Unsent messages to D
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 2, 2020, 4:41 am UTC
it’s almost been 2 years and u still live in my head. u took everything from me and i still think about u all the time. fuck u.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 2, 2020, 4:40 am UTC
it’s almost been 2 years and u still live in my head. u took everything from me and i still think about u all the time. fuck u.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 1, 2020, 10:06 pm UTC
I nearly called u while drunk yesterday. I thought I might ruin ur night tho just like u ruined all of my nights for the past 3years
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 1, 2020, 4:22 pm UTC
i wanted to tell you that night. i wanted to tell you but no matter how hard i tried i couldn't force those words out of me. it's been a year but i can't forget. so i'm telling you now: i love you. i still love you.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 31, 2020, 1:10 am UTC
Hey,
i rewatched your favorite movie tonight. i can still imagine you quoting it before the lines are even said.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 30, 2020, 12:58 am UTC
I respect my bf’s wishes because I would've demanded the exact same thing. Me and him are so similar and I get what it feels like.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 29, 2020, 5:08 pm UTC
Saw your face at my door today. It’s been months and I thought I was ok. Thanks for the reminder that I’m still not over it. Or you.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 29, 2020, 6:54 am UTC
I honestly thought you meant all that you said, I wanted to believe it, why did you even come back, and why won't you leave me to heal
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 29, 2020, 6:53 am UTC
I honestly thought you meant all that you said, I wanted to believe it, why did you even come back, and why won't you leave me to heal
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 28, 2020, 12:05 pm UTC
your friend told me that you’re in hospital, i wish i could come see you but i know you don’t want me there
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 28, 2020, 9:51 am UTC
Your friends are my friends. Also, as far as I know I hate you. You've brought nothing but misery and devastation to my life. You're a coward. I don't remember, but I do know that.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 28, 2020, 12:09 am UTC
I said I didn't love you bc I didn't want you to be hurt by me. Now you finally forgot me and I still love you, and you have no ideia. I miss you everyday and I hope you're happier without me
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 27, 2020, 6:54 am UTC
I wish I could go back in time and fix what I ruined because I can’t live without u making me smiling everyday :(
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 26, 2020, 2:32 am UTC
We kissed in the rain like the movie depict and I thought those girls were crazy for loving someone so much till you...
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 25, 2020, 7:16 pm UTC
Sure it was annoying that you never smiled in pictures, but you smiled for me and that made me feel special.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 25, 2020, 7:15 pm UTC
Sure it was annoying that you never smiled in pictures, but you smiled for me and that made me feel special.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 25, 2020, 7:13 pm UTC
Sure it was annoying that you never smiled in pictures, but you smiled for me and that made me feel special.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 25, 2020, 7:02 pm UTC
Its funny, we used to smile at eachother then look away shaking our heads. I still miss that. We were kids, I know. Still search for you in everyone I meet. I hope you know I still think of you.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 25, 2020, 6:29 pm UTC
How much longer do I have to wait for you to admit what everyone knows and we can stop playing this game?
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 23, 2020, 4:51 pm UTC
i didn't meant to hurt you. i held you so tight that you slipped away i'll never forget all the things you taught me.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 23, 2020, 4:46 pm UTC
i'm sorry i hurt you. i held you so tight that you slipped away. i'll never forget you and all the things you taught me.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 22, 2020, 8:58 pm UTC
Idk if I want you to tell me you’re infatuated with me, or if I just want you to push me up against a wall and kiss me.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 22, 2020, 4:55 pm UTC
from the first day we met and when we first laid eyes on each other along the school corridor.
we both felt there is a bond between the both of us. I don't regret any single thing we had between us.
the only i think we both regretted was not confessing and be honest we each other on how we are feeling.
H
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 21, 2020, 11:41 pm UTC
i want to kiss you just to see if it's still magic. it's been almost 3 years and i still think of you daily.
