Unsent messages to D
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:38 pm UTC
remember when i would stare at you during class and you would always smile so politely. that was always so embarrassing
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:10 pm UTC
had everything been different, i would've done anything to make it work now instead of settling on a forgotten marriage pact
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:55 pm UTC
i don’t only miss what we had, but i miss you in general, i want you in my life... you were my happiness.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:19 am UTC
I miss seeing you smile. I miss hearing you laugh. You always made my day even tho you didn’t know it. I will never forgive myself for never really telling you how I feel. I feel your essences everywhere but I can’t seem to remember how you looked.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 9:35 am UTC
Hey i just feel like you don't how much you really hurt me when we broke up. When you broke up with me you took a humongous chunk out of me that isn't even 10% healed yet. (It's been 10 months btw). I just feel like i need closure on why we broke up because you kinda left me hanging in a very very dark place. I've never told anybody this but when you text me "I think we should break up" i actually fainted that's really how much i loved you to the point where i blacked out LMAOSOSA. But anyways i hope you're doing fine and well and ill always love you
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:38 am UTC
you will always have a special place in my heart. you were my first love and I regret nothing. I don't like telling the story from my point of view and saying I loved you because I know the reaction "no you didn't" or "you just liked him love is a strong word" I consider it as love because what I felt was my version of love and thank you for allowing me to feel all those different amazing and scary feelings for the first time. It was magical. So carefree and I'm sad our time had to end because you are one of the best things that's happened to me but I won't tell you that in person because I know you'll feel weirded out about it and I don't want to get embarrassed or get teased from you. it's been years that we've known each other and it's truly crazy because it hasn't felt that long. you always bring up that I stopped talking to you and was being fake for a year since we were in the same class and I never talked to you when you tried to or sum but since I can't tell you ill say it on here. that year, someone texted me saying you liked me again which had be stunned and confused and so while I was thinking of my feelings that same person said it was a joke and you knew about it. I was upset, and I know that's stupid to get mad for but it just reminded me of the other times you did that and hurt me and it annoyed me even more when you knew that my feelings used to be strong and didn't bother telling me that the person was joking around about that and you just let me believe it. I honestly wasn't planning on talking to you anymore until we rekindled our friendship after years and I couldn't be happier. I really missed you and I think that's why when I think about us being friends again it makes me emotional. not in a romantic way though don't worry. us being friends again made me happier than you can imagine. I feel so comfortable around you and I feel safe. when we talk I feel like I'm talking to me but in a boy form and I enjoy every conversation we have and it always brings a smile to my face. This time I'm not going to be stupid and let you go again. not in that way. even if my feelings aren't the same I still do love you but in a friend way and I'll always have a stupid soft spot for you so just know that I appreciate you so much and that you'll always have someone by your side whenever you need to talk or anything. my younger version would probably be heart broken by us just being friends but present me is content with how things are right now. thank you so much for being in my life and making it so much better. (ill never tell you that either because I really don't wanna make your head bigger than it already is from your ego.)
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:53 am UTC
hello i sorta kinda miss you ahahahahshdhasudhadpiabpibfpiwBFFBpibaviabhpiahbfpabhfpbpibafbhafbaspfbpifbbfipabfipbsfpibsfibsf i hope we can still be friends and things will be back to normal
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:12 am UTC
I don’t know if you are using me for my body or you actually care about me. Also I’m terrified ur still in love with ur ex.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:58 am UTC
If you just loved me. Gosh I hate you and love you. Fuck I only knew you for so little and you broke me
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:41 am UTC
i wish you couldv'e understood the way i felt about you, now because of you i dont know how i even feel anymore.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:17 am UTC
Im madly in love with you and words cant describe how I feel about you, I crave you, your voice makes me smile as I start to hyperventilate thinking about me and you. You are the reason I am alive, I wake up in the morning to see your name on my phone.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:11 am UTC
your love made me feel like nothing bad could happen.you got bored but i understand we were young but i just remember all the memories.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:02 am UTC
you ruined me, but in the best way possible. i wish we could be friends, but i wouldn't do that to myself.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:52 am UTC
I dont know what to say to you honestly. You broke my heart but also loved me at my worst. I hope everything was worth it, you lost the best thing you ever had.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:31 am UTC
Wow I thought your the one already, but i’m sorry that i left you without thinking about it first, but i guess your happy now, i know that you don’t need me anymore:)
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 3:35 am UTC
We're getting closer again, but you already left before. Don't leave, even if it's not love, you hold memories I don't want to say goodbye to.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 3:02 am UTC
i wish you cared for me as much as i care for you. I wish we could be more than friends. I love you, but you love her instead.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 12:38 am UTC
Sure it was annoying that you never smiled in pictures, but you smiled for me and that made me feel special.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 12:09 am UTC
sometimes it feels like everything i do with other people is wrong when youve done even worse things but i shouldnt worry abt that? at this point our patches are mentally draining
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 18, 2020, 12:08 am UTC
I’m sorry that I couldn’t communicate the way you wanted me to, even though I told you that’s one of my strongest faults...
