you are my first true love, i thought were were great together...i just want to know what i did wrong. i love you, always.

I love you so much and I care and think about you every second but I don’t think I’m good enough for you.

I will always love you. I let you go and at the time it was for the best but I will never ever forget you and the love I have for you

i don’t know why but there is something about you i can’t get over. it kills me everytime someone says your name or i see your notification, it’s automatic butterflies. but it kills me even more knowing that i can’t get over that feeling and i can’t have you

i was so in love with the idea of having you that living through old messages became a knockoff reality. i only ended up hurting myself...

It's been a while, I do not miss you, but I know you miss me. I grew as a person and learned to let go. It was probably the worst kind of pain I had to go through. Forcibly letting someone you truly loved out of your life. I thank myself every day for being strong and for letting go when I needed to the most. I am still hurt, but eventually, I will grow and learn that you are not my genuine person. I still believe that somewhere in you, you're still the boy I first met. But I now know otherwise. And I'm happy I do because if I stayed, I would have gotten hurt even more. You may not have been a blessing, but you were a lesson. You taught me the worst kind of pain. And I'm still upset about everything you put me through. Yet, I forgave you because I was the bigger person. You stooped so low by making these immature decisions. You lowered the bar by a lot. And you still miss me? That's absurd. You have zero right to want me back, not after what you did. You hurt me. But, as I said, I still forgave you. I never want to hear your name, ever.

i really do miss everything we did, the time we snuck out and and just danced and walked around the street without giving a care in the world, our little picnics we had and the time we were in your car and i was crying and you were there to comfort me, i miss dancing in the rain with you. i just miss you. but i still think to this day why i wasn't good enough for you that you decided to cheat on me.

when it’s a really bad night, i turn my airplane mode on and text u all the things i wish i could say.

I no longer wait for your replies like how I used too. Sure I still get excited when you text but I'm not wasting my time waiting for your reply. I'm proud of myself and I hope you miss me :))

I’m obsessed with you, every bit of attention you give me lights me up inside but the second you leave I know I will break

After you ended the call l waited all night long crying and waiting for a text back saying u loved me no matter what ...it never came

why did you do that to me when you knew it had happened to me before? did you think i would be used to it?

I feel so hopeless watching you love someone else. I wanted to be the one who made you happy. But as long as you're happy :)

if you knew how many nights i thought about you, or how many times i hyperventilated your name into my hands, i hope that myabe, just maybe, you'd feel something

In movies, there’s normally a bad guy and a good guy.
We were both villains in this.

I’m sorry

Wish you were too

i loved you. i never had the guts to tell you. i needed you, you were like an infection in my body. i couldnt sleep at night but. every second of everyday i loved you. you made me a wonderful person. you were the exact definition of right person wrong time.

I never loved you like that but it still hurts when I see you with her. I know it’s been 6 months and for ages I didn’t feel a thing but now I do and it’s hurting me.

this is me saying goodbye becuase the love i feel you cannot excuse the pain you have put me through and even though thinking of you still makes my heart ache i need to let go of you to make myself better and to move on to a future that doesnt include you and the mind games you play, feeding me fables from your hand

Life goes around separating people with different paths and I don't regret coming across u, I have learn that if it is meant to be it will if not, hope u realize that someone did really loved u, I did.

The police were brutal to the protesters last night and I was just glad that you weren't there. I miss you.

Hi. I hope we will end where I want us to end. I hope you will stay in my life for as long as you can.
I've never felt so safe with someone and you always succeed in making me smile.
I love you

Thank you for making me the person i am today. i wish you were here. you were the only one who loved me for who i was and i know ive gotten worse over the past two years but trust me, im okay. Im living, im breathing. Thank you for not giving up on me. Thank you for accepting me. no one will ever replace you. you will always be the love of my life.I love you forever. rest easy my love. may we meet again.

I know we're not dating anymore but, i wish i could come over and hug you. its my fault. im sorry. i love you.

When I was at the bottom you deserted me like you always do and saying sorry has not changed I don't believe it

hi. hello. It’s me. I feel like we never meant to hurt each other. It just felt like a cycle. You would fin someone new and leave me. I would get sad. Then things wouldn’t workout between u and ur “new girl” so you would come back to me. You always came back to me. And i always fell for it. Over and over and over again. You would fool me and say i never lost feelings for u. Not true. You were just scared of being lonely. You don’t always need a girl. I don’t know what its like to have someone. Ive ever been in a relationship before. I wanna feel loved. Like how you made me feel. How you would come and watch my games. Text me everyday. Give the best hugs. Or during lunch when i would look over to u and see u staring at me with a smile. You were so innocent. So pure. Now you left me. Again. For good this time. Every time we talk we get into a huge fight. You have a girlfriend now too. And obviously i wish yo too the best. But i messed up. I know i did. It was use so hard during quarantine because my parents didn’t let me see you because of covid. I’m sorry. I jut want to feel loved again. I miss going to ur house and watching horror movies on the couch. I miss little talks what your mom and sister. I shouldn’t hav elect you go. You were my first kiss. Ive never felt this way about someone. Why did I have to ruin everything. You were such a good listener. I told you everything. and you always knew what to say. But as we drifted, you got less caring. And stopped listening and stoping loving me i guess. You unaided me on snap. You Igonore me. You make me so jealous of your perfect life. With al ur friends. And perfect gf and amazing family and house. But here i am. Sad lonely i lost so many friends because of u. Everyone was on ur side when things went down. Why? Because u r popular. Because u have money. Because ur a boy. It’s so unfair. Life is unfair. I hate mine. Ive wanted to end it so many mf times but talking to u always helped me. It now I don’t have you anymore. I don’t have anyone. I wish I still had you. Maybe i could be happier. But just wait. I’m gonna get a boyfriend who is so caring and loving and has an amazing personality. And i cant wait to meet them. Because i am so ready for a relationship. I’m so ready for something new. I hope life treats u well. See you soon.

