Unsent messages to HIM
From: ABC
To: him
Date: October 8, 2020, 1:00 pm UTC
I will wait for you, no matter who you are with or where you are. I will step aside and let you grow, and if you go ahead and fall in love with someone else, I know it’ll hurt me but I will survive. If you’re meant to come back to me, you will
From: ABC
To: him
Date: October 7, 2020, 9:27 pm UTC
I don’t know if I love you, but I only want you. No one else has made me feel this way before but I can’t tell you how i feel as i’m
certain you don’t feel the same way. I’d rather have you in my life as a friend even if it hurts seeing you everyday rather than telling you how I feel and you not feeling the same.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: October 7, 2020, 1:50 pm UTC
Why don't you like me? Why do u hate me? Why don't you even glance at me once? Am i that ugly? Is my personality that ugly?
From: ABC
To: him
Date: October 6, 2020, 11:07 am UTC
i automatically stoped trying when i felt unwanted. i won’t reach out to u if it’s not being reciprocated. i don’t beg.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: October 6, 2020, 11:06 am UTC
i automatically stoped trying when i felt unwanted. i won’t reach out to u if it’s not being reciprocated. i don’t beg.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: October 5, 2020, 1:01 pm UTC
When I was at the bottom you deserted me like you always do and saying sorry has not changed I don't believe it
From: ABC
To: him
Date: October 1, 2020, 9:55 pm UTC
you didn’t have to ghost me like that. you could’ve just been an adult and told me you didn’t wanna see me.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: October 1, 2020, 8:50 pm UTC
Why did you try to kiss me, tell me so many things about you and me and then tell me you still love her?
From: ABC
To: him
Date: October 1, 2020, 10:48 am UTC
we never actually dated but i loved you more than i have before and now it just hurts to think about you but slowly i am moving on and getting on with my life even if a tiny bit of me is still hoping that you will come back but for now i got to let go and maybe it will work in the future but for now goodbye. i love u
From: ABC
To: him
Date: October 1, 2020, 9:53 am UTC
Everytime I meet someone new I think about how much it will hurt me when they leave. But, with you it was different. I never thought about that when I was around you but I actually ended up leaving.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: October 1, 2020, 1:29 am UTC
i fell for you so.hard. but I knew I could never tell you, I would rather hide my feelings than lose you completely. i’ll always have feelings deep down but I know you never felt that way about me. there’s no one like you.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 30, 2020, 10:07 pm UTC
i think i don’t know how to let go because when i stared into your blue eyes, on either side of your little freckled nose, i saw a forever. and now everything else just looks like a temporary mess..
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 30, 2020, 8:08 pm UTC
Ur probably over me but I still think about it. Even if it was only the talking stage. I should of never pushed you away hopefully one day you will cr
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 30, 2020, 7:19 pm UTC
You are driving me insane. If you don’t love me, don’t look at me like that, don’t flirt, don’t touch me on “accident” and then smile
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 30, 2020, 7:15 pm UTC
Ive always wanted to be the type of person that someone can watch and they will fall in love with. Just like how I fell for you.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 30, 2020, 6:26 am UTC
Have you ever made eye contact with someone and just knew that you guys would have something in the future. Cause same, it was you.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 30, 2020, 6:23 am UTC
I’m confused. You say you like her, yet you talk to me more than her. You say you like her but you don’t look at her the way you look at me.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 30, 2020, 6:22 am UTC
I look at you and your already looking. But it’s a specific look. There’s something there. And often times we just keep staring and smiling.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 29, 2020, 3:20 am UTC
i’m sorry i was too unhealed to understand that the inner child in me wasn’t ready for a relationship... i’m still waiting for you
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 26, 2020, 5:19 pm UTC
you are breaking me i think.. you stood me up my parents are so mad at you and you don’t even know it, dude your in the doghouse but you just think your on the runner, don’t be fooled. my bsf who put us together is mad at you beyond what she thought she could be to you, you made me feel like shit i waited 3 hours god damn it 3. hours. and you didn’t even text to tell me you weren’t coming. i think your the one but your just to scared to ask me out possibly but please it hurts when you do stupid shit like that. can you please just text me today and ask how i am because your my good morning and my first good night text i need the reassurance it’s killing me not knowing if i’m enough for you or not but i guess that’s only for god to decide. i really think your just my right person but the wrong time because this hurts.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 26, 2020, 4:57 am UTC
i don't think you see how much you've affected me. I'm getting attached and it hurts me. I want to go back before I met you, before any of this happened.
