Unsent messages to D

I don’t really know what I did to make you break up with me but I still think about you every day hoping that you’ll text me back

I wish you would have taken me seriously. It hurt so bad that you didn't care. All I needed was for you to acknowledge my feelings-- you couldn't even do that much.

I miss you. I don't know why, you were nothing but the bare minimum but I saw the potential growth in you. You could have been, we could have been everything.

i'm sorry for not being able to say this to u but, I like you. i rlly rlly do. i hope you feel the same way too but I'm scared bc I also don't wanna lose our friendship

you replaced me. we were talking for 2.5 years n u replaced me in a sec for my friend that u knew for 3w shes ur n1 now

i left you and still even after months it kills me when i hear your name. you gave me no choice but to leave and i always wonder what could of been if you changed like you promised me

I still love you fgs, and I don’t think I’ll ever be able to forget you, the way you held my hands, the way you made me feel safe, appreciated and happy.

I want to hate you so much but I can’t because you’ve ruined love for me,I hope you find happiness with her now

those sunny days bring a tear to my eye. i love you since day one, even if you don't love me back. i wish i could just erase my memories but even thinking about it makes me wanna cry. i don't wanna live in a reality where you're not in. i just wish you were mine please

You made me feel so alive
For that, I thank you all the time
For that, I think about you all the time
I am pathetically in love with you and you have no idea

i didnt know you were suffering too. you always helped me but i was so selfish and didnt even check up on you.i hate myself for it

i can still feel your hands where i didn't want them. i wish you stopped when i said no but instead you broke me.

I just wanted to tell you that I love the way you look at me in class and I love the way you speak with me

remember when we were watching the stars under a full moon in the middle of an empty field. there hasn't been a day where it hasn't crossed my mind. what happened between us that night ?

no matter how hard i distract myself, i always end up thinking of you. you make me smile so fucking hard

I never fall. Not like this. But I fell for you hard. I wish you chose me. A day doesn't go by where I don't think about you. Thinking about what we could be if you chose me. But now I'm sitting here convincing myself that I shouldn't want someone that doesn't want me. Still quietly hoping we cross paths once again.

I lost myself when you left. I miss you. I have never felt the way I did for you with anyone else. you left with no explanation. I don't understand why.

How do you call someone your dream girl, your everything and the love of your life...and then leave them for someone else?

I think I knew you were going to hurt me one day... I’ve never wanted to be wrong about something so badly.

You made me fall in love once and I swore to myself to never love you again, and then you did it again

no sabes lo mucho que te extraño, no sabes lo mucho que mi corazón te anhela bonita pero solo espero que tú estés bien aunque así te vez... bien

I love you so much even if you can‘t love me back. At this point i knew it would be the best to let you go because my love can only hold you up and bring me down.

You lied. You said you weren’t like the other guys. You’re just like all of them, maybe worse.
you said you wouldn’t hurt me. Then why am I crying at 2 AM, wondering where we went wrong. You hurt me worse than anyone else

i’m still mad at you for what you did to me. but i’m happy that you’re happy now, you two are genuinely cute together and i wish you the best.

vorrei solo dirti che nei tuoi occhi ci vedo l’intero universo. Che mi ci perdo tutte le volte. Ed è come se riuscissi a leggere ogni parte di me, come se riuscissi a prendere il mio cuore e leggere completamente la mia anima. Tutte le volte che mi guardi è come se ti sentissi dentro. Come se tu riuscissi a vedere ogni mia insicurezza e ogni mio segreto.

You don't know how much I was in love, I was madly in love with u. Only after 3 years I realized you are my first love and you'll always be. Now that girl that I know well is living my past dream. She's living with you, in a new house, far away from everyone and everything, in an amazing city. And yes, I'm a little bit jealous but my destiny is different.

You are a piece of shit. You use me and forget about me until there is no one else to turn to. FUCK YOU

Why does it seem so easy for someone else to get to your heart, while i tried so many times without success? I just hoped fate would go a little more easy on me, but that doesn't seem to be the case

I never thought there would be a day that I had to piece together your facial features in my mind because I forgot what you look like. Today's that day.

I fucking hate you. You broke me and made me scared of everything fuck you for trying to take it away from me but lucky I had someone to heal me.

you make me cry for hours and then respond seven hours later and I forget that I felt anything at all. why?

I wish that i was better for you in the beginning, it’s sad to think about what could have been with better timing and now i’m left wondering

someone moved into your house.
i dream about you still, make it stop. don't make it stop. my heart or my head, take both, they're yours anyway

i wish i could be mad that you lead me on, but i just want the hurt to be over so i can talk to you again without wanting to cry

i’m not trying to be boring, i’m just afraid you’ll leave and the thought of that scares me. i don’t know if you actually feel the same or if you’re just bored. But you call me boring and put up with it. i just don’t know if you’re worth it bc maybe i’m just used to being treated badly. my “ex” put me through way more than you. but you and i aren’t labeling what we have. in my last relationship i got cheated on with 8 other girls. i still regret lowering my standards for that boy. i just don’t want you to make me feel the same.

whenever I try to remember what you look like, my mind goes blank. All I remember is how it made me feel when I saw you.

do you think about me like I think about you? do you cringe when you remember the things you regret saying to me?

If you would ever want something, you'll have to be the one taking initiative, my heart has shattered one too many times

Siempre quise saber qué me faltó y cuál fue la razón por la qué te fuiste sin darme una explicación. :(

Me rompiste en pedazos y me hiciste sentir insegura sobre todo lo que hacía, solo espero que estés bien. Te deseo lo mejor, espero que aprendas a no jugar con los sentimientos de una persona.

cambiaste toda la perspectiva de mis cosas, por tu culpa ya no soy la misma persona y jamas te diste cuenta de eso.

Tu estabas con el mientras yo te miraba y anhelaba desde lejos y nunca te diste cuenta que mi amor era algo más allá de lo que cualquiera podria darte, querida D

It‘s just one month until you‘re leaving and I’ve never felt so safe with anyone as I did with you. I wish you would stay and things could work out. Hopefully our paths will cross one day again.
Already missing you, A

i wish you liked me back. i play it off as if it was a small crush but i really hoped it wouldve worked out.

I still love you like the first day, but weren't mean to be. The sunflowers always will remind me of you

Same place at the same time on the same day ... you don't even know how much i am connected to your soul

I always loved the way your eyes curved first, before the corners of your mouth pinched into a smile. It was unlike anything else to watch.

When you cheated I used your toothbrush to clean my toilet .. I guess I was abit psycho like you said.

You are my first "I love you" and the first time I feel so stupid because you cheated on me. Congratulations.

I hate that you smoke, I hate that you drink, I hate how you don't reply, and I hate how you don't care.