Unsent messages to THOMAS
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: October 13, 2023, 2:29 am UTC
It hurts me, and there’s nothing i can do but sit and watch hopelessly
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: October 12, 2023, 3:30 am UTC
i hope you know you have the prettiest smile ever
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: October 12, 2023, 2:59 am UTC
i was serious u know, about that farm in a quiet city up north, with a peaceful life.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: October 11, 2023, 8:05 pm UTC
I can’t help the way my body reacts to your presence even tho it won’t ever work
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: October 10, 2023, 11:44 pm UTC
rmr the butterfly curtain at the hotel? our story is like them: a shortlife but some passionate days
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: October 4, 2023, 2:49 am UTC
I loved you as a best friend but not as more, we ruined us by trying to be something we're not.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: October 3, 2023, 5:48 pm UTC
I love you so much, we’ll make it work this time
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: September 25, 2023, 2:50 am UTC
i'm so sorry. i'd do anything to get you to want me again
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: September 21, 2023, 12:14 am UTC
As much as i wish i didn’t care, you’re all i can think about.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: September 17, 2023, 1:44 pm UTC
what i said wasn’t true i just wanted you to leave me alone.. stay blocked this time please. ily.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: September 5, 2023, 9:08 am UTC
I’ve always loved you and always will. I miss you more than anything when you’re not with me
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: August 30, 2023, 9:59 pm UTC
I wish you could reject me already before I do it first.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: August 27, 2023, 11:39 pm UTC
idk why you left :( did i do something wrong or what man
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: August 25, 2023, 12:41 am UTC
I wonder if u randomly think abt me how i randomly think abt u.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: August 18, 2023, 10:07 pm UTC
I will always love you. you’re the one i will always want.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: August 4, 2023, 6:46 pm UTC
all my love could never bring you home
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: August 2, 2023, 2:42 am UTC
I loved you for six years and you didn’t care.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: August 2, 2023, 1:58 am UTC
i’ll always be inlove with you even if i meant nothing to you
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: July 28, 2023, 7:26 am UTC
Life doesn’t feel worth living without u here
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: July 28, 2023, 12:47 am UTC
I wish I could've stayed sober to rectify our friendship
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: July 23, 2023, 9:23 pm UTC
I hope u love her the way you should have loved me
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: July 23, 2023, 7:38 pm UTC
you've held my heart for months and you've kept it so safe
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:52 pm UTC
i’m so grateful and i’m so scared to love you
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: January 18, 2021, 12:02 pm UTC
I hate to admit it but I actually did love you or maybe I still do, I'm not even sure anymore. I hate to admit that I even loved. But, like my friend always said, "no matter how much you might hate him, you will always have a special place for him in your heart." And I do, you will always have a special place in my heart wether I like it or not. Always.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: January 18, 2021, 7:08 am UTC
i wish i would've just opened up instead of leaving. i was just scared. i miss you. i know we’re meant to be and one day we’ll find our way back to each other.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: January 17, 2021, 8:27 am UTC
for the short amount of time we knew each other, I was still in love. it was toxic. I couldn't breathe. but i still managed to see every good thing about you. i love you always.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: January 14, 2021, 8:48 am UTC
i'm sorry how things ended with us. But please forgive yourself. you deserve it.
just remeber the purple rain
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: January 13, 2021, 6:21 am UTC
Me mirabas como siempre lo soñé,me demostraste cuánto soy capaz de amar y me enseñaste sin querer,a amar con todo el alma. Todavía recuerdo tu risa y siento tus brazos rodeandome. Extraño y necesito tus abrazos todo el tiempo,esos que sin decir nada te hacían creer que todo iba a estar bien. Espero que desde el cielo te acuerdes de mí,porque te amé cada segundo que compartimos. Gracias por enseñarme de amor y por hacerme sentir enorme. Te amo toda esta vida y si hay más,te amaré en todas las que existan.
Para siempre,tu chinita,tu Teté.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: January 12, 2021, 3:16 am UTC
I don’t even know where to begin. You hurt me. You broke my heart and shattered my soul. I cared for you so much. Every morning, when the sun came up and showered us with it’s beautiful orange light, I thought of your face smiling down at me. Every night, when the stars came out and the moon graced us with its presence, I thought of the way you would hold onto me when you fell asleep ever so peacefully. I didn’t know you for long, but I felt more for you in 3 months than I did for anyone else in all my years of living. I know I am still young, but sometimes I can’t help but think our short, beautiful time together is all I will ever have. We had a lot of great memories together and you made me feel so much. Hell, you even made me fall in love with the color orange. But for the longest time, I tore myself apart because of something that happened to inconvenience you. You were so sweet, but you were so goddamn selfish. If I were given the chance to go back to us, I know I would’ve jumped at it. But I’ve finally realized that I deserve more. At some point you were my everything. But now, you are nothing to me but a distant memory. I pity the person you have become. You use to be so bright-eyed and genuine. When I look at you now, I see an empty shell of a man, and that’s so fucking sad. I hope one day you realize that you’re not the person you pretend to be, that you’re capable of so much. But I refuse to let myself hang onto your ghost in hopes that I will be the one to fix you. I know now that it’s foolish to believe such trivial things. Please, for your own sake, grow up. All I could ever want for you is true happiness, even if it’s not with me. Take care of yourself, baby boy.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: January 11, 2021, 10:40 pm UTC
What made you fall out of love with me that night. Too many arguments, what a lie. Why did you hurt me so much. I have so many questions, why can't you let me have peace. Why can't you let someone who did so much for you have love again alone. I did everything. Goodbye.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: January 11, 2021, 11:49 am UTC
the day i knew i loved you was the day you held me in your arms as i cried into your chest, completely soaking your favourite shirt. we didn't say anything, but i knew it from then on. i knew you didn't love me when you talked about her the way i talk about you, when you looked at her the way i look at you. my heart will always yearn for yours. i love you
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: January 11, 2021, 7:39 am UTC
My heart burns with love for you, I just can’t express it right and you’re slipping from my grasp. My heart turns cold.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: January 11, 2021, 7:22 am UTC
I wonder if you wear the bracelet I made you anymore. I still read my old journal. I know what I did was right, but I wonder what I lost sometimes.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:54 am UTC
why can't you love me the way you loved her. why can't you show me the same let alone better affection like you did with her. why can't i get the paragraphs. am i not enough? am i not her?
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:54 am UTC
I know you were forced to end things. Our story is still left unfinished.... maybe one day we can finish it.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: January 10, 2021, 6:46 pm UTC
you broke me. you broke me until there was barely enough to put back together. even so, i still love you.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: January 10, 2021, 2:48 pm UTC
I was hoping for you to message me first and I’m still waiting, but I think this just proves what I’ve been afraid of all this time.
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: January 9, 2021, 11:10 pm UTC
You’re horrible. you took so much of my life and screwed it up. i hate you so much, and i can’t wait to see how your best friend treats me. take the L, bitch
From: ABC
To: Thomas
Date: January 9, 2021, 9:42 pm UTC
im sorry i fucked up. i always wonder how different my life would be if i didnt. i miss u but i know u dont miss me and thats okay. take it easy.
