I hope you know I never meant to cause you the pain that I did, you took away all of mine. Never forget how much I loved you, you truly did save my life ethan, even if I never got to tell you that.

I opened my heart to you and all you did was use me. I hope you’re happy knowing how bad you hurt me.

You were the worst and best part of every single day of my life. You were the only one telling me you loved me and it hurt so bad to know that it could possibly all be fake. And I let you back. Its the worst part. I am so desperate for someone to love me that I will sit here and let the person that hurt me the most come back, knowing theyll hurt me again. I just don't understand. You said so much about needing me, yet you had no hesitation to do all those hurtful things to me time and time again.

I really fell for you but then you broke my heart by sleeping with a friend of mine. I know I deserve better

You play such a big part in my life and I hope it stays like forever. Also Isn’t it weird how similar we are?anyways thanks for not getting bored of me yet xo

damn man u were my first proper love. i've gotten over you now but u caused me sm heartbreak and pain. fuck u.

I was so scared to admit my feelings but when i did it it was too late, you were bored already. Your 'I love you' was clearly on a timer.

Bue... Creo que no es fácil verte con otro y siendo yo tu consejero más tu mejor amigo, pero creo que igualmente son sentimientos pasajeros y que con el tiempo serán olvidados.
Eso, te quiero. Si llegas a leer esto.

even though you broke me i don’t regret it because it made me who i am now but ik i’ll always love you a little bit

i really really loved you. but you wouldn’t shut up about her, and you told me i was annoying. hate you now

hey, im really glad we met and idk if you ever had feelings for me back but you made me so so so happy every time i saw you and i wish i didnt have to move away and never find out if you felt the same way but you made me happy like no one else could and your smile and laugh made me warm inside when all i wanted to do was kill myself, i miss you. i miss seeing you in your yellow sweatshirt and i wish i had the courage to have told you how i felt

I miss you little bro. I can’t wait to meet you one day! I wonder if you look like me. Tell Jesus I say hi.

Day one of not talking to you. Things just got duller. Every time my phone buzzes I get really excited thinking it’s you. It never is. I feel like the world around me just got muted and I am only hearing my thoughts. I’m trying not to cry, but it’s getting harder and harder. I really messed up.

Almost one year has passed...and I have never been happier. Don’t ever try to make me feel like crap again.

i don't think i'll ever be over you but you deserve better than what i could give. good luck out there

i wish i had never said anything that night, you meant more to me than what you could probably imagine. i miss our chats.

i love you more than anything in the world and i don’t think that will ever change. i have real love for you that you never did for me.

Thanks for using me as emotional support until you got a girlfriend. Wish I could've at least called you my friend.

Hi, Idk if you still remember me , but I wish you happiness and success. Even though we were 6th graders at that time , I thought you were the man of my dreams. I once in a while look at your ig to see how your doing , if something new is going on in your life etc. I wish we could’ve talked or something at least in high school . I know there’s a possibility I won’t see you again since we all have our own lives. But it was nice getting to know you and well if you see this, I wish you the best .

Hi, Idk if you still remember me , but I wish you happiness and success. Even though we were 6th graders at that time , I thought you were the man of my dreams. I once in a while look at your ig to see how your doing , if something new is going on in your life etc. I wish we could’ve talked or something at least in high school . I know there’s a possibility I won’t see you again since we all have our own lives. But it was nice getting to know you and well if you see this, I wish you the best .

you’re very wonderful and important to me as well. I apologize if it looks like I don’t care, I do, but I’m going to prioritize myself at all costs. There’s boundaries. I hope you understand that; I have faith that you will.

no matter how hard i try to convince myself that i no longer love you, i don't think i will ever stop.

it has been well over a year and i still don't understand why you left. yes, we were young and had no idea what we were doing but i loved you with everything in me. you were my best friend. i will never forget the pain you caused me, the aching in my chest every time i woke up in the morning and realised you were no longer in my life, the hysterical crying every night until i became exhausted and fell asleep and the
heartache when i found out you had moved on. but i forgive you. i am better now even though i will always love you with my whole heart :(

Well Ethan everything hasn't been great lately, I've been really missing you but haven't been able to speak since we broke up.
I just miss you so much and regret trying to force you to be something you weren't.
But apparently you're happy now and I don't want to stop you from being that way so I'll leave you to it.
I love you

Its not fair of me to not want you to move on. I regret not being there more. Please just be happy with her.