you mean so much to me but i mean nothing to you:( you will always have a special place in my heart ily:)))

You give so much love but you are blind to the love you receive. I hope one day you will see how truly beloved you are

some people come into our lives to stay, others are just lessons. i guess you were just a lesson i failed to learn.

thank you for everything, but I do not have the energy anmore. you broke my heart twice and ig that's enough

I'm always happy around you but I'm not. I'm falling to pieces when you disregard me. Watching you watch her and talk about girls kills me but I sit there with a smile on my face. I have sacrificed so much for you yet I am disregarded. Why should you be allowed to treat me like this? You shouldn't but for you, I'd pull my own heart from my chest and give it to you without thinking. You have made me into a different person and no matter what, I can not forget what could have happened. I love you endlessly and I want you to want me but I know you can't. I'd be ashamed of dating me too

I DESERVE BETTER THAN WHAT YOU GIVE ME BUT I LOWER THE BAR FOR YOU. MY FRIENDS HATE YOU AND THINK YOU ARE RUDE, EVEN YOUR FRIENDS THINK I DESERVE BETTER. WHY DO I LET MYSELF BE TREATED THIS WAY?

we went from talking everyday to strangers, u loved me bc u were bored, u broke my heart and lied, fuck you

you're always gonna be my soulmate in my head even though deep down I truly know we aren't meant to be together. in fact, we're terrible together. you hurt me in ways I didn't even know were possible. and I hate you for that. i have to draw on my legs with sharpies so my parents don't question what the white lines on my leg are. i know it's not fair to blame you for that but I do. you completely destroyed every part of me. and it's effecting every single fucking thing in my life. i cant believe that I'm loved by someone who loves me more than anything and is willing to give me the whole world. but because of the damage you did, I cant believe anything he's telling me. and I know we only were a fucking thing for a month but you hurt me more than anyone else I've ever been with. i got so attached so fast without you even knowing because I saw our whole future together. i still can. i wanna be with you. it'll always be you. and it shouldn't be. and i know you don't know what you did to me and it truly isn't your fault for me getting attached and getting hurt but why'd you leave me for her? what does she have that i don't? i ask myself that a lot. but i know I'm better, not just saying that, i know i am. so ur stupid for that lolz cause i was willing do to anything for you. but to my first love, i will always love you no matter what.

i told you i was going to love you forever. i promised you. i'm so sorry i let you down and pushed you away because of my own shitty mental health. i still love you and i always will.

I had never felt love like the love I had for you. It hurts too know I’m just not good enough for you.

i automatically stoped trying when i felt unwanted. i won’t reach out to u if it’s not being reciprocated. i don’t beg.

i automatically stoped trying when i felt unwanted. i won’t reach out to u if it’s not being reciprocated. i don’t beg.

I wish you would just notice me. Notice how I look at you. Notice how I speak to you. Notice how I get nervous whenever you’re around. Please. Just notice me.

We actually could of worked out if you weren't so toxic, controlling, and older. Maybe in another life time. Ps-Treat your new girl well, please.

hey,it's been more than a year since we broke up. you were my first love,the first boy i've ever loved. happily,i finally have moved on. i finally let go of my claim on u. but some nights, i still look at the ceiling and think about you. no,i don't miss you,i just miss you happy i was. but remember this,i'll always love u, you will always be so special to me and you will always have a special place in my heart. and i'm sorry that i wasn't good enough for you, but the fact that you left me because your friends made fun of u bothers me so much because i always told my friends that you aren't a bad person,while EVERYONE was telling me that shit. but seriously, thanks for breaking up with me,it made me a insensitive bitch but i am glad for that. i hope that you will be happy and that you'll have a girl that supports and loves u just as much as i did. love,me.

its tough cause Im still halve in love with you and you genuinely dont care but this shit takes time and thats what everyone keeps saying but how much more is it gonna take im so mentally drained all you did was cause pain and. the highs were so high but the lows were so low

I had a dream about you last night, I woke up in tears. Why couldn’t you just try, why did you give up on me?

As much as I want to hide it, I still like you and I don't want to feel this fucking feeling anymore because I'm hurting myself ... it bothers me that you talk to me about other girls even though you know my damn feelings

i dont know if you were my first, i don't know what it was. you just made me feel capable of it. im forever thankful. i still love you.

You knew i was hurting, and that only you could fix me.And you did, for the seventh time. But just like you fixed me, you were the reason i was hurting in the first place. And now you have finally broke me forever .

Why don't you like me? Why do u hate me? Why don't you even glance at me once? Am i that ugly? Is my personality that ugly?

hi.i miss you. i don't know what happened.i miss crying to you on the phone and you promising you'd never leave. its okay i don't blame you. do you still feel like you have to compete with your brother? you don't baby i promise. i love you. please come back

I don’t know if I love you, but I only want you. No one else has made me feel this way before but I can’t tell you how i feel as i’m
certain you don’t feel the same way. I’d rather have you in my life as a friend even if it hurts seeing you everyday rather than telling you how I feel and you not feeling the same.

okay so...am i love with him? i’m not too sure, he makes me cry. makes me laugh sometimes...but no. i am not i love with him.

i'm glad we didn't date, otherwise i might be caught up in all your lies and manipulation even more than i am now, still.