you werent my first love but u were my biggest crush to this day. i never told u and i regret it. i miss the freind ship we used to have and youve changed. ur not who u used to be. its selfish of me for wanting u to change. but i miss u. a lot.

i used to be able to smell you when i went walking in the cold i did it everyday but i cant anymore. ill never forget the last time you looked into my eyes, from there on you looked straight through me like i was never there, like i never existed. i cant tell if i hate you or not, i really want to hate you, god please let me hate you.

You broke me entirely and completely but i still dont see a life without you. we never dated but i did fall in love with you , or maybe i didnt fall in love with you maybe i fell in love with how you treated me or the words you spoke to me ill never know but you caused me the most pain ive ever felt and yet i still want you in my life . were friends rn but ik thats all we'll ever be and not because you rejected me but because i wont allow myself to go through that heartbreak and misery again ill always hold you somewhere special in my heart but i know deep down were not right for each other and ive come to accept that and im fine with it

Me rompiste en pedazos y me hiciste sentir insegura sobre todo lo que hacía, solo espero que estés bien. Te deseo lo mejor, espero que aprendas a no jugar con los sentimientos de una persona.

Siempre quise saber qué me faltó y cuál fue la razón por la qué te fuiste sin darme una explicación. :(

it hurts me to see you with someone else. i wanna be with you forever. and i never say this to anyone so you need to know that your special to me but i loveyou:(

we spoke for the first time when i was drunk i think i gave off this bad impression. i promise you, you meant so much more to me. I just havent been myself

you made me feel like someone really cared about me at a time when i felt like no one did. i don’t know why you stopped talking to me (or why you later unadded me) and i’ll never know because i’ll never ask. i’m thankful that we seem to be on okay terms again just based off the group chat. thank you for caring for at least a small period of time when i really needed it.

"it takes grace to remain kind in cruel situations." one thing that i learned from our relationship was that sometimes its okay to be cruel too and that being kind wont always mean that good will come to you.

Ever since I met u I knew I couldn’t live without u. Even tho we no longer talk I still love u and will never stop loving me. U hurt me so bad but I forgive u, something inside of me could never be mad at u Xx

Lamento todos los días de mi vida el no haber valorado lo suficiente tu presencia en mi vida. Extraño hasta el último pedazo de tu existencia completa, pero merezco tu total ausencia por no ser capaz de darme cuenta de la pedazo de persona que tenía a mi lado. Te deseo lo mejor en la vida, aunque no sea a mi lado. Te quiero y te querré siempre, aunque nunca haya sido capaz de decírtelo :)

Do you remember how our eyes were shining when we met each other after a long time that's how my heart shines now because i can't see you anymore but my heart still remembers that feeling.

I miss you. Why you stop loving me . All the times you called me mamas and hugged me tight. I just . Ugh where did I go wrong .

If you would ever want something, you'll have to be the one taking initiative, my heart has shattered one too many times

Gracias por los buenos momentos que me hiciste pasar a veces me pongo a pensar si en verdad te guste o era la opción más cercana pero de alguna forma me volví dependiente de ti y actualmente estoy mejorando creo pero me gustaría contarte tantas cosas y compartir más momentos contigo. También comienzo a cuestionar ciertas actitudes que tuviste conmigo y no llego a nada quiero llegar al fin de todo esto y sacarme de dudas de una vez pero siento que si te escribo sería una molestia para ti después de todo ya tienes a otra persona y estoy feliz por ti espero que disfrutes mucho tu vida. Te cuidaré por siempre

Idk if this is just young stupid love or if it’s real. Because I can’t imagine anything better than this

hi d. I dont know if you'll see this or not. you fell asleep again and I yet again cannot sleep. lately I've been thinking about us quite deeply l o l and I found that I truly do love you with my whole heart and no one will ever come above you. you mean the absolute world to me and I never want to loose you. I just wanna see you man so badly and give you the biggest hug and tell you how much I love you in person. but I guess that's not possible atm. please never leave me

You showed me how I should be treated. I wish I had seen it then. If you gave me another chance, I’d never let go.

where do i even start? things change for a reason. we have memories but sometimes the memories are to painful to hang on to. it hurts not seeing your name pop up on my phone... or you just calling me because you missed me...im letting go of everything we have been through because it just hurts to much. i wish you well.

do you think about me like I think about you? do you cringe when you remember the things you regret saying to me?

whenever I try to remember what you look like, my mind goes blank. All I remember is how it made me feel when I saw you.

everytime you ask to see me, i always hope it’s for more than my body and that maybe this time i’m good enough for you again. i never am

Stranger, that's all I see
When I look into your eyes
A soulmate who wasn't meant to be
Stranger, who knows all my secrets
Can pull me apart and break my heart
A soulmate who wasn't meant to be

You knew that i was still there and u kept making it seem like u were coming back but after the first time i said no because i was scared u were gone and u should have never come back because every time u do i think it’s different and it never is and we both know it will never work.

