Unsent messages to RYAN
From: ABC
To: ryan
I told you we would find our way back to each other if we were meant to be, so far we haven’t. I’m still waiting
From: ABC
To: ryan
Nothing is worse than seeing the person you want to be with more than anything in the world move on from you.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I wish I could remind you how much I love you. I think of you every second of every day. I've gone from being the most important thing to someone you used to love. But you're happier now so why should I complain.
From: ABC
To: ryan
i find myself searching for my name in here, hoping you sent me something, only to get my hopes up and know you would never put in that effort
From: ABC
To: ryan
You know sometimes I think about you because you were the first person who I thought felt butterflies about me as I did you.
From: ABC
To: ryan
You know sometimes I think about you because you were the first person who I thought felt butterflies about me as I did you.
From: ABC
To: ryan
Although we never dated, and I'm pretty sure you never even liked me, you were my first love. I'll never know why, but you were. And you broke my heart. Screw you.
From: ABC
To: ryan
u said u'd proudly show off our pics. yet despite all we said and did for each other we ended without a single picture.
From: ABC
To: ryan
if i can be honest..
i think i wasn't in love with u. i was in love with the idea of loving you. it wasn't all your fault. i'm sorry
From: ABC
To: ryan
We had the exact same conversation at my house. About people liking you because of your dress. I knew you way way before. People are dumb. You were so thrilled.
From: ABC
To: ryan
i cried nearly every night i was with you. i remember thinking “is he going to breakup with me?” and when you did i was so happy about it. i became a better person without you.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I'm aware the deeper feelings are probably unrequited, but you mean a hell of a lot to me. thanks for being in my life man
From: ABC
To: ryan
I don't know if I love you anymore. Ever since you did what you did I feel my heart breaking more, my feelings have been fading because of that. I wish I never met you. If only you chose level English sophomore year.
From: ABC
To: ryan
Hey dude. Why you? Out of everyone. Why do I choose you? You give me the least attention, but somehow I love you more than myself.
From: ABC
To: ryan
to the boy who made me believe in love: thank you. my heart is yours and i never want that to change. you’re everything i’ve ever wanted and every single day i am so incredibly grateful for you. i’m the luckiest girl in the world and i don’t know what i did to deserve you. thank you for everything and thank you for loving me when i don’t even love myself.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I miss you so much, even though we were never good for eachother, you made me so happy and I would never trade it for the world. If you were to text me one day and say that you want me back, I would take you back in a heartbeat. I still get butterflies when we randomly talk every 3 months. Thank you for all the laughter, the smiles, the love, but most importantly, thank you for teaching me to be strong and love myself with or without you.
From: ABC
To: ryan
lol fuck u im over u. idk why i spent so much time obsessing over u when u literally have the driest personality ever? anyways i think i really need to let u go. i mean yeah, ur cute but u were never my type to begin with lmfao. no hard feelings? ok, thx luv.
From: ABC
To: ryan
i wasn’t ready to love you bc i didn’t love myself. thank you for understanding that. she’s really pretty. i hope you’re happy.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I wanna say that im completely over you but I just don't know if I can. Ive thought about you recently, even though ik you don't ever think of me. I had a dream last night I was with you and your family. Now all I can think about is how tf could I screw up and leave you. You chose not to give it another shot bc of all the "bad" stuff that happened. But what bad stuff really happened? Our childish and stupid arguments? We were young and we've both grown. In a 4 days it'll be 2 years since the day we met. I can't believe it's almost been a whole year without you. I feel like im over you but just everything still reminds me of you. How tf am I supposed to get through this week trip if our families decided to go together? Like were about to go on vaca together and you don't even talk to me. Obviously I wasn't too important for you to ever talk to. The only time we got into a deep convo is the night after I called you drunk and you said we should be good friends like before again. What happened too that? I still think your my twin flame, or at least my soulmate. My mom still thinks were gonna get married lol. Okay well ily 3000.
From: ABC
To: ryan
You’re my best friend. I think I have fallen for you but I’m too scared to ever say anything. I always have my hopes up that we could be flirting when we hangout but I shut myself down in fear that you would NEVER think of me that way. When I think about you, I get butterflies and my throat gets tight. I would do anything to just kiss you. From, your friend.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I love you and I don’t ever want to leave you because I know I won’t be able to tell you this until it’s too late.
From: ABC
To: ryan
Im happy you found yourself. Im just dissapointed that you used me to find that out. We lasted 6 months. I still love you.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I don't even know why i'm typing this, because i know i can't like you, because you're in the year below but your vibe, your personality it's just slowly pulling me in. i miss you when you're not around, i think about you randomly and now i know i don't just see you as a silly little "brother", i see you as a crush and i know we'll never be together, which is why it hurts so much..
From: ABC
To: ryan
I cried for nights thinking about you and how much i loved you. I skipped school so i could make sure you were okay. I can’t listen to songs because all i think about is you, you didn’t care for me one bit, you’ve broken me.
From: ABC
To: ryan
It’s been almost two years and I still get sad and angry sometimes about what happened. I can’t blame you though, since you never saw what an honest love looks like. The Scientist will always remind me of you.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I’m sorry I hurt you I really tried to make this work I gotta move on now tho I love you Ry
From: ABC
To: ryan
Im sorry i fell in love with u so fast, i hope u come back for me, i want to give u butterfly kisses
From: ABC
To: ryan
it's raining tonight and all i can think of is you . i know how you love the rain
From: ABC
To: ryan
Every shooting star I wish for you. It's been over 10 years but all my wishes are for you...
From: ABC
To: ryan
you’re so attractive and i think i like you the moment we talked. we have so much in common.
From: ABC
To: ryan
It’s our anniversary and I can’t think of where I’d be without you today. I love you so much
From: ABC
To: ryan
if you're going to break up with me, i need you to tell me now
From: ABC
To: ryan
do you enjoy leaving me just to come back and give me hope again
From: ABC
To: ryan
You are the absolute love of my life, I dream of our marriage & raising a family with you
From: ABC
To: ryan
i cant believe i let you treat me horribly while i gave you everything i had
From: ABC
To: ryan
you used me, hurt me, and did everything you could to break me down.
From: ABC
To: ryan
you were my everything, now you’re someone else’s everything.
i miss you
From: ABC
To: ryan
i’m not sure when you’re leaving, but i have something to tell you before you do
From: ABC
To: ryan
I am permanently changed from knowing you.. why did you do that to me?
From: ABC
To: ryan
even if you don't love me anymore i will always love you, you mean everything to me.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I wish I could tell you how much I like you ever since I saw you.
From: ABC
To: ryan
i wonder if we would still be together if you hadn’t hung out with them that night.
