I wish we could go back to the morning of 1st September so I could wake up to you kissing the back of my neck again.

I don't know if my feelings for you ruined our friendship. or if it was because of my mental health, but you promised you would never leave and you did. You left me for claudia and sarah and nothing you have done has ever hurt me more. I needed you so many times but you never came back. I'm sorry that I was too much for you. But you will always be one of my best friends even though it's wrong. I miss you and I hope at some point you can come back to me.

I miss you. I don't love you anymore but I miss you and I wish our friendship didn't have to end but I know it was for the best even though it hurts me every single day. Maybe one day our paths can cross again.

i wonder if all our 4am convos were genuine lol i really miss you and just know i still think about you

if only i could confront you... i know you secretly are in love with her. why give me a ring, why plan a future when you know these feelings are there. this is exactly why i still put up all those walls after D, because i always knew you and every other person in my life was too good to be true.

fuck you i fucking hate that i still want to see you out in public and that you smile at me or that in school you will look at me i fucking hate that i still want us to meet agian you are the one thing that hasnt come back why??? plz i havent fallen in love since you i cant really like even like anyone else maybe its becasue im picky or im still in love with you. I hope one day you realize im not sure what but you just get a gut feeling that i tried i did i reached out after everything and you made it a joke but be safe ok i see the girls you hang with now i hope you are having fun but i every time i hear the word i love you i think about that moment. I hope maybe when we are older we can meet again but who knows. I still love you

Hey. I know you never felt the same, but I don’t think I’ll ever let go. I’m trying to “live a little” but idk if it’s working.

I’m not mad, you don’t want me. I’m mad that sometimes you act like you do because you know I’ll always come back to you.

It hurt when you pushed me away. Having someone there for you when you need it most is better than having none.

I love you, but you hurt me so much in ways you don’t know about. Remember when I told you i was fragile?

im so sorry for how everything turned out. i dont even know if love is real anymore. i love u. i only wish u the best because its what u deserve. ?

you and I have always connected in such a pure way. Before anything happened between you and I we had such an intense connection but now that it has its even stronger. I can't stay away. I love you

hi, idek how to start this. it’s been a year since. i don’t think I could ever forgive you. you ruined me, you ruined my relationships. I wanted to tell that i’m in the best relationship of my life right now. and fuck you.

i would watch you everyday from afar, i was stupid i know, but you were kind and sweet and you reminded me of clear skies and cool winds, i still love you

i hate how i love you so fucking much and then i hate you. do you want me or not? choose please bc it’s breaking my heart.
i hate you. i hate the way you made me felt. i hate the way i fell in love with you instantly within a week. i hate you. i know you loved me too, i felt the connection between us. you ruined me. when you left me you took a piece of me that deeply loved you. i never knew i could feel this way about someone until i met you. i wish sometimes that’d id never even had met you. i don’t understand what you do and why. it haunts me that i used to think about you every day and you didnt give a shit. i fell for you. hard. i cried nightly because i couldnt see you. my heart crumbled more and more when i left you. i left your touch. i didnt feel your hug anymore. i didnt feel safe anymore. i barely knew you but it felt like we’d known each other forever. when i see you again i don’t quite know what ill do. if the feelings will come back. im angry. i hate you. i hate how i still love you. a year later and im still in love with you. i dont know if its the way you do things or say things but its charming. i feel different when im around you. i hate how you left me when i was in my worst possible state. i was in love with you. and you blocked me. like i meant nothing. im confused on why you did that. i just loved you with all of my heart. you knew that. your charm haunts me. still. i wish i could forget you. i wish we never met. i wish you didnt rip a chunk out of me. i hate you. i love you.

Everyday I hope that you'll realize you miss me too and come back. A piece of me is still waiting for you. Come back.

i’m sorry. i’m sorry you feel like you have to wait for me. i don’t know how long you’ll be waiting because i don’t know when i’ll ever be ready. you’re one of the best people in my life i can’t lose that

i’m sorry. i’m sorry you feel like you have to wait for me. i don’t know how long you’ll be waiting because i don’t know when i’ll ever be ready. you’re one of the best people in my life i can’t lose that

i just sent one of these but idc. seeing you in the halls gives me butterflies and i honestly wish you were mine. i know you dont like me and never have, but i still cant stop thinking about you.

