I hate you. You've ruined so much for me, you took everything from me. You will always have control over me and I hate it.

Me mirabas como siempre lo soñé,me demostraste cuánto soy capaz de amar y me enseñaste sin querer,a amar con todo el alma. Todavía recuerdo tu risa y siento tus brazos rodeandome. Extraño y necesito tus abrazos todo el tiempo,esos que sin decir nada te hacían creer que todo iba a estar bien. Espero que desde el cielo te acuerdes de mí,porque te amé cada segundo que compartimos. Gracias por enseñarme de amor y por hacerme sentir enorme. Te amo toda esta vida y si hay más,te amaré en todas las que existan.
Para siempre,tu chinita,tu Teté.

I see you for every perfection and imperfection you have. I see all of you and cannot imagine a world without you in it.
At the same time, however, often I find myself wishing I had never met you

I was supposed to upgrade my phone but I didn't want to cuz I didn't wanna lose all the photos I have of you in my camera roll. I still have that album and all 1,000 pics inside of it.

i miss you when i have you. i crave your presence when you're right next to me. when i'm with you i still feel alone

I wish it coulda worked out I really thought we were supposed to be together I really thought you liked me too

i have had the biggest crush on you for almost 5 years now. our bond is so special, and i would hate to jeopardize anything we already have between us in our friendship. that being said, i would still love to hook up and move our relationship to be more romantic.

I keep comparing everyone I meet to you even though I know I shouldn't. I miss what we had. I hope we meet again someday.

Every time I talk to you I smile the rest of the day. You don't even know I liked you but I considered you my class boyfriend in a few of our classes.

hey tom, i hope you're doing ok. remember that you are enough. you're one of the most wonderful things that has happened to me over these past few years. you're my chosen family, love you

i'll never forget our endless talk and walks in newbury street while singing spanish songs out loud. Everything felt so perfect.

i loved u and i wish it could have lasted. even though u moved on, i will always hold u close to my heart. even if u resent me, we had something very special and i am forever thankful for everything u introduced me to. i owe a lot of my confidence to u and u really made me happy for those years we had together. i hope she treats u well.

you are one of the most talented people i know, it just flows out of you. you bring joy to all you know.

im sat fucking thinking about you and i fucking hate it. fuck you. i know u dont think u did anything but you did. fuck you its your loss anyway

Long distance is hard, but you are worth every second of it. Thank you for staying, and I hope we get that apartment in Long Island one day

idk i wasnt in love with u but i thought we were pretty good friends but ig not cuz it was that easy to stop talking to me like ok...but i still care abt u and i try to keep the friendship going even tho i think that u find me rly annoying but u still talk to me cuz u feel bad for me...yeah i cried for months bc of that but ig its not that big of a deal.ly bye

How could you look at me in the eyes and say you’d never cheat when you did, hours prior.. I hate you.

i fucking hate you. you are the reason i cut myself. fuck you. thanks for taking advantage of me @ my lowest

i don’t know u personally, but i have been lucky enough to get to know of you. to get to speak to you a few times. you’re just something else. something so addicting. ur presence is exhilarating and who you are is so compelling. u are truly such a gift to this earth. people who are close with you, they’re truly lucky and they probably don’t realize how bad i want to be one of them.

i cared for you so much. but the night you told me you loved me, you cheated. you never really loved me.

Do you remember that time when we went to that one hill after school, sat there for hours and just talked about life. I kinda miss that and I just want to do that one more time before I can start a new chapter in my life. Yes! I know that you’re not in my life anymore, but I still want you to be part of this last piece in this chapter.

