I wish you hadn't said the mean things you said. I thought you were the one, but you left me to heal on my own. The sad thing is I think someone else is way better for me than you were, and they are just my friend.

Not my first love, but you’re my first meaningful love. You’re like fireworks that never end, and every moment with you is magical. I truly hope you live the fullest, longest life anyone could ever ask for. You deserve the world, king. I love you.

I’m so madly in love with you. I can’t describe the feeling I get when I think of you and I but I hope it never fades. You’ve taught me so much. I’ll remember you for eternity. Thankyou.

in another lifetime, we would be married with that house and those dogs and a couple of babies. I miss you

i love you and I’m glad I met you love, you’re the best. hope to spend the rest of my life with you ?

i really wanted you. i did. but you were out of my league and you didn’t notice me. i don’t blame you at all. i wish we were friends ;(

I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough, and that I hurt you. You still mean absolutely everything to me and it’s so painful that we’re not together. I tried moving on but all it’s doing is making me hurt and miss you more. I need you Ethan.

u say u only have eyes for me but i can't believe it when there's plenty of people out there so much better than me... i'm just waiting for u to realize it

when the time of us ending comes, i know i will be ready. for things that all end; from the finishing sips of the large smoothie that i hoped would last, i was full and accepted the drink was over. it will apply with us. when you diminish from me, i will be ready for your leaving.

I miss you endlessly. I miss everything you gave me. But we were never meant to be, I hope you're happy.

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Part of me knows we won't be together again, but the little part that is still holding on to your smile, still has hope

youre the man i'd want to raise my son to be like and it sucks because you see me nothing more but as a headache

i really miss you, but i think it’s time to move on. wish it wasn’t so complicated and i wish we could still be friends, because i just miss talking to you. timing was never really our thing though was it? miss u

why don’t you ever notice me?we have been good friends for 2 years and you still complain to me that you don’t have a girlfriend BUT IM RIGHT HERE

I haven’t taken a full breath since I lost you, but I truly hope you are happy. Please don’t forget my love

I haven’t taken a full breath since I lost you, but I truly hope you are happy. Please don’t forget my love

I haven’t taken a full breath since I lost you, but I truly hope you are happy. Please don’t forget my love

I haven’t taken a full breath since I lost you, but I truly hope you are happy. Please don’t forget my love

I’m glad that the stars lied, you’re never coming back:,>because You don’t deserve the woman I have become.

I still don't understand why you left. Did she have something that I don't? Was I not good enough?
Was I unworthy?

you got me out of the hole i dug myself, then left. it's a good thing i made sure you weren't the only thing holding me from falling this time.

Hey,
I know it’s been a while and you asked for space but I don’t know I just wanted to talk to you. I want to talk to you all the time but I can’t and it’s so hard. I miss you so much. I’m so sorry for getting drunk at your house I’m so embarrassed that I did but you were so good to me that night taking care of me, I told my friends the next day that I think I fell more in love with you after that. I don’t know what I did wrong with us, I thought everything was going so good and then it just ended. Those few months we had together were some of the best of my life, you’re everything I have ever wanted. All I do is cry now, On top of you leaving me and accutane And school I’ve gotten so depressed. I never thought I would say I have depression but here I am, the happiest girl alive, the saddest. Ethan I just want you back, you hurt me so bad yet I would still break my back for you. I know you asked kaden if I hate you and no Ethan I don’t hate you, I hate the way my heart broke when you left me, and is still breaking. I don’t know when you will be ready to come back to me but I pray it’s not too late. I just want to be back in your arms, loved by you. I feel like I’m drowning waiting to be saved. Please save me baby. I love you.

i hate that i still think about you all the time. i always wonder if you ever feel the same. even for just a moment.

There was a time where I wished that I could feel the love you were trying to give me. I've given up trying to feel anything for you.

It hurt bad when we ended things, but now I just want to be in your arms again and for everything to be okay.

it was about c, wasn’t it? keep trying to imagine that you felt that way about me, but i know you never have.

i’m sorry, it didn’t work and you knew that, but only i was brave enough to leave. you deserve better

i wish i understood why you left me, but at least you taught me it's okay to love and be loved. i miss you everyday and i wish you knew it.

i’ve liked you for 4 years and i still do. but of course you chose my shorter, prettier, blonde best friend. even tho i wish that i was in her place right now, i hope you are truly happy.

last night i realized I don't love you anymore. i woke up, and looked in the mirror, and realized that i finally love myself instead.

you were my first love. now i am relieved that you were not my first kiss. now i am wondering who your most recent kiss was.