Why did you lie? I trusted you not to talk to her and then you fucking lied to me? How could you... I loved you so much :(

this is ruby. i still think about you, and i can’t decide if i need you or if i never want to see you again.

i loved you so much, i dont know what went wrong. we were in so much love. we talked about a future together, we had it all planned out. what went wrong? u still tell me you love me sometimes and i think thats what hurts the most. i want u back in my life, it was better that way. you make me the better me. we are meant for each other, i wish u would come back. i love u so much echin, please come back

I think you were the first person I really wanted to have in my life. That got ruined lol. still would do anything for you

I chose yellow because you made me happy. I'll most likely always love you, you'll just never know :)

It's been so long. Why I still think about u and spend my nights making up false scenarios about meeting u again?

i wanted to held u close to me. i wanted to be committed to you, but you didn’t feel the same the whole time.

sometimes i wish that maybe i should have stopped myself from questions why you were off. maybe i shouldnt have sent that long ass paragrah, after all thats what ended things, sometimes i blame it on myself. you were getting yourself into a relationship and you didnt know how i was so, i was so sad. I wanted to be better for you, i was getting better. towards the end i could tell you were loosing intrest, "im just tired." "i havent talked to anyone today." "theres not much to talk about other than how our days went.". It was all true, but to you it was an excuse, because you were too afraid to speak up, talk it out, try harder. i atleast thought that you would tell me, i was your girlfriend. im not sure who else i would love, you were my person, someone i could joke around with. i feel like any other boy is too sensitive for that shit. i didnt know what i had til it was gone. im sorry you couldnt work it out and realise that i am worth your time.

I miss us being friends, you being there for me, us hanging out, it ended to soon, love you and good bye.

i rly liked u, but it never seemed as if u liked me back u were jus “shy” tho right? It almost always felt like i was a bother but u were there in my life when i was going through one of the worse times in my life. When ur ex was still trying to text u and texting me that i was a tearable person for dating her ex when her and i weren't friends n we maybe had two convos. i remember u where so angry at the fact she was mad at me, but that’s what u said to me... then i find out u made up with her??? made me look like the bad guy. It was wtv tho cause i like you sm i would make up any excuse for u.

i have liked u since the moment i met you, for 4 years. i try to tell myself i don't, but its a lie. we talk like once a year, and every time i fall for you. the truth is if you gave me a chance, i would give you my everything, and i have no idea why. it makes sense to me.

fuck i miss summer, and i miss being close with you :/ thank you for all the memories i’ll never forget. even though we didn’t work out i wish you the best in life

even though i am leaving for london i will carry you with me always. please know that this has nothing to do with your father.

we discussed our future endlessly without the end in mind. i don't love you anymore but i miss you tremendously.

you were the first person to teach me what true love was, you were the first one to not hurt me. it saddens me that we were never meant to last.

you were my first love, yet i certainly wasn’t yours. you were so unkind, you made me feel not good enough. there was so much uncertainty

We fell in love in sixth grade and out of love a year later, I am certain if our lives intertwined, we would be in love again.

We fell in love in 6 grade, and out of it a year later, I am certain even all of these years later that if our lives intertwined, we would be in love once again

i miss u like crazy. i wish u were here. i miss the days where we could meet up whenever. i miss us. u prob moved on and forgot abt me but i havent stopped thinking abt u. i still miss u and i still want u. ik it wont work out bc u like her now. so im sending u a message here instead. just so i dont go insane from missing u.

I look for your eyes in every person I meet, and I become paralyzed when I smell the cologne you wore I just can’t wash you out of my system

you made me feel loved but only for the low low price of heart break. was i not good enough? you taught me love but for a price. a price i wasn't willing to give. you wanted me first and then to the curb i go!

u told me i was everything u could want in a girl but didn't treat me like it. why didn't u fight for me? u didn't even give me the chance to yell at u. i at least deserved that

i am so glad to be finally free of you, you caused me the worst 7 months of my life. you’ve taught me to never let anybody treat me like you did and for that alone i am grateful. ps i never came close to loving you

i wish i was more than an emotional support animal to you now. i remember when i could feel how much you liked me back.

We were never officially together - but I'll never forget the way you made me feel, and how you made me laugh. I don't think I can find anyone that compares to you. Thank you, for coming into my life, even if it was only for a short amount of time.