Sincerely,
Me

this is gonna be really long and you'll never probably read this but it's everything or some of everything that I've ever wanted to tell you. um so i'm pretty sure i loved you. and that was NOT supposed to happen at all but we don't really talk anymore and that hurts. like a lot. and i cant talk to u so im writing this bs. when i first met you at that party, you said you wanted to kiss me. i thought it was cute. and then we ft a lil and talked a lil. i did really like you. you were always super sweet to me and i admired that. then we kinda stopped talking and went our own ways. a part of me will always regret that but at the time i didn't know u very well and didn't think u cared that much. every now and then i did think about you, and just missed being friends. we talked here and then which was nice. i remember you stood up for me once when my bf was being a dick. i replayed that moment a lot bc no one ever did that. oh and when we were both in trouble and snuck out. for some reason, i really liked that night. then u got a gf and i was honestly really happy for u. a few months later u told me what happened with my bf. it hurt a lot but you don't know how much I appreciated you telling me that. that night everyone but you lied to my face. that's when I knew i really trusted you. which trust is really hard for me. but it felt okay with you. i felt really bad because u were getting shit for it so i tried to fix it so i talked to a few of them, mainly that one person. a few months later i was really really struggling in my relationship and i felt so trapped. so i asked u for advice. again you were so so nice to me and gave me that feeling that everything would be okay. u also had just gotten out of a relationship and i haven't ever seen you that upset. so we just talked and i tried to help as much as i could with her because it was making you so upset. im also sorry that things did not work out between you two. i know you really loved her. overtime we became closer friends and it was honestly really good. you helped me so much. i feel like i never told you enough. you helped me laugh and stay positive through some of my worst times. we started to hang out more and I have absolutely nothing bad to say about it. it felt refreshing. as time went on i think i developed feelings for you. but it was weird. i usually don't and i really was not planning on it that fast. maybe it was feelings from 10 months ago that i felt, even if those were for a short period of time. the day when we almost got fkn robbed (lol), was a huge ass mix of emotions. i cried after that, just because of a lot of things, and u just held me and told me everything would be okay. and i believed it for a while. u probably don't remember this because we were drunk but later that night we laid in the grass of some park and just watched the stars. it just felt so safe. another night you held my hand while you walked me to my bus in the middle of the night and made sure i got there safe. u asked to kiss me but i was scared. i felt like it was all too soon and maybe it was just me trying to get over my ex so i didn't even though a part of me did want to. we continued to talk and ft and i just remember being really happy and laughing a lot. i remember the first time we kissed. it was perfect. it felt right, despite me denying it. then we sat on the sidewalk and talked. i opened up to u and cried again. it wasn't that u made me feel upset but it was that comfort you brought that i never really felt before. i genuinely felt safe and okay. after that, we would hang out and text but one day we just stopped seeing eachother. you started hanging out with your friends which was okay but i could tell sometimes you really weren't doing good. im sorry that i couldn't help you, i want you to know i really tried. and i really fucking cared no matter how hard i try to stop. and then we had a fight ish which sucked. i didn't mean to be harsh but somethings did really hurt. and now we barely speak. and that is so hard on me because you were my best friend. i used to tell people you were the nicest person i had ever met and slowly you did become my favorite person. but you're not really you anymore. and i feel like something is going on but i don't know how to help anymore. and so now i'm giving u space bc i'm not quite sure what to do. you won't text me and maybe that's because i won't text first or because you really don't want to. i just miss you a lot, especially just as my best friend. you became a part of my daily routine and no matter how upset i was with you i always wanted to talk to you. but now its all just confusing so im letting it all go. im letting you go or trying to because maybe that's what's best for you i think. i just want you to know i love our memories together. even though they weren't a lot they were my favorite because it all felt like everything was going to be okay. i think i accidentally loved you. i didn't mean for it to happen and no matter how much i deny it, it's true. and i really don't care about anything anymore so im pouring my heart out because none of it matters in the end. thank you for everything.

I knew I was really in love with you, when you held me when I was crying when I didn't even know what was wrong. Thank you, you forever hold a special place in my heart.

I told you how I felt you then flirted with girls right in front of me on purpose, yet I still think of you all the time.

I so badly wished things would work out between us, I wish it more than anything. But I gave you too many chances, and now I have to try and move on. I wonder if it’s easier for you.

Fuiste la primera persona que me dio felicidad que me dio sonrisas y aunque vos no lo sepas todavia me duele que no podamos estar juntos

you were the first boy i ever truly loved. yet i still let you break my heart. i know i need to let you go, but at the same time i don’t want to.

i don't know why, but i think i wanna apologize. i'm sorry for cutting you off like that. maybe i was scared? angry? i don't know. i'm sorry for treating you like shit after i dumped you. maybe i still wanna be friends? i don't know what i want. we both fucked up, and it's time i admit that i did

i love our friendship. ur the best. u should move closer. ty and ily. ps u should like my comments on ur post.

i love you and i always will but i can’t wait around anymore. thanks for being my happy source for awhile

I still have your napkin rose. I miss you every day. Im so sorry I hurt you. I will always love you sweet boy.

i met someone today. when we got to talking i got the same feeling i got when i met you; except he wasn't you. it got me thinking so let me get this off my chest...

you told me to leave so i left. you were so unhappy and i thought it was because of me. i never would have left if i thought i could help or even make things the slightest bit better, but we both know at that point we were absolutely toxic to each other. both of us. i don't hold these things against you or even really think you did them on purpose because we were learning. you broke me. so bad i didn't even admit it to myself. it made me feel stupid and unimportant. i still find myself replaying some of the things you would say to me. i knew that you were just hurting but then somewhere along the way i started hurting too. i forgot who you were and i didn't even exist anymore. i was so lost and i just missed you.