A.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 21, 2020, 11:38 pm UTC
i want to kiss you again just to see if it's still magic. it's been almost 3 years and i still think of you daily.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 21, 2020, 10:22 pm UTC
I thought being yours would make me happy but turns out I thought wrong! Being without you made me realise I was happy on my own
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 20, 2020, 11:39 pm UTC
saw you from a distance for the first time since u kissed my bsf, all the suppressed feelings arose, y do I miss u still tho
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 20, 2020, 1:00 pm UTC
Stranger, that's all I see
When I look into your eyes
A soulmate who wasn't meant to be
Stranger, who knows all my secrets
Can pull me apart and break my heart
A soulmate who wasn't meant to be
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 20, 2020, 11:01 am UTC
everytime you ask to see me, i always hope it’s for more than my body and that maybe this time i’m good enough for you again. i never am
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 19, 2020, 8:08 pm UTC
Idk if this is just young stupid love or if it’s real. Because I can’t imagine anything better than this
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 19, 2020, 5:11 am UTC
Ever since I met u I knew I couldn’t live without u. Even tho we no longer talk I still love u and will never stop loving me. U hurt me so bad but I forgive u, something inside of me could never be mad at u Xx
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 18, 2020, 1:50 pm UTC
it hurts me to see you with someone else. i wanna be with you forever. and i never say this to anyone so you need to know that your special to me but i loveyou:(
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 17, 2020, 12:20 am UTC
I am sorry that I used to be super messed up. I promise I am not like that anymore. Im actually quite the opposite.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 16, 2020, 9:32 am UTC
I think I´ll only write this for myself. Did you know how much you hurt me when you left? And yeah of course i know we weren´t in a relationship. But when we texted each other everyday, went on dates and compliments each other, we both knew what we wanted. It´s also really heartbreaking that u wanted me first. It´s been 6 1/2 months for me. We planned so many things for summer and summerbreak and then u left me in march. You told me i was yours and i was "all u wanted". It was so hard for me to like you, but then the feeling came and you just left. You know what? fuck you. Also you have a new girlfriend. She´s rlly kind and nice but you told me i was yours. It still hurts. Hopefully you´re happy now. I hope she really does deserve you.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 16, 2020, 8:44 am UTC
it´s been 6 1/2 months for me. Eventhough you tould me i was yours and i was all you wanted, you found someone new.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 15, 2020, 11:16 pm UTC
Fuck you! I didn't deserve what you did to me. But I want to forgive you to let go of the pain I associate it with.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 15, 2020, 4:59 pm UTC
it's weird how this time last year we didn't talk to each other & now all i want is you to talk to me
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 15, 2020, 11:25 am UTC
Al día de hoy sigo teniendo sentimientos por ti y me jode saber que si regresas te voy a aceptar en mi vida
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 15, 2020, 2:37 am UTC
all that? for what? for us to become “friends” again? you and I both know that things are never going to be the same. it was supposed to be us:( we were supposed to be the ones. what happened? I lost faith in love. I lost faith in the one thing I cared about the most.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 14, 2020, 1:28 pm UTC
I don’t think I made the right choice, and I’m sorry. I’ll always be sorry. I love you, I miss you, you’re far better off without me.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 13, 2020, 10:00 pm UTC
i always want it to be you & ill never let you go.ill never stop loving you, forever and always.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 13, 2020, 12:03 pm UTC
it hurt like a bitch when i saw u dating someone else within 2 weeks....rlly thought we had smth special
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 13, 2020, 7:39 am UTC
I remember looking over at you and you not looking back because you were embarrassed of me. What we had was way to complicated but I just wanted to say I’m sorry for how the past year has turned out I never should have hurt you like that. But ur happy with her so ig it’s ok. I met someone his name is Sam he’s really sweet so ig that’s a good thing
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 12, 2020, 8:13 pm UTC
i wanna live with you, but i have a big secret you will never support... im scared to tell you but i want you to be my husband..
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 11, 2020, 4:11 pm UTC
You made me believe true love exists and I could be loved and took it away so soon. I’ll love you forever.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 10, 2020, 4:26 pm UTC
Why did you go to a party and leave me all by myself while I was going through an abortion for a baby that you did not want, u broke me
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 10, 2020, 10:33 am UTC
Why do you have to be so rude about me after everything I have done for you?! Do you know how that makes me feel? If you are going through something talk to me. Please. Stop trying to get attention and doing that by bringing me down, and telling everyone lies about me. And stop being fake to everyone. Why can’t you just like me again??? You know what, you’re not worth it. And if you need someone to talk to I won’t be there for you. Just like you weren’t there for me.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 9, 2020, 3:48 pm UTC
i thought we could've had a chance- then you got a girlfriend and my dad died. we've been ruined ever since.
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From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 8, 2020, 1:35 pm UTC
As I got worse I had to fake my smile everywhere I went.
When I was with you, I didn’t have to fake it.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: October 5, 2020, 4:52 am UTC
The reason why we broke up was because I was falling apart and felt like I had to learn how to love myself 1st in order to love you. I felt. like no one cared so I pushed you and everyone else away. Then after you said you missed me you hooked up with another girl and dated her. This was 2 weeks after the breakup. We were together for 7 month. My heart shattered into pieces when you told me this. I was in the car and tried not to cry I skipped school a lot but you didn't understand how difficult life was. I had so many bad and harmful thoughts. I tried to get over you after this and once I felt like I liked someone else I realized it was just a distraction. For some reason you hate when I never done anything but love you. I'd never try to hurt you. I still miss you a lot and love you.
