you stupid idiot, how did you? how could you?
i don’t let anyone one in, yet somehow you managed to wiggle your way into my mind and now my heart. i hate that i see myself more and more in you everyday. i hate that i see you in me everyday. why did you decide from the start that i was worth your time? i don’t hate you and i don’t even know if i love you, but you love/loved me and i actually felt something. for the first time in years i felt something, a gut feeling, a feeling of confusion and comfort all at once. it’s as if the puzzle pieces were fit into place and the locket was put back together. i’m so so sorry for everything, and i’m sorry that i still care