From: ABC
To: ethan
i loved you and you loved me. but somehow you fell out of love quicker than u fell in love w/ me. it took a year to be with you and you left me so quickly. you used me for my heart. but now i let you go. i hope your sister sticks w/ soccer too. (your mom told me she’s never stuck with a sport) take care of your new girl. you’ll never find someone like me but i hope you can find something similar to what we had❤️
From: ABC
To: ethan
I'm someone you wouldn't even give a second thought. But I wish we could be friends. I feel like playing d&d with you would be a blast. I'm just too nervous to talk to you since we aren't that close and we haven't seen eachother in over a year. Hope college is well and that you're having fun. I still pray for you every now and then and hope you're doing ok. I know life can be hard even when it feels like you shouldn't have a problem with it. The classic "I have a great house and family, why am I having such a hard time?" But I hope the feeling doesn't plague you too much and you're able to enjoy the little moment. I have a feeling you'll never see this. But its easier to send this to a sea of words than to say it to you directly.
From: ABC
To: ethan
I loved you and I think you loved me but we never talked about so I'll always just wonder what could have been if we had.
From: ABC
To: ethan
The day before we broke up, I had a dream about our wedding and future together.In the morning I was the happiest I ever was, until you broke up with me.
From: ABC
To: ethan
I love you I want to love you again but you cause me pain all the time i want to be held again kissed again but things will never be the same because of what you did
From: ABC
To: ethan
I can't explain why I loved you as much as I did, especially when you never loved me back. Every day I see you with someone else and my heart breaks again. I know we were never meant to be, but I think in another life it would've worked out. I know you never will, but every minute of every day I hope for just a little bit that one day you'll come back to me.
From: ABC
To: ethan
I've been in love with you for 4 years. you knew then but probably not now. I need to move on but I don't know how to move on from someone like you. sorry
From: ABC
To: ethan
Hey, I still miss you. We're talking even more and getting close again... at least I think we are but I don't know. I hope you're doing well and tech school is going well for you too. I hope that you know that I am way more than happy to be playing games with you again and that we goof off most of the time that when we talk. But I feel like you're uninterested in me. Like even as friends but I don't know. I just want US to be a thing again... I don't even know why though that's the thing. I wanted it so bad for so long and it was great but I miss the idea that I had you as more than a friend than anything. That you helped me whenever I didn't want to eat or sleep. And you made me feel happy with the life I had. All the stupid bets and dares we would give each other live rent free in my mind. The late night phone calls we had where we would just talk and fall asleep on the phone together, I miss that. I miss hearing your voice every morning when I would walk into the school and you would make some kind of joke or comment on something, or you stealing my phone after band. High school has been an adventure with you, I just wish I wouldn't of took the time we spent together for granted. I didn't get to see you when we were dating and I wish I would've. I wish I would've went to the mall with you and Jeff on your birthday and just hang out with you. Goof off and make you blush or make you have to act cool in public. But I didn't ask, I was nervous to ask my own father if I could see you so instead I made up an excuse on why I stayed home. I should've went to bed after asking dad and get up in time to go outside and ride with you... but I didn't. I think that even seeing you for a few seconds would've made a difference. But who knows? I mean, personal family things happen to everyone and I've got a gut feeling that if we stay close that I'll be able to learn how happy I am being this close with you without being in a relationship.
From: ABC
To: ethan
i miss you everyday and i can’t move on i still love you and always will just know i’m always here for you
From: ABC
To: ethan
You helped me learn that I can have love and that i do deserve it. I’ll always be grateful for you. thankyou for setting the bar so high x
From: ABC
To: ethan
I love you more than I have ever loved anyone even if it’s literally the stupidest thing I could do because you only see me as your best friend
From: ABC
To: ethan
Yep fuck you. I was so good to you. I let you meet my friends and wtf you just blocked me out of nowhere on the day we were supposed to hang out. Your last words to me were kill yourself, I don't think you understand what effect that had on me. So fuck you.
From: ABC
To: ethan
my heart has been broken and shattered for as long as I can remember but meeting you, I think I have hope again
From: ABC
To: ethan
i get mixed feelings now. its like i know i love u, but idk if i like u. it hurts me more and more everyday seeing u happy with my bestfriend bc deep down everyone knows it was supposed to be us
From: ABC
To: ethan
i loved you before
i love you now
I’ll love you forever
but i know it’ll never happen in this lifetime. maybe we have better luck in the next one...
From: ABC
To: ethan
you made me feel like nobody else has before. ill always remember you and a part of me will always love you no matter how old we get. you will always have a special part of my heart but ill never let you know that, i still care and love for you.
From: ABC
To: ethan
I love you to no end. You are truly the love of my life and I pray for you. Every day I pray for you. You are the best person to have ever come into my life. I tell you all the time how I feel about you and how much I love you, but I don't think I could ever truly put into words how much you mean to me, how grateful and blessed I am. It's you dude. It's you. The love of my life. My best friend.
From: ABC
To: ethan
i love you , its true . why did you lie to me . i saw a future . you lied and treated me like shit . you ruined me like everyone else did . i hate that i still love you . i wish you would come back to me and get out of that toxic relationship . you know i never liked him .
From: ABC
To: ethan
it's been years, but I can't forget about you, or what could've been. no matter what, I hope you're happy.
From: ABC
To: ethan
i thought what we had was special but you ended it like it meant nothing to you. i still think about you every day and hate myself for it.
