You hurt me . you always do . I wanted you to give me the stars and you have me a broken heart instead . I always had to walk on eggshells around you scared to do anything wrong . but that’s not how it should have been . I still love you but it’s killing me and I can’t do it anymore i’m so sorry but I deserve better and you do too . Not better then what I treated you obviously but better .

I could never tell you how much I like you to your face.. I just wish I had more time to build the courage

you broke me and i still miss you everyday. i still pray to God about you every night and i know your not missing me..

I’m sorry I know you care about me and I can’t leave bc I know I’ll
Break you but I just don’t feel the same

you should have shown me you loved me while i was still there, not after i finally find happiness after four years of pain you caused

i know i fucked up but you did too. do you know how shitty it felt when u moved on that fast? and how you’d took advice from her about me? let your friends call me a skank/whore? no what hurts is how i thought i was special but you just had everything we had, but better, with her. and you had the nerve to put it on me and say I treated YOU like an option. unbelievable. you’re a man whore for pulling that.

You made me feel like I was living in a movie. I guess this one just didn't have a happily ever after.

not a single day goes by that i don’t think about you. even though we ended it 7 months ago, I remember each memory like it was yesterday. i would’ve done anything for you, but you never did anything for me. hope ur doing well

ur in my dream every single night and it fucking sucks. so much

wake up and just go back to crying because the only time i get to be with you now is while i’m asleep

I miss you and it hurts knowing you probably forgot all about me when you really had such a huge impact on my life, you didnt know it but you were there for me in the darkest times of my life and im sorry if i was toxic to you i just never wanted to lose you even though i did at the end. I have finally accepted i have to let go of you but i havent yet accepted how we wont ever talk again and we will be strangers bc realizing that pains me so much. You always made me laugh you were always the funniest person without even trying. Anyways i hope you have an amazing life and i wish you the best. I want you to be happy even if it means being happy without me and with someone else. You deserve to be happy. I love you so much and maybe i should just accept the fact that we wont talk again ever but even if we dont you will always have a spot in my heart always. Just like i promised . I hope we can meet in another lifetime

i think it’s funny and maybe sad how nobody, not even you, will ever come close to understanding what i feel for you.

I don’t know what I did wrong, and you really hurt me. I just wish you would tell me so I don’t have to think about it every night

I'm sorry, I got scared and I was dying inside. It's been three years, and you're all I want. Please come back.

lol why did you lie about loving me :). you should of left when you lost feelings, bc i truly believed you loved me :).

God.. I am in love with you. I wish I never left the first time. But now that I have you back.. I will never leave again.. I love you jackson

i know that you did this for my own good. i really do, but why did you have to make it seem like you hated me?

i think i'm finally over you. i don't know why it took me so long - looking back, you never treated me as well as i treated you. i think i was just so happy to have the undivided attention of someone else for the first time in my life. even if it wasn't for very long, and in the end it turned out everything you told me was a lie. you were bored, i was desperate - that's the way it goes i guess. i'm glad we don't hate each other, and we can talk about random things. sometimes i still think about you. but now, i'm not missing you in a romantic way - i just miss having a deep emotional connection with someone. i hope you're doing ok.

sorry i couldn’t love you back the way you loved me. turns out i’m gay. i wish i didn’t hurt you so badly, it was an accident

you knew you broke me. you acted like you would change, but you didn’t. you lie then go back to the same girl.

I really loved you, but you broke me and you are so selfish. Leaving you freed me and now I am happy.

i hope someday we can actually be together. i don’t know if you realize how much i like you. i hope you feel the same

i know you and me both felt it. it was obvious between us. was i not enough or did i do something. its okay, you seem way happy now. or so it seems. it kinda hurt when you just left without any say. it hurts when i felt excited about you again. i knew i shouldn't have gave in an started to like you again. maybe this is what you do. I'm just another girl who is not pretty enough for anyone and is eh. why can't someone show me the love i give out so easily. why does everyone have to hurt me. i think I'm the one who hurt people. useless is what i am. my mom has called me that twice. Im sure there's a reason for that. i should stop trying. why can't this all end. why do i have to still be here. i make no impact in anything. I'm literally a waste of space. someone else deserves the life i have. it would be easier without me here. if pain is the only thing i feel why am i still here. god i wish i can disappear.

hi loserrr i love you sm and you mean sm to me!! i feel really comfortable around you and i appreciate you sm. scared that i’ll have to leave you some day

You were the first person I really let my guard down for but as soon as things got too good, you abandoned me.

Hey, We’re about to go into the new year and I need to do that with closure so you can ignore this if you want to.

I loved you so much. But every time you yelled at me, made me cry, weren’t there, lied to me, left, I loved you a little less. To the point I didn’t love you enough to keep working through it and being by your side.

You’ll always be so important to me but I need to love myself and I can’t do that with you in my life In a big way. And maybe if we had slowed down and spread those fights out a little more you would of been the one.

You taught me so much about myself and gave me the confidence to live for myself and be who I was. The heart tattooed on my hip will always signify that.

I never wanted to lose you completely and I want us to be okay if we ever do run into each other but if you want to pretend like I don’t exist that is okay.

