aight so fuck you for leading me on for ages when i was dumb and younger than you and i was expecting a fairy tale - i thought we were meant to be lol. also fuck you for moving issy after we stopped talking that was whack... but other than that yeh i still think ab you lmfao and my mum rlly liked you idiot

I should have asked you out that day. I’ll never find out what your answer would have been and I wish I knew. I wish you would tell me.

I don’t know what love is. But when I’m with you I feel different. You will never see this but I wish you did. I wish I knew how you feel.

I fell for you way too quickly because you made me feel safe. I know it didn't mean that much to you, and I don't hold that against you. I still miss your eyes.

Zach. Honestly I love you, but you need to realize your not the only one with problems. You constantly leave me. You'll unfriend me without a reason. I know you'll come back. You always do, it hurts every time. I'm getting more used to it but every time, it hurts. You constantly call me names and hurt my feelings. I've told my mom about you. She's convinced i like you and i constantly tell her i don't. My dad told me he likes seeing me happy because i was smiling while texting you. Your one of the only people i've met that are nice with my siblings. I love you and every small detail about you. I love that you make me happy. I love you.

every time i see you, i remember everything we did when we was together, and imagine what it would be like if we was still together

there’s so much i want to say to you. i wrote you a long long letter that i will never deliver to you. maybe i’ll burn it. it’s hard to let go

I’m sorry. What I said and how I acted was wrong. I’m happy for you. It’s good that you moved on, I just wish you didn’t lie to me about her.

I'm doing better now, and you've become a stranger to me. But I still wish to hear from you every now and then.

Sometimes I think of what could have been. We had spent so much time together, oblivious to our feelings. I was so naive. I wish you would come back.m

i hate you, thats kinda all i have to say, you broke me and made me feel like shit and the fact that you cheated on me with my bsf?! wow and then on top of that when we broke up you had the nerve to leak my nudes and cheat on oriana by asking me for more nudes your literally trash how tf has nobody called you out yet i should tell your mom wtf you did to me, you only used me for my body not my love all you want is to lose your virginity so you can talk about it with your racist friends,when i was with you i felt like nothing you put me in such i bad headspace to where im in a deep depression and its all your fucking fault, i hate you so much you never told me you loved me EVER and ya know i was dumb enough to let it slide when i shoulnt have. i wish i never met you tbh... i hope sombody puts you in your place one day

i love you so much. you actually mean the world to me and i’m so happy i met you. i would’ve never expected to get this far w you and i’m so lucky i did. i love you so much

hey loser, i know I’ve said everything I needed to, but to our not so surprise... you’re still never off my mind. I love you and you know that. I’m always going to love you no matter what, and I wish you could say the same. Even if we never really talk despite how much we want to try to it never works and that’s okay. It sucks that I feel deeper than you did. Though you’ve never actually hurt me and we never actually got together I love you. I wish we had been something, but it’s okay that we weren’t we were still young. Thank you for all the lessons I’ve learned and am still learning from loving you. I don’t know if we’ll be something in the future but who knows. As of right now you’re the one that got away; the right person wrong time type of thing. You hold the most special place in my heart. Even if it broke me to pieces to know you’ve moved on in still so happy for you. I wish you’ll find someone special. Hopefully one day we can just laugh together and talk as friends because you mean the world to me and I wish you could be in my life. Haha I know we still see each other and it’s weird sometimes, but that’s okay. Whether I see you, won’t see you, mad, sad, happy, good, bad, or whatever it be you’re the treasure my heart found. As of now we’re distant, but hey that’s okay... I can love you from the distance too if that’s what’s best :)

I wish you'd realize how much you hurt me. But no matter how much you do, I'll always go back to you.

i know you don't feel the same abt me, but i feel like you're perfect for me and we'd work and i cant stop thinking abt you

i used brown so this would stand out. how can i make you mine though we got out whole life in front of us?

it’s 5am and i’m crying. i miss how you used to care. i wish i didn’t take it for granted. i’m sorry that i never showed you how much i truly cared about you. truth is, it scared me because i cared too much. i still care. the love i have for you scares me. i don’t know how to show you that love. i’m sorry if i made you feel like i didn’t love you. i did. i do. i wish i could restart and do things differently to show you that i do care. i care so much. i’m sorry for not showing it sooner. but now you don’t care about me anymore. i guess it’s my fault for pushing you away so i’m sorry. i re read our old texts everyday. i miss you. so much. i’m so so sorry. i miss your voice. i wish you would just call. i look for you in everyone else. i can’t move on. they aren’t you. please text me or call me. please show me you care again.. if you even see this at all.

Our love was a surprise but so strong we were the same in everyway, two peas in a pod. but you left me.

and to think i would have been good enough for you. it makes me so mad you only wanted my body but fuck dude, i'm in love with you. it's you and it always has been you and it always will be you. every time you're around i can't help but get lost in your eyes and it sickens me because you'll only ever care about getting lost between my thighs. please. please give me a chance. sooner rather than later. please.

I still think about you everyday. I still wish you would have loved me. Not a day goes by that I don’t feel pain from you falling out of love with me, why wasn’t I enough?