seeing you again last year was a mistake. i don't entirely remember what i said, but i'm sure it was certainly less than polite. for that i'm so sorry. it was a reflection of how i was feeling, not about who you are. you have every right to feel however it is that i made you felt. i hope one day you can forgive me.

i am so mad at you. i will always be so mad at you. i mean how could i not be, you know? it's okay to be mad at me too.. just don't ever hate me okay?
i am so hopeful for you jack. i know that you will do something so beautiful with your life. i picture you in ten years laughing and smiling with your wife in the kitchen, and your little ones running around. you always said you'd die young but jack, i know that you'll live to be old and grey with wrinkled lines around your happy eyes. you have no idea how often i think of you fondly or notice small things that always somehow lead back to you. i think everyone thinks their love story is the one that will last. i had no doubt in my mind ours would. i think i'll always deep down be expecting you to show up at my doorstep, but i know that's not realistic. i'm ready to cut my losses and move on (i know, finally right). not because i'm over you, that's just not possible. i'm tired of missing you. i'm ready to be excited for you now. jack, our love story may have not ended in happily ever after or whatever but for what it's worth i will never forget you.

idk how else to put this but i guess it was nice to like you for 20 days even tho you knew that i liked you but didn't say anything. also great help when i was having a mental breakdown i needed that help

you were horrible yet so good to me. i miss you and think about you everyday. i’m sorry for being so boring

yea you made me wait months and put me thru a ton of shit but it was worth it i guess - a :)
also i chose olive bc it’s the color of your favorite cargo pants

Tengo muchas ganas de enviarte un mensaje diciendote que extraño y que me respondas que tú también, sin embargo se que no es así, y prefiero seguir teniendo la esperanza de que si lo haces.

You hurt me bad. You were one of the boys I ever cried over. I’m so
happy you’re out of my life now.

Dear tommy,
I think about you every day.

It’s been a long time since we spoke but I still remember you being my first kiss when we were like 7 :)
When I think about you, I think of the camp drafts and the rodeos that we went to when we were kids.

2 skinny kids running in red dirt and jumping fences, riding our horses late at night and hiding from our parents.

I remember when you told me you were leaving, I couldn’t believe it I was so sad we were good friends. The workers would make jokes about us being soul mates I guess they were wrong...

I just want to let you know you still have a small place in my heart still. They way you made me feel I’ll never forget, I felt brave with you and fearless:)

So whenever I’m scared I think of that time you held my hand and told me to count to 10 on the old airstrip when we were 9 and you told me everything was going to be alright.

Ps. I found someone he’s really nice and treats me well x

Love from your first kiss

I still can’t get over you I know you aren’t exactly perfect and I kinda made you better in my head but I really liked you

We slept together again. I don't think this will ruin our friendship. But sometimes I wish it was more.

thoughts about you have been running through my mind constantly. i just want another chance to talk to you. even if it’s only friendship, our relationship meant way more to me than you would know. i told you i was always here and i still stick to that to this day. i love you.

Your the first guy that had made me feel loved and special. When I first met you, you had me smiling so hard and made me blush a lot. You loved it when I smiled and always were pretty good at putting smiles on my face. Ever since I met you I never could find anyone that was like you, you were special to me but didn’t know it. Every night I cry myself to sleep thinking we’re I went wrong that led you to leave me. I still love you and always will.

don’t flatter yourself. i was just trying to be nice. i hear you treat her badly but that’s none of my business.

i can’t stop thinking about you. you’re on my mind 24/7. i wish we could go back. i wish i never said those things. saying those things are one of my biggest regrets in life.

i can’t stop thinking about you. you’re on my mind 24/7. i wish we could go back. i wish i never said those things. saying those things are one of my biggest regrets in life.

i'm sorry how things ended with us. But please forgive yourself. you deserve it.
just remeber the purple rain

you’ve made me very happy, and it’s gonna hurt so much when you’re gone..and when she takes you back from me...

you broke me and i cant admit it. i trusted you with my body and you acted like it was nothing. i am in love with the idea i have of you in my head.

hi baby I cant love anyone more than i love you thomas you are the one for me and i hope you feel the same way?

thomas i still think about you. i cant get over you and it hurts. i miss you so much. i still cry over you. i wish i hadn’t fucked everything up. i love you. so so so much. please come back to me.