Hey stupid. I actually really like you if you were wondering and even though we were 13 I would give you the world and I still miss you every day. Whenever I would look at you and you would look back at me I would fall even more head over heels. Love you.

kinda pissed you chose her over me but its okay, because if you ever needed me i would still be there for you

It’s been 2 years, we’re in hs now. I still miss you. I remember the days when we were happy together like it were yesterday. I still somehow manage to give myself a sense of false hope we’ll be with each other again. Anyway... I still love you.

hi i really miss u. not as a crush, i just miss u as a friend. i kinda need advice from u sometimes yk?

you made me think you loved me with your words. when actually you tore me apart every time you talked

please im in love with your blue eyes, your wide smile, your freckles, even those fat lips of yours. im making it so obvious that im in love with you

it's hard knowing we aren't talking right now, but we both know everything happens for a reason. I will be seeing you soon

It's sad to think you let people we didn't care about ruin our relationship. What we had was something irreplaceable :(

I'll never forget you and the happiness you've brought me. I heard things went to shit but if you're still out there hmu on disc you idiot. :,)

I miss staying up and texting you, having that stupid smile on my face. I wish things were the same. I wish we were both happy. I'm still on disc u idiot. :)

I loved the nickname you gave me, I used to feel butterflies when you said it. I wish I could hear you say it again.

I’m typing this here cause if I said it in person you’d crumble for 25 years. I can tell no one has ever told you to shut the f*ck up and Jesus you need to. Like just stop.

you told people lies about me and I never told your secret. you were a really bad friend. even so, I know you were having a hard time so I wish the best for you

i cannot put it into words. the way that you make me feel. i think that i'm in love with you. and i can only hope that you'll eventually feel the same, one day.

i wish i could have just said how i felt about us before you left the country for your futher studies.

I really think you were the right person at the wrong time. I know it wasn't your fault, but I cried over you for so many nights and I hoped I would still have you as a friend when it was all over but things didn't turn out that way. I still wish we could be friends. I miss you. I have him, and he makes me so happy, but we were so close. You always said you liked me first, and I was never sure. The last time I was though, but you weren't, I don't blame you and it wasn't your fault but it crushed me. You started talking to me again out of the blue a year and a half ago, but I think it was just to end things on good terms. We had both moved on and I think we both wanted our friendship back, but both of us knew it just wasn't going to be possible. I still wish we were still friends, but I know it won't happen. I know you were going through a lot when we were friends but I hope you're through all of that now. One of your friends told me there were cuts on your wrists and I hope you're ok. I want you to know that I will always be here for you if you need me, no matter what. I'm sure you both love each other and I hope everything works out for you two. I miss you as a friend and I wish you all best. We never said we loved each other but I think we both knew.

i just wish we could try again. i wanted to dance in the rain with you. i look stupid for caring this much about you. i’ll always love you.

You are my soulmate. And i know you might be thinking we are to young to know, but we arent and I know you're the one. now soulmates don't always end up together but I know when I talk to you even though its been some time I can't ever get over you I think of you every day and I try to talk to other guys but I always think what he is thinking. you wrote me paragraphs almost all the time and I still have them all saved bc I loved you too much to lose them and who knew that all it took was your friends telling you that I wasn't good at all but you also told me all your friends were jerks and you couldn't find someone to talk to until you talked to me and I hope one day you see this love you more than you know

Originally we both said that we weren’t looking for anything serious but you changed that for me. I want to be yours more than anything.

you left and i was heartbroken, but now I'm better than i ever was when you were here. thank you for almost killing me.

Part of me hates myself for loving you so much because it is killing slowly and i feel like you don’t love me anymore even though you say you do.

i dont understand you. how can someone live with themselves knowing they lead someone on for that long. i couldve gotten over you. i didnt need to think of you that summer. you were never good enough anyway. fuck you ryan.

i wish we still talked. i'm happy with mine, and you're happy with yours, but i miss you in ways i can't begin to describe. i'm glad you were my first love, you were a better boyfriend than i ever deserved.

i was smiling from ear to ear when i saw your notifications on my phone. i should have known from the start

i liked you since 4th grade. i never told u bc i didn’t want to admitted. now we’re all grown up going are different ways.

when u stayed in the call to hear my mother yell at me about u i cried afterwards bc i knew i wouldn't find anyone as dedicated as u.

I think about us all the time and I just wish you would give me a sign that you haven't given up on me.

You broke every promise. Rubbed in that u were with her. but i still can’t be mad with someone i love.

i never got closure i still wonder about you, i hope you’re doing well. do you ever think about me? i wish we could get closure

I love you so much and i've never felt this way about anyone ever in my life. I am truly in love with you.

do u wanna know something? the first time someone said 'i love u' to me was u. and u ruined it for me bc it was all lies.