From: ABC
To: ethan
I'm sorry I couldn't give you everything. I wanted to, but I'm not ready for the love you have given me. I need to find myself. You were my first love, and I was yours, and I hope we find our way back to each other. One day.
From: ABC
To: ethan
i still love you, a lot. i keep wishing that eventually you’ll see how good we are for each other. your my person.
From: ABC
To: ethan
you were the only one i could trust and you ruined that or more we did i lost a best friend and not long after you took her too and left me.
From: ABC
To: ethan
I feel like i loved you.I really did. Little did i know it was just an obsession,A toxicity thing.You would know.
From: ABC
To: ethan
I thought I was over you but it’s in the small moments I realize I’m not. I came in from smoking with riah and caught a whiff of the scent on my clothes and it made me think of you. I can’t drink beer anymore, or listen to blind pilot. I tried to go on a date with someone else, but when he suggested we go to the cross I ghosted him. I wish I could erase you from my mind.
From: ABC
To: ethan
i used to think we were soulmates, but i was delusional. i was holding on to a dream that wouldn’t come true. i guess i need to stop living in my head.
From: ABC
To: ethan
thank you for making me one of the happiest people in the world. i miss you everyday and i want to be there with you forever. you exist in me, and i possibly couldnt have paid you back for what you've given me. it hurts to be madly in love with someone you can't have
From: ABC
To: ethan
Hey I hate you. Bc you made me feel like shit. I hate that I still like you even tho what you made me hate myself for not being good enough.
From: ABC
To: ethan
389 days ago i submit one of these for you. I can now say I forgot your touch, smell and voice. I'm doing a lot better FYI. Got into the med school you said I wouldn't get into.
From: ABC
To: ethan
I still love you why did you left am I not enough or pretty? Yes you came back and we're good now but the pain is still here.
From: ABC
To: ethan
It's always been you. I miss talking to you everyday, I took it for granted. It's not the same now - it's difficult to keep a conversation going - we've drifted. I miss getting the bus with you everyday. I was so close to telling you that I liked you in back in January, but that's when you announced that you and her had started dating. It was stupid of me, but for a moment I actually thought you liked me, but I was proved wrong. Part of me thinks to just tell you all of this - what have I got to lose? But from time to time, we walk past each other and smile. I think if I told you about my feelings for you, maybe the smiles would stop. There was never an 'us' - but I wish there was.
From: ABC
To: ethan
I want to tell you that I really love you. Your smile, the way you care, the way your eyes light up whenever you talk about something you like. I love you so much, Ethan.
From: ABC
To: ethan
You were using me the whole time, you never liked me, you were just bored and I was your second choice
From: ABC
To: ethan
I don’t know what to do with this pain. Do I throw it away? But it’s the only thing that reminds me of you.
From: ABC
To: ethan
you were my first love. I will love you forever, through everything. so bittersweet. I wish you knew I miss you.
From: ABC
To: ethan
I did everything I could to make our love still be ok but I guess you never loved me like I loved you.
From: ABC
To: ethan
you’re a piece of shit. you were never in love with me. you’re an awful person. you’re rude. two faced. manipulative. i feel bad for the next girl you fucking prey on. fuck you, piece of fucking shit.
From: ABC
To: ethan
We talked every day, so when you stopped replying it was as if a little piece of me was still waiting for you
From: ABC
To: ethan
I'm sorry if I hurt you, I really was just trying to figure out what I wanted, sorry that it wasn't you
From: ABC
To: ethan
Do u ever think of me? Do I ever cross your mind?
Cause i think of u every night before i go to sleep - and I want to know if u do the same.
From: ABC
To: ethan
Stop giving me mixed signs. Tell me how you feel about me. Stop acting like you care one day then not caring the next.
From: ABC
To: ethan
You shattered me. You broke up with me to be with another girl and I will never feel like enough again
From: ABC
To: ethan
I wasted so much time on you.I loved you.You could have told me You no longer Felt that way but instead you strung me out made me look like a mug.
From: ABC
To: ethan
And now I know that you feel the same. You love me more than you know how to deal with. Maybe someday we can be together. Or maybe you’ll be the one i want for the rest of my life.
From: ABC
To: ethan
You’re a nasty piece of work who presents him self as a shy innocent nice boy. You were so manipulative that it took a lockdown for me to feel able to leave. i hate and regret you more than the guy i told you destroyed me because you did everything knowing how much i resented him for what he did. You are worse than him. You’re also a sexual predator and i hope a girl never goes near you again you fucking cunt
From: ABC
To: ethan
i’ve literally loved you forever. ever since we fucking met. and i know it’ll never happen because you’re like my brother now. but i wish i acted sooner. i was jealous of every girl. and im loosing you. as a friend. and it hurts
From: ABC
To: ethan
Things can't go back to how they were. I will always love you. I just have to love you from a distance.
From: ABC
To: ethan
Hey. I just want to say that you and your brother have become very important pieces of my life, and I want you to know that I love you very much mysterypf. you are SO funny and smart and you always have something good to say. thank you. I love you.
From: ABC
To: ethan
i think i'll always miss you. i loved you so much and 8 years went by too fast. how can i get our good time back?
From: ABC
To: ethan
idk what happened between us... we were so in love and then you just gave up... but you have a new girl now i hope shes making you as happy as you said i did.