I don’t understand how I cannot stop thinking of you. I just want to be happy in a relationship, but I always wind up losing my feelings for them because the voice in the back of my head is still rooting for me to be with you. I’ve known you for four years, and told you how I felt at least once every year... Except for this one, because now, my best friend is on your arm. You never told me how you felt! You’d tease me and wink at me, but when I ask for you to explain what it’s all supposed to mean, you go silent. Why couldn’t you answer me? I try so hard to pretend I’m happy for the two of you, but it hurts. It hurts so much. I love you so much, and I can’t see myself being happy with anyone but you. Not even the therapy can help me, and it fucking sucks! Just answer me! Do you like me? Yes or no? One word. One answer. It’s not that hard. You could’ve at least told me no before you started dating my best friend. I can’t even be near the two of you at the same time without having to bottle up my tears. Why wouldn’t you answer me?

I wish things could've turned out different. I wish you could understand why we ended. I'll never forget you or the impact you had on my life. Thank you for everything. Make the next girl happier. Time to let go.

next time, when you don’t like someone anymore, just tell them. please. it’s a lot better if you just tell them instead of pretending like you still do. don’t waste someone’s time. -you know who it’s from :)

even tho we are REALLY different, I love you. Even if you not don't live me back. Even if we have to stay as friends. I LOVE YOU.

I want you to know how much you mean to me. Whenever I am with you all my problems go away. You bring me so much happiness without even realizing. You don’t have a single flaw. I hope someday you see me the same way I see you. :)

you took a piece of me that i can never get back.. and you left with it pretending like you didn’t break me.

i never told you how you saved me, and that’s a lot coming from someone who never wanted to be saved.

Please don't let this be the end of our story, there is still so much magic to be written. It no longer is about my fairytale, it's our fairytale.

I still think the reason you left me is because I wasn’t good enough. I gave you the world. I did everything for you. You have left me in pieces, hating myself. I want to hate you but I can’t. I miss you. After everything you put me through. I miss you.

fuck you your the fakest person i’ve ever met, i can’t believe i let you talk shit abt me behind my back. that’s right, i fucking knew all a long but it doesn’t matter right? cuase i’m just a bitch

i really do think that we had no reason to fall in love. it was stupid and shouldnt be called out for. i trusted you with all the things i told you. i vented to you about personal things that i regret telling you. you probably dont think about me at all. im just happy that im over you. i will never give you another chance again.

i feel sick thinking about you now. i want to text you because you were always the person i'd go to but now i can't and it hurts

as much as it hurts not to talk to you, i want to block your number because im scared you'll text me because i know i'd answer

I liked you more than you liked me. I thought we had something special. i felt something and I know you did too. I felt something with you that I've never felt with any other guy. i guess the timing was wrong. maybe we'll meet each other again someday.

Sometimes I wonder if you truly like me or if you just enjoy my attention. I genuinely hope you like me.

you made me feel like the only person in the world but then you left for no reason with no explanation except for telling e you cant love me anymore and that really broke me

i’m not even upset we didn’t workout anymore. you’re a selfish, manipulative liar and you’ve hurt me far too many times. i’m done

I love you still and i miss you more than anything i miss what we had and i’m sorry that’s we both messed it up

I still talk to you in hope that you will come back one day. You will always have a special place in my heart and I just wish you cared about me as much as I cared about you.

i know why you push me away.. and i get it. but please come back. i can’t stop thinking about you.
shelby

hey so i’m not really sure why i’m writing this but here we go. idk if you were my first love but you definitely are now. zach, i just want to date you and be in a happy relationship with you. you don’t seem to like me but i am praying we will find our way to eachother. please just please let this be true

i am jealous i’m really jealous, but i don’t ever want to tell you that i’m jealous because you’d think less of me. how do i ever put it out there that i want you to be mine? i just want our relationship to not feel so one sided.

i get that we aren’t supposed to be together, we aren’t good for each other. but fuck what if we could be?

You were my first. I still think about you every day. I hate that you're in my head, don't know if it would be better for you to die or for me to get the chance to talk to you again. You broke me and then made me out to be a horrible person. I can't forgive you for that no matter how much I want to

Idk you make my feelings go crazy and confused. You act like you care about me but am not sure if your really do?

you showed me every aspect of love. the good,the bad, the pain, the happiness all of it. i will always love you.

if you're actually looking at this website, which i doubt you are, look up your middle name instead. i dont think you've written me a note though. you must be over me while im still holding on.

I wish that you would’ve given us more of a chance. I understand why you didn’t. But every relationship is complicated. I just wish we could’ve tried. Because it’s so hard to move on when you’re stuck with thinking what could’ve been.

I know this is supposed to be for your first love but i don’t love you at all.. well not anymore at least. I kinda hate you now and idk how to look at you the same. My mind is going fucking insane trying to figure out if you like me or if i was just there for a short good time. I was just thinking about how you are different from the other guys but then you pull that shit. fuck you.

you came out of nowhere when i was in a bad headspace and got me out of there. i am so thankful for you. you may have had a moment where you didn't seem to care as much about me, but now you are back to how you were when we first started talking and i am so much happier