I don't think about you anymore. Hope you're happier than you were with me, you deserved to be happy.

always smelled your shirts when you were away. even the smell you left on your pillow, today your skin brushes mine and I merge with the universe. without being able to stop looking at your eyes and your lips. fuck?

I never said anything, because it would have ruined everything. But everytime you joked about us, I almost confessed. If you'd have asked, I would have said yes.

Te extraño demasiado, han pasado ya casi dos años de la ruptura y no dejo de pensar que solo me siento cómoda, amada y yo misma contigo. Iría por ti pero lo intenté hace tiempo y siento que ya me cerraste las puertas de tu vida, ¿cómo se supera al amor de tu vida? Me siento triste, nos faltó tanto por vivir juntos.

you ruined my life. i had so much more to do. so many people left to explore but you took that away from me. and you dont even care. you never did. you lied and took advantage of me. youre the reason im scared to be with someone again.

saw you from a distance for the first time since u kissed my bsf, all the suppressed feelings arose, y do I miss u still tho

You're a piece of shit. I don't know exactly what happened to you, but you'll never understand hell. All thanks to you. Leave me alone, please.

i’m not trying to be boring, i’m just afraid you’ll leave and the thought of that scares me. i don’t know if you actually feel the same or if you’re just bored. But you call me boring and put up with it. i just don’t know if you’re worth it bc maybe i’m just used to being treated badly. my “ex” put me through way more than you. but you and i aren’t labeling what we have. in my last relationship i got cheated on with 8 other girls. i still regret lowering my standards for that boy. i just don’t want you to make me feel the same.

It sucks because all I want to do is run to you. Driving past today literally broke my heart. I can see the hate in your eyes. I am sorry.

i wish i could be mad that you lead me on, but i just want the hurt to be over so i can talk to you again without wanting to cry

someone moved into your house.
i dream about you still, make it stop. don't make it stop. my heart or my head, take both, they're yours anyway

why can’t i love you the way i used to? our relationship is the same thing over and over. you’ve changed. not in a bad way, but not in a good way. you figure out what i like and repeatedly do it over and over. i get sick of it. i’m not gonna tell you that though because if i do you’ll never do it again

I wish that i was better for you in the beginning, it’s sad to think about what could have been with better timing and now i’m left wondering

I thought being yours would make me happy but turns out I thought wrong! Being without you made me realise I was happy on my own

i want to kiss you again just to see if it's still magic. it's been almost 3 years and i still think of you daily.

i want to kiss you just to see if it's still magic. it's been almost 3 years and i still think of you daily.
A.

I am in love with you. But you are in love with him. You want him. You need him. It will always be him. I wish it was me.

i’m happy for u that you reached acceptance (with us) i’m just sad it didn’t take you that long to reach it

Watching the sun rise in your sweatshirt while singing along to our favorite songs will forever be my favorite memory. I wonder where that boy went. Hopefully one day hell come back to me...

you make me cry for hours and then respond seven hours later and I forget that I felt anything at all. why?

Its going to be Valentine's day next month. Remember last Valentine's day? It was the best one I've ever had. I wish I could relive that day. I don't know how to move on because I know we can't be together and that you don't love me anymore but I will forever love you. Its been really hard without you. I'm trying to get past it but it just seems like I can't. I'm gonna miss you this Valentine's day. I hope you are happy. I hope you are with someone new. I wish only the best to you even after what you did. I love you. Good bye.

from the first day we met and when we first laid eyes on each other along the school corridor.

we both felt there is a bond between the both of us. I don't regret any single thing we had between us.

the only i think we both regretted was not confessing and be honest we each other on how we are feeling.

H

I fucking hate you. You broke me and made me scared of everything fuck you for trying to take it away from me but lucky I had someone to heal me.

Idk if I want you to tell me you’re infatuated with me, or if I just want you to push me up against a wall and kiss me.

I can’t believe I listened to you when you said I was different. you broke my heart. enjoy life asshole

I really need you in my life but you do not care anymore and you did not think about me the way i did about you