From: ABC
To: ryan
i love you, and i always will have a special place in my heart for you. you were my first love and my everything at one point. but im too scared to say this to you. i think this is the right person wrong time. i love you but i think this is the wrong person.. i dont know how to tell you this.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I don’t want us to hate eo anymore, I’m hoping we bump into eo on the street, say hi and even at that i’ll be content.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I spent three months clinging onto hope you would attach even one string to me, only to go back to strangers.
From: ABC
To: ryan
i love you. i see you everywhere and in everything. i'm sorry for the pain i caused you, for never using the endless chances you gave me, correctly. pathetic as it may sound, i don't think i want to or i can't fall in love the same way ever again. you're always going to be my only love. i tried moving on but at the end of every day it's always you in my head and my heart. i won't lie, that feeling is killing me. i'm exhausted of losing my mind for something thats now just wishful thinking. yet, i know id still welcome you back. id go through this cycle for years if it meant it was all for you. i just wish i could get one more night back in your room watching tv and cuddling next to you and then id turn around and kiss you one last time.
From: ABC
To: ryan
You took advantage and used me so many times I’m finally over you wow you were a dick but ino you have your own insecurities I wish you would work on yourself. I wud of given u a lot
From: ABC
To: ryan
im trying to get over you, I really am. But things between us will never be the same. Like I will never be able to look at you without thinking about us. I'll never forget how much I cared about you. I'll never be able to forget how I let everyone down for you. I'll never be able to fully move on from you. I will always have a place in my heart for you. Ill admit I miss the feeling of you being there, I miss you calling me, I miss our jokes. But I'm gonna learn how to cope with it, have fun with her
From: ABC
To: ryan
you walk past everyday now, you bet i stare. you look at me then you look away, i know you don’t care.
From: ABC
To: ryan
i write to you every night. how i wish i could send it all to you. i miss you. i hope you're doing okay.
From: ABC
To: ryan
You still cry every night missing her even though it's been 16 months, oh, how I wish I was her, your ex, but the only way to go is for me to become your next ex
From: ABC
To: ryan
Thx for making me believe in you that you actually cared about me but you really only wanted me for my body thx for making me think all guys are like you and will just use me for my body thx for making me think I will never be good enough for you, also thank you for making cry myself to sleep every night bc I wasn’t good enough for you to tell your friends about us. You are the reason I cut twice in less than one day and the reason I am numb and have no feelings. This is all bc I snapped you and started to like you in 7th grade. I don’t know what would you think of me know but I still kinda like you like a lot but ik I have to move on bc you are moving on. I just wish I was good enough for you and I wish I was the girl you told your friends about but I am not and that’s fine.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I didn't know who I was without you. When you walked away from me it felt like a piece of me went with you and I never got it back. Sometimes I miss you but most days I wish I could never think about you again.
From: ABC
To: ryan
Please stop playing with me. Either ask me out or let me go. I need to know if i’m all in or need to move on.
From: ABC
To: ryan
my angel, i miss what we had. of course i am happy on what we have now, but fuck, i’ll forever miss the feelings we had towards eachother, we would’ve been such a power couple, i’ve never felt that way with anyone before, and i don’t think i ever will. you were my fantasy, you are my yellow. i still have every screenshot of when it all happened, for memories and because they still bring me joy, and honestly, i don’t think i’ll ever regret that time we had, not even a close, not even a little bit, not even at all. in the end, i’ll always want you to be happy no matter how i feel. that’s what always mattered, i hope one day, we could be that power couple, and do everything we want to. fuck, sometimes i can just picture ourselves sitting on the roof, smoking cigarettes, talking about life, and falling in love. i loved every moment that we had, the flirting,the joking, you showing me off. sigh, i wonder if we will ever get a part 2.. sometimes i look at the moon at night, thinking about what we could’ve been. i cant thank you enough for those memories you gave me, you made me feel nothing but happiness and loved. i just hope i’ll get it back. i miss it so much. i hope one day, we can see eachother in person, forget about everything, just the two of us. i hope my gut feeling is right and i get my second chance. i love you for infinity. ily ry, eres mi ángel para siempre okay ?
From: ABC
To: ryan
You’ve hurt me and I don’t want to forgive you but my love for you is so much more stronger and I hate myself because of it I let you treat me badly but I’ll always love you
From: ABC
To: ryan
You're a terrible person. You're the reason i want to cry any time anyone raises their voice. fuck you.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I love you more than I will ever be able to express but you don't love me back and that, my love, has utterly destroyed me.
From: ABC
To: ryan
i miss you. so much. i think i do anyway. i just miss how you made me feel, and how everytime i seen you i would get butterflies and instantly smile. i miss your touch on my skin and your kisses. i miss loving you. please come back, i’m willing to leave what u did in the past and i forgive you. we both did wrong, it wasn’t just you. we spoke for the first time in over a year in person a few days ago, and it’s brought everything back. don’t leave again. please.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I hope you're doing well. I miss you, but I don't think I love you like that anymore. You'll always be special, but it doesn't feel the same. Thank you for the memories, I'll always think of you fondly
From: ABC
To: ryan
WHRC....lol the whole situation is funny. Sorry I friend zoned you...you were just gonna play me.You have a gf so stop flirting with me. Kisses
From: ABC
To: ryan
are your hands still as sweaty as ever? i know i said i hated your sweaty hands but im missing it rn.
