it just a fling because I think I fell in love with you. Text me

I don't even know where to start. It's been months and somehow I still think about you and have feelings for you. Energy does not lie. Somehow I still have love for you. I know not to wonder why you did the things you did because you probably don't know either. I know getting over someone and moving on takes time. I deserve so much better and I deserve the world. I deserve a man who loves me for me not the idea of me. I know not to wonder why. I am healing from you. You were my best friend and I remember when we broke up it was like you didn't care at all. Then you started texting me you regret it. I shouldn't be left confused or wondering why, because I deserve more than that. You knew what I go through but you still did all of that to me. I know the higher power or the universe is making room for people who deserve to be in my life. You made me realize how much I need to raise my standards and you made me realize I deserve so much more. Surprisingly I still miss you, there are these times where things would happen and you're the first one that comes to my mind, I wanna tell you so much but I can't. But if it's meant to be it'll be, I know not to have hope. I want the best for you and I hope you learned and this makes you a much better person. I loved you so much.

i just want to be yours already. weve said i love you and we say we are each others (your my boy and im yours) but we havent made it "official" yet. tbh it might to b the right timing and thats why but either way you know i love you

i’m sorry i was too unhealed to understand that the inner child in me wasn’t ready for a relationship... i’m still waiting for you

i remember when you first showed up in class and everyone just stared at you, i remember thinking, "i want to be friends with him he looks like a good kid" i was SO nervous to talk to you. it was so scary. and now look at where we are. i just wish i could tell you everything that goes in my life, im just not ready. one day ill be ready, but its not today. i hope you actually did love me. i dont really think you ever did but idk its fine. im sorry for being so awkward, you were my first love and i didnt know what it would be like. i hated myself for so many reasons. thank you, thank you for staying by my side, youre the only person that i have left. i hope life treats you good.

- your second love

you know what drives me crazy? that in every second of my whole life i would never say no to going back to you. i would change my whole damn life in one second, just for you.

you're the only reason i get up in the mornings. you make me happy. but things feel different lately. doesn't feel the same... but i still love you

I took us constantly going back to each other as a sign that we were meant to be together when I didn't see each time we broke it off for a reason

I considered you my first love, until I met him. Then I realized what love was, and it wasn't your manipulation or lies.

I'm sorry, we didn't last long enough to take that walk on the beach. I know I had a hard time expressing my love toward you but that didn't mean the love wasn't there. Thank you for helping me recover, and I'm sorry I didn't know how to help you when you needed it. I messed up, I know now. I hope one day you can forgive me. And I hope you're able to take her to the beach like we were going to. I love you, please don't forget about our good times. I hope you still like the CD I made you, I hope they're all still your favourite songs. I still listen to all your playlist, even though it breaks me. You were my soulmate, I promise I was yours too. I just don't know how to express it. I wish you gave me time to get better. I love you.

No matter how many times you hurt me with what you did
I would never be bad for you anyway... and that’s the problem