Unsent Messages

I think I´ll only write this for myself. Did you know how much you hurt me when you left? And yeah of course i know we weren´t in a relationship. But when we texted each other everyday, went on dates and compliments each other, we both knew what we wanted. It´s also really heartbreaking that u wanted me first. It´s been 6 1/2 months for me. We planned so many things for summer and summerbreak and then u left me in march. You told me i was yours and i was "all u wanted". It was so hard for me to like you, but then the feeling came and you just left. You know what? fuck you. Also you have a new girlfriend. She´s rlly kind and nice but you told me i was yours. It still hurts. Hopefully you´re happy now. I hope she really does deserve you.