i can't wrap my mind around the fact that last week we were talking about our future and laughing together, yet yesterday you told me you didn't love me anymore. I miss you so much zach. i love you.

You probably will never read this but I think I'm in love with you and you couldn't care less about me

i love you, and i still love you, and i know you still love me, but some love can't be expressed in a way that is 'direct-to-sender', so i'm sending this out into the universe in hopes that, one day, it'll find its way back into a small home in the mountains with the same love in it.

you lied to me
you betrayed me and everything we had
you left me three days after Valentine's day
three days after promising we'd grow old together
you then bullied me as if breaking my heart wasn't bad enough
so fuck you
fuck you
fuck you fuck you

I'm sorry that I never communicated. I wish I could change the past. I'm glad that we're still friends, but you will always have that place in my heart.

I cat wait until we see eachother. I overthink a lot but i think seeing you would be a whole lot better.

dear zach thank you for being the light at the end of the tunnel you changed my perspective on life so much

I’m truly free from hurt.. but sometimes during the day, I remember what it felt like to be sobbing at the bottom of my shower for 2 hours.. those feelings remind me that I’m worth more than what you gave.

thank you. thank you for showing me your worst sides so that i could bring out my truest self. i hate you for how you treated me but i thank you for making me realize my true worth.

I loved you a lot, but i think i started to love you less once i realized your weren’t the person i thought you were

Thank you for everything you taught me about myself. I wish things went the way I wanted, but maybe it was better they didn’t.

We facetimed tonight. I had so much fun. Enjoyed every second of it actually. It's almost like I could talk to you or HOURS but i cant because you have to go to sleep early because you have to go to the gym. When you leave, im sitting here, typing these, and crying my eyes out.

I met someone new. He is perfect. But he isn’t you. I’m scared I’ll live my whole life wondering what could’ve been. I’ll never tell you this though. I’ll just continue pretending I’m ok with just being friends.

You shattered my heart into a million pieces but if I could I’d do it all over again just to have another moment with you

i really wish you would live closer but you live on the other side of the world. i wish you would come and see me and i wish i could actually show you my love and not over facetime. i love you so much and always will

i love you so much i would to long distance. even though we both agreed that wasn’t an option. that’s the only time i’ve lied to you.

I'm married now and think about you less and less. I'm not sure I understand the imprint you left on me.

For the guy who showed me i could love. For the guy who showed i could be loved. For the guy who showed me what love meant. For the guy who gave meaning to that stupid word. I hate u for taking the love from me. But i know u hate yourself for that even more.
So it's ok. I love you

I didn’t know that one person could make me so happy too bad I have already accepted that you will never feel the same about me.

idk why i always come back to this site but hi. theres a lot of girls who have had their hearts broken by zachs lmao. kinda wish i could delete the other one i wrote ab u, its very much cringey and everytime i think ab it, i convulse and scream internally. anyways, i genuinely hope you are okay. you know, we had a pretty weird relationship in a very uncertain time. i really thought that i was ready for a that thing ppl call love, that i was mature enough and had the best intentions. my view of love was so fairytale like that it was very unfair. i had to take an honest look at myself and realize im no angel. the things i felt were issues between us were reflections of my own insecurities and had nothing to do with you. it was all me. i dont blame you, you did the best that you could in the circumstances we were presented with. i’ll always have a soft spot in mi cold dead heart for u. just want you to be happy man. thanks for everything and for making me realize that theres still good in the world.
onwards

You were a really shity person. You made me feel embarrassed about myself. you manipulated me. You fucked me up more than you know.

I.. still miss you. I hate admitting this since it’s been a while, but you never fail to cross my mind. I wish I could go back in time to just spend a few more moments in your arms. You were the only person to make me as happy as you did, and yet when you left, everything fell to shambles. I would never tell you this to guilt trip you, because I truly want you to be happy. I know you left because it wouldn’t have been fair to me to stay when you went to college. You found distance, and that’s okay.
I think I’ll always love you, and it’s understandable if I don’t hold the same place in your heart. I hope you remember me, I really do. I feel foolish for how often I think about you, but you’re the best person I’ve had the privilege of being with. You set the bar astronomically high, and I still struggle with moving on. I haven’t been able to even form a crush on anyone, but I know I need to focus on myself too. I don’t know how the future will play out, but I’m content with having finally experienced genuine, healthy love. You were my person at the time, and the only one I’ve felt such a strong soul connection to.
I hope you find nothing but joy and satisfaction in your life.
Thank you for giving me a reason to push forward those two years we were together.
You’re so talented, please don’t overthink yourself into an endless pit. You’ll get where you want to be eventually, and I admire you for your hard work.
I still find aspects of you in me, and where I am now. But, the way I miss you is like how an old friend misses their platonic companion. My heart still aches, but that’s alright. I’ve accepted that.
I just want you to be happy and do the right thing for yourself.
I wish you all the best, Spider.

I loved you, and i dont know why. You treated me like shit and led me on. But ill always love you. We are friends now and i wouldnt date you again but for some reason....i love you.

I put time and effort into you, and all I got back was you just using me as a distraction cause I wasn't the girl you really wanted.

i lowkey wish you would’ve never been stolen from us :( i wonder how things would be, miss ya old friend

i asked to know if you wanted me to go. i'm done trying, you really don't love me like i loved you.

why not me

i love you my baby.I hope you know that

I will always love you, but we've grown to different.

you shaped my music taste now i cant listen to any metal the same anymore

Im happier now, I think of you often. Always wishing the best for you, even though i wouldnt go back

I wonder if we’ll come back to each other I miss you a lot

We first met abt a year ago today. It makes me sad we don’t talk anymore.

You are my soul tie too, i wish i could tell you how i feel

I still love you, I’m sorry.I hope you’re successful, I knew you would be.My mom still talks abt you

The world isn't the same without you. I miss you sweet boy

you rly messed me up. ur the only person i keep coming back to and it hurts. but i dont wanna hurt u

It’s been 9 months. I know you wrote to me here. I wish things could have been different. I’m sorry.

Me and u

It wasn’t the only draft.

Leave me be, and move on. I don't love you anymore.

How could you? I’ll never look at the world the same.

we’re now at the point where you no longer make me feel like your girlfriend. ur childish not mature

Why did you have to go and do that? Really.

If having a relationship is too much for you then lmk

I can’t wait to meet our baby girl
I was so scared to tell u but seeing u light up was magic

i dont think ill ever stop loving you and im scared.

I will always love you and her and our memories together, my family

i cant even tell you how much i love you. i cant wait to spend the rest of our lives together

is it bad i wished u were the one writing my posts?