Our story wasn’t suppose to end like this

i know that your my best friend but i’ve loved you for so long it hurts. i wish i could tell you but if i did, what would happen?

I don't think I was in love with you, but when I think of love its your face that pops up in my head.

jack i fall for you everyday more and more. when i look into your blue ocean eyes i fall for you. when you smile with that perfect smile i fall for you. but when you hold me you make me feel safe. last night when you didn’t wanna play soccer, i came over to you and was like “let’s go” and you took your hand and put it on my back. you held on and for some reason, that made me feel so safe. i’ve loved you since 6th grade jack. you never realized until now. so i’m sorry that i’m not ready for a relationship rn but i’m too scared to lose you. i love you too much to lose you. you promised me that no matter how far we drift you’ll make sure that we’re make it back. your exact words were “i’m never going anywhere without you”. i hope your promise stays until i’m ready

I don’t know why i fell in love with you. We didn’t even date, but i was happy you were flirting with me, even if it was a joke between friends. Even afterwards when you stopped talking to me as a friend and only hit me up at 3 am for my body, i was still just glad you were talking to me. It hurt so much when you picked her over me for a second time and cut me out of your life. It hurt even more knowing exactly why you picked her. I was so mad at myself for even liking you and letting you affect me that much but i am past being mad at myself, you hurt me but i can’t never tell you that, so here i am.

i love you so much, im killing myself trying to forget everything about you. please come back to me it was my fault. i hope you have a good last image. i love you

You motherfucker, how's life treating ya? It's kinda ironic that a lesbian got a crush on a gay dude but, we met at all girls Christian summer camp so watcha gonna do. I was a learning experience and it shaped me as a person, thanks for the dress.

I feel really dumb that I cried over you. You're a real piece of shit I hope you know that. I wish you luck in the future.

i know we don’t talk anymore but you could always light up my day. you made me feel something i never did before and i haven’t felt it since. you were an amazing friend and i wish it didn’t end how it did

when you left me i learned how to survive on my own. which i so desperately needed. when you left i learned how to make myself happy. i learned how to wake up and be generally okay with the life i was living. i learned who i was. i’m the life of the party. i’m an extrovert who loves all types of people. i learned how to love and how not to. i learned that i don’t need anybody to sing me to sleep or distract me when i’m sad. i learned how to cope with the harsh realities of life. and for that i’m forever thankful.

I hate you. You ruined my self esteem and made me hate every little thing about myself. What you said wrecked me for months. I deserved better.

You deserve the world, I honestly don’t know how I got so lucky to even meet you. You’re special and deserve only the best, don’t let anyone ever give you any less.

Ugh I can't believe I keep catching feelings for you, it's been years, and you're just playing me, but you make me feel warm

I wasnt ready for you. my brothers hated you and they knew that you would hurt me. i wish i listened.

You taught me how to solve math questions and helped with my accounting, you saved my grade for both subjects.

I really thought you were gonna be different and the universe told me you would be good for me. and I fucking miss you so much and I know you don't miss me. I don't understand how you could throw us away so quickly.

I trusted you so much. I wasted a whole two months on you to be thrown away so quickly in one night. I told you I was fine but I wasn't at all. I cried 4 days straight and even to Gianna. you know I never cry. you made me feel horrible. I want to forgive you so bad but I can't.

It’s the way you shut me out while I tried to reach through those doors you locked. It’s how you left me with no explanation that hurts so much. And it’s the fact that I feel it was me who did something, but I know it’s. You did this and My mind refused to accept that. Why? I don’t know. A part of me hates you and thats the shit part. Best friends for 4years and you tossed it away without a goodbye or reason told.

ive knowen you since i was litte, i felt safe with you. Not so much anymore, you've changed and you've left me behind, treating me like a stranger.
Just wish you cared more about me and how much this is affecting me because if you did you would know this is affecting me in the worst way possible.

goodbye stranger

ok it hurts jackson. a LOT bitch. and it’s like you don’t know that i know you have a girlfriend who is a million times better than me in every way. i know i missed my chance but im waiting for you. even if your not waiting for me

what made me not good enough to see in the daytime. i liked you and you made me think that you liked me to

i love you. you’re my world. no one makes me happy like you do. no one makes me hurt like you do. you’re the best and worst thing that’s ever happened to me. i wish you would just listen sometimes and not just worry about yourself. you don’t know how much you hurt me but i love you. you’re so hard to read and i never know what you’re thinking. you scare me, i can’t lose you. i’m glad you’re taking all my firsts, i wish i could’ve done the same for you

it’s so hard to love you but i just can’t stop. you’re so frustrating, do you even care about what i want? i wish you could just be open

I know, I have only known you for a year, you most likely just see me as a friend, but I love you. Everyday I want to tell you but I know you won't say it back. I should have told you when we were best friends. But I was too dumb to realize I was in love with you. I know you still love me deep down. But I can't risk telling you bcs now we are so far apart.

i really did love you we went through a lot together, we held on by a thread most of the time hoping we’d see each other again when we knew we couldn’t i said i’ll always wait for you but i don’t know how long i could hold that promise

i loved you back then, and you liked me back. these days i’m nothing to you because you know you can “do better”. just because you’re hot now doesn’t mean you’re the same person you used to be. you used to be a good person.