I don't think about you that much anymore. And when I do, it doesn't hurt, I just feel numb. I hope life treats you well.

I don't think about you that much anymore. And when I do, it doesn't hurt, I just feel numb. I hope life treats you well.

talking to you makes me smile, i can't help it. i want the very best for you, always. call me next time.

It said to «type your first love’s name», but I truly believe that you will be the last.
Nothing can compare to our connection, it is like we were made for each other.
(Cliché I know, but I really mean it)
We have known eachother for years, been on and off, but every time we reconnect it’s just as it always have been. I don’t understand but we always somehow come back to each other.
«After» you, I think I have lost the ability to fall in love again. I have tried to be with other people , but I find myself looking for you in them.
There is nobody that makes me feel like you do. There is nobody that makes me smile like you do.
There is nobody like you.
As I am writing this I realize I am missing a piece of me, you.

Fuiste mi primer amor, hubo otras personas pero siempre vuelvo a ti, solo necesito una señal para saber si olvidarte o luchar por ti.

I wish you knew the ways you make me feel and how better of a person you’ve made me. I’m so proud of you and I’m your biggest supporter on everything you do. I love you so much that I silently adore you doing anything, especially driving. I love you so much that I give you my favorite pillow (the good pillow) when we sleep together.

you told my what you couldn’t tell anyone else and i have been hurt ever since. you didn’t mean to. but you took something from me, and now i can’t watch the show. i miss you. i hope you’re doing better, and not pretending anymore. i hope you can be honest with someone else.

you don't love her, you loved your study abroad experiences. she was just there, and I think you're falsely equivocating.

im sat here crying over your ass. i fucking hate you. youre so fucking rude and i hope your 'reputation' isnt too damaged you cunt

lol u were the first crush i had in 6 years and u fucked it up. ur words hurt yk. im sat here having a fucking breakdown over you. we barely even spoke but you gave me fanny flutters. i know what you did to my friend. i heard what u said about this other girl but it makes sense now. ur ignorant i hope u get better soon dickhead. fuck you babe xoxo

Sometimes I think you might be thinking just like me, my brain vessel. I wish you would text me first. I miss you way too often.

So i miss you a ton. I want things to just workout like everyone says they will. sometimes i worry about you and i worry you dont trust me. I wish i would've said bye and actually given you a hug. I wish i could tell you how I feel. I wish i could go back to that night and said yes.

No one has hurt me the way you have. the second time we were together for a fraction of the time, but it was even worst than when you left the first time. My friends tell me it was the nostalgia that brought us back together, but I thought (and wish) you love(d) me the way I love(d) you. You know I would have done anything for you, and all you did for me was leave. We had time, but you gave us an expiration date 8 months early. I still think you used sweden as an excuse to leave. I also know you told S.E. you would reconsider going for her and that fucking broke me. Some part of me wants you to read this and reach out and the other part just knows that you'll leave again. I always wanted what was best for you, but did you ever consider me?

I'm sorry we never worked out but at least you're still my best friend. Maybe love wasn't meant to be romantic for us.

I still love you, I still feel something for you in my heart. I hope youre doing well. I am happy now.

i havent had a dream about you in months. i think im finally over you and im so happy that i am, please never come back.

our personalities clashed too much, you were too full of yourself and i was left desperately trying to make a mark in your life. you didn’t really care for me, and if you did, you were real shit at showing it. i wish i never did those things with you, it was so rushed, but i guess that’s the epitome of a high school relationship. i don’t miss you.

for the short amount of time we knew each other, I was still in love. it was toxic. I couldn't breathe. but i still managed to see every good thing about you. i love you always.

I know it meant nothing at the time but now every spring, every bumper car and rollercoaster, every warm summer night and packed train ride and nirvana t-shirt, reminds me of you and I wonder if you’re reminded of me too

There was a time when I didn’t see anyone else in your place, now all I see are sun rays and empty spaces.

I want to believe you like me cause well you said you do but in my head, I can't help but think what if you're lying, what if you think I'm annoying. Do you say you like me yet you won't date me? being honest just knowing that you like me isn't enough I want to be your girlfriend, I want to be able to say that you're my boyfriend...

I'm sorry that I can't express my emotions to you the way that I want to its so annoying, I want to be able to tell you when I'm sad or when I'm happy or when something you said upset me but I just can't cause in my head as soon as I tell you something upset me then you'll think it's dumb that I'm upset or I'm being dramatic but then when I don't tell you how I feel then you just think I don't care but I do, I do care even if you don't think I do I promise you that every time you thought I didn't care, I did, I just didn't say anything but I cried every single time you thought I just didn't care.

Your were the first person that I have actually love which is not likely of me bc a lot of people like and I don't like them back but you made me change bc i know that you liked me and you liked me and you can say you dont but i know will i fall in love with you and i never fall out of love for you. I fall in love with your smile omg. i fall in love with your personality. I know that I wasn't that pretty but i know you liked me for some reason but you know i have change you most likely wont recognize me but i will recognize you bc you have a perfect smile and pretty eyes, You love your niece you are so good with and now i what love was and i wont but hopefully i will find someone like you.

I wish I could hate you. You made me fall in love with you and you didn’t love me back. I can’t hate you though and that’s the problem.

i worry about you. i still think about the time you called me crying when you wanted to kill yourself and i hate that we live in different states. i'll always want you to be okay. and yet i feel so poisonous to you because i'll never let this actually happen, i'm incapable and i'm damaged. i just hope you're still surrounded by people who love you even if i'm not one of them anymore.

i liked you so much. i thought what we had wasn’t fake. yeah maybe only a little happened, but i didn’t think you’d end things the way you did.

