i love you more than i can put into words. i’m obsessed with everything about you. im so sorry for pushing you away. im trying so hard.

i know you said you enjoy me as a friend but i just really wish you felt something more. i always talk about how you never know when it’s someone’s last day here, so you should always speak your mind. and right now i really wish i could, but you said we’re friends. and i don’t want to ruin that. how do i say that you’re what made me happier without sounding desperate? how do i explain that you made me want to go to school? i know you’ll never see this or know it’s me, but thank you

I miss you so much for no fucking reason I don't know why you had to play with me like that truly thought you would be different but you make me not want to put my guard down for anyone. You should've left ur insecurities w ur ex. overall I HATE you plz suck pp gn

if you're reading this and think it's for you, it is. I still love you, even though i don't admit it. I miss you so much, my heart hurts.

I love you. More then you could probably imagine. I know you hate the 'ily argument' so I love you just as much.

i listened to dear april and it reminded me of you. i just realized that the thought of you doesn't make me upset anymore. i hope you find something very authentic and beautiful one day.

hey, i just wanna let you know. you’re still the only person that’s on my mind, even after all these months. i’m sorry i couldn’t be way you wanted. i’ll be waiting for you

still think abt how happy you made me. Maybe in another life. I still talk to god about you. love you shu

y wasn’t i ever enough for u:( i tried so hard to b what u wanted, but in the end u wouldn’t ever want to b stuck with me. i was just a pass time,

y wasn’t i ever enough for u:( i tried so hard to b what u wanted, but in the end u wouldn’t ever want to b stuck with me. i was just a pass time,

you took away what i can never get back. i loved you. you used me. i hate you and hope you’re miserable

where do I even start haha. we met I fell in love you didn't but you made me believe that you were in love when in reality I was just another one of your girls. I fell so hard for you, you couldn't even begin to imagine how many sentences a day I would talk about you to everyone. to my sister, to my friends. they were probably sick of hearing your name come out of my mouth but did that stop me no. because I was so in love with you. I wanted to tell you everything, I wanted to talk to you but you didn't and that's what broke me the most. And when I told you about it you didn't, believe me, you made me think I was crazy for thinking this but in reality, I wasn't I was right.

you were my first love in grade 4, then grade 5, and then again in grade 6. until u liked me and my bsf at the same time. u chose her. and I still think about that

There will always be a little place in my heart for you. Maybe one day. I just wish I could sing 'La vie en rose' to you one more time while I hold you in my arms. Or watch the rest of glee with you as we laugh at how dumb it is. To you I was just the first, but you were the love of my life. I miss you dude. A whole lot.

i doubt you'll ever see this but thank you for recomending (i'm not going to fix that spelling- we're both bad spellers you understand) me the song rise and shine. its perfect and i will forever see that song as you.

if you ever see these tell me. and we'll finally get that coffee you promised. i'll even pay. and i'll tell you everything.

Baby if I fall in love again. Please promise me,In another life time we’ll find each other and fall in love again.

Baby If I fall in love again. Promise me we will find our way back to each other in another life time.

We loved each other’s soul so pure and raw. I think I’ll never be able to replace what we use to had.

i’d give anything to rest my head on your shoulder while watching shitty movies again. i won’t even talk this time, i promise. anything just to have you by my side for one moment longer.

I feel such a huge connection to you. You always make me laugh even when i dont think its possible to feel better at all. Even the soulmate tarot readings i do describe you perfectly. If it's meant to be, im so excited for our future & i love you so much.

i know i never met you but ur special. i thought you was the one or something like that, as if we where ment to be.

i want to be your best friend, to be each other's other half, but its hard when you dont tell me how you feel, when im fucking terrified of you hurting me. I want to see inside your brain and know exactly what ur thinking and feeling all the time but you wont let me in. I know we cant do things the normal way- meet ur family spend a ton of time together, actually be able to kiss each other, but i feel like the little we have is not good enough for you. you say i dont know you and that scares me, what if i am falling for someone i dont really know and doesnt really know me. I get why ur not all in, i get its too soon probably, but if you told me you loved me i would say it back.

technically not my first love, but the first time i felt what real love was like. i’ll forever love u, thank you for being such a big part in my life and making me feel wanted, i’m sorry i wasn’t enough rn but i don’t think this is really the end for us.

i know it’s stupid , we facetimed , and then saw eachother in school , nothing much and you were so blunt and rude and your not even good looking but you made me laugh , you made me feel worth it , you made me feel beautiful and i was happy showing you my thighs and my body because i felt good about myself and when you would take deep breaths and say i was so pretty and acted like i was the most gorgeous woman on the earth. why did you stop messaging me , why did u stop calling me , why do u see me now and not even smile as if i never existed, why. you’ve hurt me more than you know it , i’m sorry

my heart still sinks when i hear or see your name. i stop myself from messaging you everyday. you made me feel miserable but i just can't seem to hate you. i still miss you so much and i still wish the best for you.

I don’t owe you a relationship. I don’t even want a fucking friendship + that bitch is dumb for analyzing the shit I sent to you
You could have done so much more then repeat after I

im so thankful: you showed me a whole new type of love. but i wish you would stop fluctuating between loving and hating me.

im so thankful: you showed me a whole new type of love. but i wish you would stop fluctuating between loving and hating me.