I have always been in love with our fairytale story. I want it to be real. No relationship has been enough to get you off my mind. I love you and always will. If you see this, we’ve got 19 years alive together and I’ll love you the rest of mine.
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You accepted the breakup as you knew it was coming. Is that you admitting defeat in our love for each other, or is that you respecting that I can't win it all? I truly wish I could. I'd have you, and everything else I ever wanted.

hey ethan. we haven’t talked in a long time. i miss you. you were one of my best friends and now you’re not and i wish you would come back

I’m quite sure you hate me now, but can we please start talking again? As friends because I miss making memories with you

i think im toxic 'cause i never want you to forget about me. i dont want you to move on. thinking about you telling another girl "you make me happier than anybody else ever has" makes me sick to my stomach. i know our story is over but i dont want you to start another one without me.

i know you only said you loved me bc i needed to hear it but it hurts knowing you say that to others now

I’m sorry I got so mad, I miss you more and more everyday. I love you and thank you for being my first love.

im sorry im not more active in talking with you i know how you feel and i just feel like im walking all over you i dont know if youre good for me or bad but i dont care im never going to stop taking to you as long as im alive

I honestly don’t know if you’ll ever see this. Or if you’ll even care, but there’s so much unsaid things between us. I sometimes wish we still talked, especially now that we live in the same city; but then I remember your reputation for using girls. I really loved you man, like actually, and not even just in the romantic sense- I actually considered you a FRIEND, I tried to look past the exterior in hopes you did the same for me, and it just feels like you took complete advantage of that because you didn’t give a fuck about me at the time. All you cared about was what you wanted, and if you had just been honest about your feelings in the first place you wouldn’t have caused as much trouble as you have. It sucks to miss someone that you know isn’t good for you, which is ironic because you told me not to trust you when I told you how I felt (in response to your drunken 3am “I’m in love with you” message). I was so honest with you. I let you in. When you and her started dating I didn’t even care because I already knew about her and I genuinely just want you to have what makes you happy, whether that be myself or not. I miss you. But I can’t deal with the dishonesty, lying, and putting up fronts. If you ever see this, and you think it’s about you, message me. Because I want to talk, but I don’t want to put in effort into something that I’ve already put tons of effort in before and had it backfire in my face. Trust can’t be rebuilt overnight and even with my feelings for you I need to put myself first, so if that means keeping you at arms-length or not in my life, then okay. But I would never willingly want it that way.

I never believed in love at first sight,, especially as teenagers.. but there’s something about you that won’t stop drawing me in. i wonder if i’m on your mind as much as you’re on mine.

Hey, how are you? How's everything going? You miss me yet. You miss the constant love and support I gave you? The amount of love I gave to you that you gave back. But then whenever life turned upside down for you, you had to do the same for me. I miss you, I'll admit that but how in the hell do I still have a crush on you?! I can't believe that after the years of us being friends you decide "Hey she's actually super cute" and then bam go and tell me you like me right before a HUGE CHANGE in your life. Like what the hell man. I loved you for so long but told myself it was just a crush, that it was just me thinking that maybe if anything happens it'll happen after I graduate. You remember our first break? When you said you would wait for me? What happened to that hun, what happened to us. What happened to you remembering that I'm scared of losing people and telling me that I wasn't going to lose you! I miss you so damn much and I can't even tell you this without the fear of scaring you away for forever. I do want to thank you though, you gave me a first relationship, a first "i love you", a first "Babe" and "Baby" for a nickname, and you gave me some hope that someday I'll be happy, a real happy. Thank you, for everything.

~We'll meet once again.

you make me so fucking sad all the time, so why do i still love you? part of me wants to move on but i know i can't. distance is too hard for me, but i want to be with you but i can't keep going on like this. i'm too scared to let you go but i also know it might be the best thing for me. you make me so confused it hurts.

i believe in right person wrong time. i believe thats us and if its not, i just want my best friend back.

we've been together for like almost 2 years but I am terrified that you'll leave, how do u put up with me? I get upset over you jokingly saying "f*uck you" idk I want to talk to u about so many things that are bothering me but I'm scared that you'll get mad

For the last month everytime I hear a song that makes me think of you I put it in a playlist. There’s 117 songs in it.

you’re still in my dreams & that has been the only aspect of life that i haven’t gotten bored of.

Even though I know it wasn't my fault, I just keep thinking back to what I should've done to keep you. Maybe if I said something during that call. Maybe if I texted you earlier. I thought you needed time, so I gave you that. Maybe too much.

What a sweet, innocent crush I've had on you for the longest time. But you definitely don't like me back, though you may have at one point.