I like you so so much, but you're too good for me & I know that's gonna be a problem later :(
You're just too sweet for me and I never had someone that was good for me and I don't know how to handle it.

Idk what's going on between us, maar ik weet wel dat je veel te goed voor me bent en je veel beter verdient dan ik

there are a hundred things i want to say to make you change your mind, but i know you won't. and that's okay, i still appreciate everything you did for me, even if it seemed small.

its been a while since our last hug, the last time i felt safe. i miss how i felt when you would hold me tight everyday while we layed in bed together, i remember how i safe i felt each time you gave me a hug, exsoessily at the end of my street, where you would hug me goodbye after walking me home from yours, i have to walk on the other side of the street now bc i cannot deal with the heart break. thank you my love. i know my sweet boy is still somewhere in there

i wish i would've just opened up instead of leaving. i was just scared. i miss you. i know we’re meant to be and one day we’ll find our way back to each other.

I am always thinking about you. I imagine you all day. You’re never not on my mind. I still love you.

I wish you could have seen the way my eyes glistened when you sang. I'll never forget that moment, the moment that started it all.

I don’t even like you as a friend and you are the worse fuck I’ve had in my life sorry I always lied :( ur not my king

I hate to admit it but I actually did love you or maybe I still do, I'm not even sure anymore. I hate to admit that I even loved. But, like my friend always said, "no matter how much you might hate him, you will always have a special place for him in your heart." And I do, you will always have a special place in my heart wether I like it or not. Always.

a snap memory came up from one year ago today. It was a video of me forcing you to help me clean your locker. It looked so good and even though you said you hated it I could see the pride in your face. That night I went over to your house and we watched movies and cuddled on your couch. I would tease you and you would roast the shit out of me and then we'd laugh. We made out and every once and a while you'd stop to tell me how I was so cute. Leaving was always awful. I wanted you to stay with me forever. You'd tell me it was time to go and I just dreaded it. Our love was just so strong and so joyous. Why did you fall out of it? Was it not enough? I love you. I want you. Why did you have to leave me?

All I ever wanted from you was a slightest bit of interest, but I suppose it was too much to ask for.

im talking to someone new. i know we broke up bc we both were unhappy and it was for the better, but i still worry that he wont compare to you

im sorry i fucked up. i always wonder how different my life would be if i didnt. i miss u but i know u dont miss me and thats okay. take it easy.

losing communication with you was the hardest thing i ever had to do. you came into my life when i felt like i was nothing more than just another life. you made me feel safe. you made me sane. you loved all my imperfections and made me feel that they were perfect. now the thought of nights with you run through my head all the time, even times where i try not to think of you. i wish you were here to experience what is happening. you would’ve loved every second of it. maybe one day in life, i can call you mind again. until then, i hope you’re happy and i hope she’s treating you well. you deserve the world and more. i love you always.

You’re horrible. you took so much of my life and screwed it up. i hate you so much, and i can’t wait to see how your best friend treats me. take the L, bitch

I hate that you were my first love... I should’ve seen the signs... But, thank you for being the heart break that made me grow. I wish you could’ve seen me blossom, you would’ve been proud. But, I know there’s someone out there who will cherish me. I just hope you found your happiness with her.

You already know I miss you, so stop playing with me and either let me go or come back already. I can’t keep waiting

i know it’s dumb but i still miss you. i wish things could’ve worked out differently for us. and i know i should listen to my friends and move on but i can’t. i don’t know why it’s so hard to get over you. everything just felt so much easier when you were here. i know you didn’t mean to hurt me so many times, but i can’t keep letting you do what you’ve always done to me. i’m tired of waiting around for you only for you to get bored of me and ignore me for someone else. just like you always do. i’m tired of living my life for you but i can’t get you out of my head. maybe someday we’ll work something out but for now i just hope you’re okay. i know you’ll be back soon.

Honestly i dont blame you for breaking my hear but as time goes on i miss texting you and seeing you.

I made one of these a while ago and he added me back yesterday, why? everything is coming back. fuck.

"im sure we are taller in another dimension" that I truly believe, thank you for showing me what feeling loved felt like.

i would do anything to start over, to know if you still care. i know its dumb to still think abt you 8 months later but i can't help it. my heart leaps every time my phone buzzes hoping its you. its pointless anyways. maybe we were supposed to end like that. not knowing each others last words. ill always be here you know.

writing another one bc i can't get my mind off you. why did you fucking leave me? i don't understand i know i hurt you but you have alway hurt me, making me chase after you. I texted you a whole paragraph asking if we could start over and you fucking posted it. you humiliated me. your the reason i don't want to open up to people in fear they leave me. fuck you. i hate you so much. i can't bear the fact that your not in my life anymore so i hate you. i have to. you don't care obviously i was a pawn to your game. I flipped you off the other day because i had to convince you that i hated you. i don't want you to know i miss you. well the person i used to know. who was so kind to me and always there. i wasted so much fucking time on you. for what? for me to get hurt and hoping for every chance for you to text me? god i wanted to text you so badly on your birthday or asking how you were. it hurts me so fucking much and it shouldn't. so in the small chance you see this, i still care. i don't think i'll ever stop. you were my fucking best friend and now your just a stranger. i hope your happy with what you did. i found a new group of friends. they make me really happy. in case you wanted to know im doing good. but ill become weak at the thought of you and come crumbling down. but i have to stop. im done with you constantly ruining me even if you arent my friend anymore. so this is my last message to you. i hope you see this but if you don't then it feels good to let it out. i cried a bit when i wrote this but im going to be okay. thank you for the memories and the experiences. i wish you the best. goodbye t

Baby you are miserable we both are. You seem confused so let me make your mind up for you: You don’t love us. You aren’t happy with us. And you never will be. You don’t want to be with me. You want someone else.