No love has felt the same since, I wish things would have turned out differently. Sometimes I think that we'll find our way back to eachother even though we're so different now.

hey its me again. i think about you ever moment of my day. it's always you. i can't wait to see you again. please go visit your friends again so i can walk past your car and you stop and we chat. i love you and care about you. please text me more. :)

if we ever drift apart (which i hope we don't) i'll come find you. i won't ever let you lose me. i'm part of you and your part of me. we may not be in love but what is love anyways.

i want to have our coffee "date" together. it probably won't be a date but what else do i call it. :)

I can’t believe we talked for that long and we planned our future together for nothing. You texted me everyday about how you wanted to be with me forever, and how I was yours. My heart dropped when you sent that message, I was in the middle of a parking lot. How could you?

Its been 6 month and i still think about you.Ik that you are not coming back but i hope that you know that i really loved you.

You acted like you hated me I know you secretly had feelings for me and was scared to confess to me it to late to tell me how you feel Bc Im done waiting for you to confess how you feel about me sorry

you were cruel to me. for 7 years of my life. i thought i loved you- instead i realised that you were trapping me for who i really awas....a lesbian.

I’ll never forget you and how blindly in love with you I was however I’ll never look at the past year the same again . Thank you for giving up because I would of never let go otherwise

when i fist met you i thought you were cute and once i knew you better i liked you more but now i know what ur really like i don't fucking care about what you think of me x

I miss you. I miss how you takes to me. Made me feel better about myself. Stopped me having these hurtful thoughts about myself. Now your gone, you left me, it’s all came back but whenever you try and say hi to me, I push you away I’m sorry

its so fun to be in love with you. but it hurts even more. you've done beautiful damage to me. you've been nice to me. and i eat evey bit of it up. your keeping me alive. thank you

I feel like I have fallen out of love with you. I don't know when it happened or how but I feel like I can't let you go. So I'm stuck. Do I stay with you because I'm afraid of being alone and missing the familiarity or do I break up with you and find someone new who may be all I've ever wanted? It's just so hard.

you’re everything to me, i hope you’re happy with your new girl, but please, please come back. i love you.

When I told you if i could i wouldn’t take my time with you back, i lied. If i could i would, because now i can’t stop loving toxic men because of you.

I’ve had a crush on you since 3rd grade. And i’ve never had the guts to tell you. Last year we got really close but then corona came. I wish we could have that same bond we did now. Hopefully school goes back to normal because i really miss our laughs and getting in trouble together. Back then I wasn’t confident. But now that I am i really hope we can get close again and even closer than last time. I always wonder if you think about me. If you care. And i really hope you do. You probably forgot about that class we had together and you probably don’t even care. It was probably nothing to you, and didn’t mean anything. But it sure did to me and i hope you feel the same. Your different Ethan. I’ve never met someone like you. Anything you say makes me laugh. Your smile, and your hair, but damn your personality. When we got in trouble for laughing and it was my fault, you told the teacher it was you. And got me out of trouble. You blamed it on yourself. And you probably think nothing of it that you were just being nice. But to me that meant the world. You didn’t have to do that, but you did. And that shows how truly good of a person you are. Your like perfect Ethan. And i’m not, which hurts me because your too good for me. But i really hope we can be that close once again. :)

I put all my trust that I had into you. It felt good to open up but I don’t know if I’m able to do it again w someone else.

i wish u had a little bit of respect for me. we talked for almost a year but everything ended in one moment. how can u think u could just message me anytime u feel lonely. im not ur toy or ur second choice.

to this day you are still the only person i’ve ever truly loved with all my heart, but you broke me. i’ve never felt so much love and pain in my life all from the same person but you somehow managed to do it. i would’ve done anything for you, not even mountains could’ve stood in my way of loving you but i guess she could. i hate you so much for hurting me. it’s been almost 2 years yet i still hurt of the thought about everything we’ve been through. i hate you because i don’t think i’ll ever stop caring about you and deep down i know that if you texted me i’d be there in a heartbeat because i will always love you even if i don’t want to. our love was magical but we were so bad for each other and i’m sorry for hurting you too. when i think of our relationship i see blue. i’m not sure why but overall blue is the color that comes to mind. it reminds me of how pure and innocent life was before you broke me. i’ll never feel the happiness i felt before you because i will always now know how painful the world can be. before you i had so much hope for life and now after you i’ve lost that innocent feeling of being naïve cause now i truly know how sad life can get. so overall the color i best relate you with is blue.

Hey, I know we haven’t talked in a while and I have come to realize that I have feelings for you and absolutely no body else I wish you’d just give me a chance to prove that we would work but you just shut me down and now you have a girlfriend but in my opinion she is nothing compared to what we shared together and I’m jealous that we weren’t more then that but as I can clearly see as now you obviously don’t care about the fact that you just dropped me and went from someone else “Prettier” then me but I understand and I can maybe expect it but I just want you to know that I still think of you and care about you and I just want you back because you were the only real one who actually got me and understood. I just miss you that’s all.

I want u to know that every love poem I write is still for you; even if you aren’t here. I’m embarrassed about it. I have so many options but they haven’t interested me like you have...you were so different. you were more myself than I was.