oh and thank you for checking in the other day. you're the only person that asked. guess ill add that to the list of things ill swear to never tell you until it all comes out one day. this is always how youve been huh? you swear you dont care but your actions tell a complete different story. like how you used to pretend to be so annoyed whenever i asked for a favor but turn around and go above and beyond what i asked for. i remember the first time i realized you really did care, no matter what you said. i remember sitting on the bleachers with you as you looked down explaining everything in detail with no complaints.