From: ABC
To: You
Date: December 6, 2020, 1:24 am
when did you decide that you didn’t want to do things for better and for worse?
how long did you think about breaking up with me before we finally did?
why didn’t you ever communicate that you weren’t feeling as good? in our relationship or otherwise? why did you feel like it was okay to just never communicate unless you had an issue with me?
when did you decide that you didn’t want to work through things with me?
have you even started to get better mentally or did you just get rid of me and keep the same habits?
how long did you stay with me after you stopped loving me?
did it really hurt you that you hurt me or is that just something you said to either make me feel worse or better?
did you admit to yourself that you still miss your ex after we broke up? or did you just have that thought permanently? was I a rebound that just lasted too long?
do you think you’ll ever miss me the way you missed your ex for the duration of our entire relationship?
do you think that I was ever enough?
did you think about being with someone else while you were with me for the whole relationship or just the majority?
did you think the way you got touchy with other girls when you got drunk was okay or did you know it was bad seeing as I waited up for you and took care of you afterwards every single time and just decided to do it anyway because you didn’t care or didn’t think it mattered because I wasn’t there to see it anyway?
did you make plans for the future knowing that you were about to break up with me or did you just wake up one morning and decide that none of it mattered anymore?
do you regret it?