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 17, 2020, 10:50 pm UTC
I am so sorry I messed up.. I was so insecure and didn’t know what to do. I wish I could turn back the time and tell you how much I liked you.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 17, 2020, 1:01 pm UTC
Hi. I love you. I just don't know how to tell you. But you make my day. Everything from your laugh to your babbling, i love it. i love you. One day, I'll tell you.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 15, 2020, 1:46 pm UTC
I knew that it was imposible, but anyway I chose to love you. Not like you. Thinking about you every day. I didn't want it to end like this.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 15, 2020, 3:41 am UTC
you were the first girl i really loved, and you dropped me like a fly. did you ever care? i hurt without you.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 14, 2020, 6:39 am UTC
it’s been almost 2 years. you’re different now, i’m different now, but i still think about all the memories we made together.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 14, 2020, 12:45 am UTC
i hate that i cant be without you, but you would rather hang with other people. our friendship is shit and it feels like everything is repeating, i hate you so so so much but i also need you.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 12, 2020, 5:46 am UTC
It's 1am and all I can feel is the empty air surrounding me— the space where your arms should be wrapped around my waist, and your chest pressed to mine.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 11, 2020, 9:33 am UTC
I am so sorry for treating you badly these two years, I really love you and wish that we remain friends. please talk to me ...
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 11, 2020, 5:50 am UTC
Up until now I believed that my purpose in life was to love him but never to be loved by him, I was meant to love him I was meant to meet him
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 10, 2020, 6:22 am UTC
You don’t know how much i love you. You really changed me I have tried to tell you multiple times and all you said was “okay”, now you blocked me on everything, thanks for changing me.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 9, 2020, 4:38 pm UTC
Siempre te he querido, pero desde que me hiciste daño no he podido quitarlo. Cuando volviste pensĂ© que todo iba a ir sobre ruedas, pero al final volviste a desaparecer. Y solo sacas conclusiones de mi, de que casi me acuesto con todas mis amitades... pero no es asĂ, solo te he querido a ti... pero tu no hablas, no te expresas y asĂ terminamos con el silencio comiendonos por dentro. Este si que será un ADIĂ“S para SIEMPRE!! creo que no vale la pena que siga insistiendo en quedar, en hablar si ya tu tienes a otra. Yo siempre te he dejado volar y que seas libre. Si nuestros vuelos se vuelven a juntar te dirĂ© hola.
Te quise.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 9, 2020, 5:11 am UTC
I wish you'd love me the way you love her. It hurts knowing you never will but I also want you to be happy and your happiness is not with me.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 9, 2020, 3:22 am UTC
sos mi alma gemelas, me darĂa tanta vergĂĽenza que sepas que te veo de otra manera, no es mala, pero quiero hacer miles de cosas con vos. vos me ves como tu mejor amiga, pero yo te quiero más que eso, amor. ilkook.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 9, 2020, 1:26 am UTC
I have the little house with the porch, the dog, the dream job, and the person to share it with...the person just isn’t you.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 8, 2020, 11:15 pm UTC
Ăłjala nunca se hubiera terminado, ya no puedo amar a nadie, despuĂ©s de ti se me hace difĂcil encontrar a alguien que valga la pena. Yo no quiero regresar contigo pero Ăłjala regresamos al pasado para disfrutarte un poquito más. Me rompiste más de 2 veces. AĂşn asĂ te agradezco porque me enseñaste que es el amor propio y no estar con alguien que solo te corta las alas y no te apoye en las cosas que quieres.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 8, 2020, 7:13 pm UTC
It hurts to know that I’ll never see you again, I wonder if you ever think of me? There was so much left unsaid.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 8, 2020, 2:17 pm UTC
I’ve never loved anyone as much as I love you. You taught me to love myself. Thank you. But you r toxic af. Bye
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 8, 2020, 2:34 am UTC
it still hurts. but i hope we find our way back to each other but if we don’t then i hope you find someone who makes you happy.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 7, 2020, 12:06 pm UTC
I miss you and wishy you could tell me if you like me too, it’s been ages and I still keep coming back to you no matter what
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 6, 2020, 11:09 am UTC
ojalá todo hubiese sido diferente entre tú y yo. te eché de menos. ahora sólo te deseo lo mejor. por cierto,
te sigo queriendo
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 5, 2020, 11:57 am UTC
You were the one to break up with me and now you say you still love me two months later, when I'm in a good place with someone else. Who's the "toxic" one here?
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 5, 2020, 5:18 am UTC
You weren't my first crush, but you felt different than the rest. I wonder if this gentle feeling you bring is what true love actually feels like. I love you beyond romance and infatuation. And you are more special than you are willing to believe. There is so much I want to say, but what I need to say is that I'm sorry. I simply can't risk my independence, even for someone as amazing as you...
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 4, 2020, 11:38 pm UTC
this is the color of your eyes. i miss looking into them. if only you weren't living half way across the country.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 4, 2020, 4:11 pm UTC
what we had was small, and yet it had consumed my entire life. i would feel nothing unless it came from you.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 4, 2020, 2:40 pm UTC
Listen, I’m not telling you to talk to me but at least would you please tell me why don’t you even look at me anymore?
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 3, 2020, 7:51 pm UTC
Ik I said I was over it and over u, but I’m so not. I’m still in love with u. I’ve tried going for other people but at the end of the day I get drawn back to u.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 3, 2020, 7:45 pm UTC
i’m in love with u, not her. ik your birthday and why u hate soup. seeing u two together tears me apart but i’m just ur best friend so i have to keep my mouth shut.
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 3, 2020, 5:02 am UTC
i've slowly forgotten all the little things, but ill never forget the way you made me feel when we first started talking
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 3, 2020, 12:37 am UTC
I’m so fucking in love with u, I’ve never felt like this before and I’m scared but u r still the best thing in my life, I love u
From: ABC
To: D
Date: November 2, 2020, 4:44 am UTC
if u could go back to before we met, would u do it again? do u ever wish we just never met and did what we did? because i think about it all the time
