The reason why we broke up was because I was falling apart and felt like I had to learn how to love myself 1st in order to love you. I felt. like no one cared so I pushed you and everyone else away. Then after you said you missed me you hooked up with another girl and dated her. This was 2 weeks after the breakup. We were together for 7 month. My heart shattered into pieces when you told me this. I was in the car and tried not to cry I skipped school a lot but you didn't understand how difficult life was. I had so many bad and harmful thoughts. I tried to get over you after this and once I felt like I liked someone else I realized it was just a distraction. For some reason you hate when I never done anything but love you. I'd never try to hurt you. I still miss you a lot and love you.