I would rather feel nothing than be stuck in this endless loop.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 25, 2020, 4:44 am UTC
Thank you for making me trust again. I’ll never accept anything less now and I can never thank you enough
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 24, 2020, 7:15 am UTC
funny how you told me you don't like "among us" because it tolerates lying
yet you go ahead and lie to me.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 22, 2020, 7:53 pm UTC
you ruined me to the point that i blame myself for what you did. it’s the only logical explanation, i hope you know i hate everything associated with you
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 20, 2020, 12:42 am UTC
i feel so empty without you like i lost the sun. i didn’t think about it but now it’s gone and it’s all i think about.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 19, 2020, 9:42 pm UTC
you're the best part about my day because you are the only one who can ease the pain and make me smile
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 16, 2020, 9:02 pm UTC
You’re so much more than what you think you are, and i wish you knew. I’m sorry I was an ass that morning, I love you with my whole entire
heart.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 15, 2020, 3:52 pm UTC
i thought i would be nothing without you, but now i see how amazing i am. i don’t need you. fuck you
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 13, 2020, 9:51 pm UTC
you told me you would always be there for me. but i soon learnt that wasnt true. sometimes i pin up a picture of you to talk. it never makes me feel as good as when you would actually listen.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 13, 2020, 6:49 pm UTC
When u decide to fix everything that we had, I won't care, because at some point I'll just get tired of hurting myself.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 13, 2020, 6:32 pm UTC
I’m giving you so many chances to fix everything we had and when you decide to do it, I won’t care because at some point I will get tired of hurting myself.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 13, 2020, 5:26 am UTC
I’m giving you so many chances to fix everything we had, but when you decide to do it, I won’t care because at some point I will get tired of hurting myself.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 12, 2020, 5:53 pm UTC
my whole world was crashing down and the only thing that mattered to me in that moment was that you were okay
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 11, 2020, 4:46 pm UTC
i dont know if you were my first, i don't know what it was. you just made me feel capable of it. im forever thankful. i still love you.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 11, 2020, 4:13 am UTC
We actually could of worked out if you weren't so toxic, controlling, and older. Maybe in another life time. Ps-Treat your new girl well, please.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 11, 2020, 1:51 am UTC
I had never felt love like the love I had for you. It hurts too know I’m just not good enough for you.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 10, 2020, 5:51 pm UTC
I never loved you like that but it still hurts when I see you with her. I know it’s been 6 months and for ages I didn’t feel a thing but now I do and it’s hurting me.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 10, 2020, 5:04 pm UTC
why did you do that to me when you knew it had happened to me before? did you think i would be used to it?
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 10, 2020, 4:05 pm UTC
I’m obsessed with you, every bit of attention you give me lights me up inside but the second you leave I know I will break
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 10, 2020, 11:42 am UTC
I will always love you. I let you go and at the time it was for the best but I will never ever forget you and the love I have for you
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 8, 2020, 9:54 pm UTC
first laying on the rocks in the afternoon then watching the sunset and the stars and then rolling up in a blanket to have deep conversations and ask me if i’ve had a first kiss only to not speak for like a month :(
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 8, 2020, 7:44 am UTC
I'm just your best friend, but you don't know that I'd die for you, that I'm in love with you. But this is ok.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 8, 2020, 4:42 am UTC
hey. it's been a while since we last saw each other and we don't talk as much as we used to but you'll always be my best friend, I love you.
From: ABC
To: him
Date: September 6, 2020, 9:53 pm UTC
Even though you treated me in ways that were objectively wrong, I suspect I'll always be the villain in your story. I've learned to be ok with that.
