Your favorite color was pink. yea this is me 18 Jan remember?
im sinking and you are no longer here.

Hey i just feel like you don't how much you really hurt me when we broke up. When you broke up with me you took a humongous chunk out of me that isn't even 10% healed yet. (It's been 10 months btw). I just feel like i need closure on why we broke up because you kinda left me hanging in a very very dark place. I've never told anybody this but when you text me "I think we should break up" i actually fainted that's really how much i loved you to the point where i blacked out LMAOSOSA. But anyways i hope you're doing fine and well and ill always love you

i would give anything just to stay up all night on the phone with you, just to actually hear your voice instead of seeing your face over a screen.

i felt safe around you and i didn't panick when you held me. that's the first time that's happened with anyone, not even my sister.

please, just please give me another chance. who cares what everyone thinks, all i need in life is knowing that you are happy and you have someone that will never leave your side

you would really want a girl that sees you as nothing more than a friend, over someone who would put you above the world?

Why do you keep coming back every time I’m doing good? If you’re gonna leave then at least do it properly.

Sometimes I wonder why you’re always the one running back to me. Was it that I wasn’t the problem? Or is it because I didn’t chase you?

If you want me back...why won’t you try to get me back? Don’t expect me to randomly run back into the arms of the person who broke me.

When I told you what my problem was with you, you told me that you’re a shitty person and you wouldn’t get back with you if you were me. After saying that you still tried to get back with me. What happened to you saying you don’t wanna hurt me?

You numbed me to your love w all the stuff you pulled. Yet still I don’t want anyone else’s love but yours.

I miss you and wishy you could tell me if you like me too, it’s been ages and I still keep coming back to you no matter what

I love you. And every time I acted like I didn't I was just so sick of you always being there. Every single time I was sad, happy, angry you were the only one always there and it hurt more than anything.

and i found myself having to smoke all the pain you caused away. repeatedly, to the point where i became addicted to weed as much as i was addicted to you.

I miss seeing you smile. I miss hearing you laugh. You always made my day even tho you didn’t know it. I will never forgive myself for never really telling you how I feel. I feel your essences everywhere but I can’t seem to remember how you looked.

I really miss you and I wish you’d hug me. You never did no, but the thought of it gives me butterflies.

im sorry i wasnt able to give u the love u deserve. sayang pero to think na someone out there is yung para sayo talaga and will do the things na i failed to do, diba ang great? i hope u find happiness not only with other people but also on your self. hindi ka mahirap mahalin sadyang hindi ko lang natutunan kung paano gawin nang tama. pero minahal at mahal kita in my own way. salamat sa 2 taon. sobrang sakit pero sobrang naging masaya naman ako :)

So stupid of me for hoping that there’s a chance you might like me back. I’m ready to forget you. Forget about my feelings for you. I’m ready to move on and feel love again.

I’m so in love with you but you choose my best friend over me. Am I suppose to pretend I’m not in love with you?

I wish I knew that only because you were the first I didn’t have to hold on and stick around for that long. Thank you for the lesson.

i don’t only miss what we had, but i miss you in general, i want you in my life... you were my happiness.

why did nothing happen? i know you weren’t drunk enough to forget what you said that night. i know we wouldn’t work anyway but after a year of dancing round each other i at least thought you’d want to give it a shot too. you said you did, so why didn’t you?

i don’t think you realize just how many things i did for you unconditionally. i just wish you enjoyed it at least.

Ya pasó un tiempo y aún no lo comprendo ¿Por qué después de tanto seguir fingiendo? Creí que era tu amiga , nada de lo que decías era cierto , fui la tonta que se creyó el cuento , soy de la que se burlaban mientras me jurabas amor ¿Por qué? Sé que nada volverá y sé que no debería extrañarte después de todo el daño que me causaste pero no se como manejar esto , te extraño...
Me encantaría verte y darte un fuerte abrazo , decirte que aún te amo y que por eso te perdono , no se si todavía "me quieres" ... Sabes? es evidente que no , nunca lo hiciste
Soy la tonta que sigue esperando señales , la que no acepta que ya nada volverá.
Perdón por tanto y gracias por tan poco.

after 3 years... i’m getting over you. over the fact that we will remain unfinished. over the fact that you will remain a stranger with my secrets forever.

Una vez más , soy yo y es que realmente no puedo con tanto , no entiendo el nivel de cinismo , ya me habías engañado supongo que a ella si la amabas, no lo sé pero ¿Por qué seguir conmigo después de eso?
Después te alejaste de ella (yo seguía sin saber nada)
Para mi eras el chico perfecto , todo bien entre nosotros éramos los más felices , todo era perfecto pero...
¿Creíste que jamás me lo contaría? Pues te equivocaste , de todos modos creo que jamás me lo hubieses contado.
Cada canción me recuerda a ti , lloro cada noche , me hago la fuerte con todo los demás pero realmente duele. Te sigo extrañando , creo que ahora más que nunca , muero por escribirte y contarte como estoy , como lo hice durante estos 5 años , ahora simplemente me conformo con ver tus estados , supongo que eres feliz.
Te amo , te deseo todo lo mejor.

Out of all of the guys I've liked, you're the only one I would marry. You're the one who got away and I hope I can see you again

I wish I could go back to the morning you dropped me off and we just sat in your car and stereo hearts came on and we just gazed at each other with the biggest smiles

my life doesn’t have its purpose without you in it. i’m drowning in my thoughts hoping you’ll save me one day.

I wish you knew I didnt bury my feelings like I said I did. I wish we had a chance. And I really hope it would work, when in reality, I'm not even sure if it will. So I'm just pretending to be a friend. It hurts to see you talk about her in a way you would never do for me. I wish you even considered about us. I wish and I hope.

Naive and toxic. Lustful and messy. It was good until it wasn’t and I was left to pick up the pieces after.

I hope you are well and I want you to know that I would give everything for you but I know that I was not enough and I know that you are better off without me

the worst part is that i’ll never know if u faked it because u left so easy as if i was never there but you loved me and showed me a way of love i had never seen before

i always want it to be you & ill never let you go.ill never stop loving you, forever and always.

had everything been different, i would've done anything to make it work now instead of settling on a forgotten marriage pact

Why did I love you?

ur always gonna be my favourite

ur gorgeous

You said we would try again so I’m still waiting

I would take you back just to let you hurt me again. I miss you.

how could you have jus left like that?

Why are u always hurting pp around u?

everyone said this was a bad idea and maybe they where right. but come back i miss you

I will always miss us.

Why tf did u have to kiss me? I held back for so long to not ruin us... and you don't even care.

You were the first time I felt passion, the first time a kiss meant something.

I think I love you

Why is it always me? Weird

sometimes the thought of you pops up in my head, and when it does i miss you again

I want to hate you for how you’ve destroyed me, but i know i’ll love you forever.

i wanted it to be you.