Unsent messages to ETHAN

i believe in right person wrong time. i believe thats us and if its not, i just want my best friend back.

I never believed in love at first sight,, especially as teenagers.. but there’s something about you that won’t stop drawing me in. i wonder if i’m on your mind as much as you’re on mine.

You accepted the breakup as you knew it was coming. Is that you admitting defeat in our love for each other, or is that you respecting that I can't win it all? I truly wish I could. I'd have you, and everything else I ever wanted.

last night i realized I don't love you anymore. i woke up, and looked in the mirror, and realized that i finally love myself instead.

i’m sorry, it didn’t work and you knew that, but only i was brave enough to leave. you deserve better

It hurt bad when we ended things, but now I just want to be in your arms again and for everything to be okay.

i hate that i still think about you all the time. i always wonder if you ever feel the same. even for just a moment.

I miss you endlessly. I miss everything you gave me. But we were never meant to be, I hope you're happy.

I’m so madly in love with you. I can’t describe the feeling I get when I think of you and I but I hope it never fades. You’ve taught me so much. I’ll remember you for eternity. Thankyou.

We were never officially together - but I'll never forget the way you made me feel, and how you made me laugh. I don't think I can find anyone that compares to you. Thank you, for coming into my life, even if it was only for a short amount of time.

i am so glad to be finally free of you, you caused me the worst 7 months of my life. you’ve taught me to never let anybody treat me like you did and for that alone i am grateful. ps i never came close to loving you

Why did you lie? I trusted you not to talk to her and then you fucking lied to me? How could you... I loved you so much :(

Thanks for using me as emotional support until you got a girlfriend. Wish I could've at least called you my friend.

i wish i had never said anything that night, you meant more to me than what you could probably imagine. i miss our chats.

I was so scared to admit my feelings but when i did it it was too late, you were bored already. Your 'I love you' was clearly on a timer.

damn man u were my first proper love. i've gotten over you now but u caused me sm heartbreak and pain. fuck u.

I hope you know I never meant to cause you the pain that I did, you took away all of mine. Never forget how much I loved you, you truly did save my life ethan, even if I never got to tell you that.

You’re a nasty piece of work who presents him self as a shy innocent nice boy. You were so manipulative that it took a lockdown for me to feel able to leave. i hate and regret you more than the guy i told you destroyed me because you did everything knowing how much i resented him for what he did. You are worse than him. You’re also a sexual predator and i hope a girl never goes near you again you fucking cunt

I wasted so much time on you.I loved you.You could have told me You no longer Felt that way but instead you strung me out made me look like a mug.

i used to think we were soulmates, but i was delusional. i was holding on to a dream that wouldn’t come true. i guess i need to stop living in my head.

I'm sorry I couldn't give you everything. I wanted to, but I'm not ready for the love you have given me. I need to find myself. You were my first love, and I was yours, and I hope we find our way back to each other. One day.

I love you to no end. You are truly the love of my life and I pray for you. Every day I pray for you. You are the best person to have ever come into my life. I tell you all the time how I feel about you and how much I love you, but I don't think I could ever truly put into words how much you mean to me, how grateful and blessed I am. It's you dude. It's you. The love of my life. My best friend.

my heart has been broken and shattered for as long as I can remember but meeting you, I think I have hope again

you’re everything to me, i hope you’re happy with your new girl, but please, please come back. i love you.

There will always be a little place in my heart for you. Maybe one day. I just wish I could sing 'La vie en rose' to you one more time while I hold you in my arms. Or watch the rest of glee with you as we laugh at how dumb it is. To you I was just the first, but you were the love of my life. I miss you dude. A whole lot.

I love you. More then you could probably imagine. I know you hate the 'ily argument' so I love you just as much.

if you're reading this and think it's for you, it is. I still love you, even though i don't admit it. I miss you so much, my heart hurts.

i love you more than i can put into words. i’m obsessed with everything about you. im so sorry for pushing you away. im trying so hard.