From: ABC
To: ryan
It’s nearly been a year since you broke up with me. I wish you didn’t give up on us, I’m sorry I didn’t give you my all.
You broke me.
I don’t want anyone else but you. I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough. I tried my best to make you happy, I hope you know that. I would take you back in a heartbeat if I could. I cry every night as I miss you so much.
I’ll always love and care for you
From: ABC
To: ryan
it hurts me so much to know we don't talk. you made me feel happy when my world was collapsing. and because of that i can't seem to move on from you. i believe you are my first soulmate in this lifetime
From: ABC
To: ryan
I went from liking the attention you gave me to falling in love with you, I'm sorry you got bored of me
From: ABC
To: ryan
I can't think of New Years the same without you. We should've of been happy. We should still be together. What happened to us?
From: ABC
To: ryan
you are home to me. we always find a way back to each other. falling asleep in your arms is my favorite thing i have ever done. you keep me safe and for that night i forgot we were just friends. your laugh and smile and your sleepy voice:( i miss it. all of it.
From: ABC
To: ryan
Dude, you were my best friend . But you want the truth? I never got over my crush on you. Never even after 2 years of going to a different school and not seeing you once. And I never will get over you because you’re like this drug that I never want to replace you with. Even though trying to hold on to our friendship is harmful for me, I refuse. And that’s the problem.
From: ABC
To: ryan
you were the first guy that made me feel loved. You always complimented me when we were
calling and I had a comfort feeling with you. I was not scared anymore. But now we’re like strangers. We didn’t even date. We just stopped talking. I still love you though. You helped me through a lot. I wouldn’t be here like this if it weren’t because of you.
From: ABC
To: ryan
so many people used to tell me about the way you would look at me, what happened to that? i miss that
From: ABC
To: ryan
You said you'd never go back to her, now here you are working things out, and I'm left alone to carry myself through
From: ABC
To: ryan
One day we were joking around and playing games but you said I love you I know it was a joke but my heart skipped a beat.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I want to message you. I want to see you, talk to you, or even stand by you. I don't think you like me so I'm not going to bother you. I just wish I had the guts to message you before you left.
From: ABC
To: ryan
it still hurts like hell. you will always have a part of me. it hurts to see you happy with someone else. even though i’m with someone else. i see you in everything. i hope i can forget it all someday
From: ABC
To: ryan
I don’t know why I stick around sometimes, I wish you could show me more that you love me. I know you struggle with your own inner demons but sometimes when I need u most you aren’t there, I just want our relationship to be beautiful and fun again, but I think you’re to stubborn to change
From: ABC
To: ryan
I don’t know the whole event, but hon, that guy is so lost. I’ll have you know, that man is so lost without you.
From: ABC
To: ryan
Whenever we cuddle and you fall asleep, I whisper "I love you" over and over under my breath because it just feels right.
From: ABC
To: ryan
you were the first boy i ever really loved. you said you were with me so you could have a girlfriend, and told your friends i didn't count. i want to hate you but i'm turning into you. i go from person to person, hoping to find some semblance of you, living the idea of a relationship, instead of the person. i am you and i hate myself.
From: ABC
To: ryan
you were so blindingly bright and I lost myself in your light. It was the most I ever felt, but I never want to love that way again.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I'm not saying I like you, and I've known you for way too long for anything to happen between us, but I always have this weird feeling around you. If you asked me out, something in me says to reject you and keep you as one of my closest friends, and the other part tells me to say yes because I think we could make it work and not hurt each other in the end. Though, you've never been one for relationships. Sometimes I wonder if you ever liked me because I feel like at one point we were a bit more than just best friends. After not talking for months on end, we can still laugh and talk as if we hadn't been distant for so long. I will never think about you in a romantic way, but if you confessed I would certainly feel something that I didn't notice before. (I'm praying you don't know about this website)
From: ABC
To: ryan
if you think i hate you, you're right. i never got the closure i needed so this is me saying fuck you.
From: ABC
To: ryan
tomorrow marks a year since the day we started talking.the way i felt about you , i had never felt that way before. i miss you but i could never tell you that.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I will always have love for you but I know its not the right time. I will always be here for you though no matter what
From: ABC
To: ryan
I wish you were better. I wish that you weren't toxic. I wish I could get a hand on my disorders so I could've loved you better. I prayed and prayed to God to save you and to save me so we could be together endlessly, but He didn't answer me. And I think that's for the best. I don't want you in my life anymore. You did the one thing I begged you not to do and you did it on purpose to hurt me. You intentionally hurt me. While everything I have done since the day I met you was to make you happy, whether that be with me or... her. I gave up everything, I killed myself so you guys could be happy, and you still try to drag me down and hurt me.
From: ABC
To: ryan
i can tell by the way you talk to your mum on the phone that you have a heart of gold. i hope i have a son like you. i wish you only happiness.
From: ABC
To: ryan
hey its me again. this is the third message I've sent in the last 10 minutes because I keep thinking of more things to say to you. I'm sure you loved me at one point, maybe. But you never could figure out how to love me right with out hurting me 10x more. It's always been her and it will always be her. I'm not upset about that. I was at first, but if she's what makes you happy, then I hope you don't destroy her like you did to me. I know I caused you problems, I'm not ignorant to that fact. But you seem to be doing so much better. I however, still get intense panic attacks because of you. I can't even sleep because all I do is dream of you and when I wake up, I have to deal with the pain all over again. You knew how much I was struggling, and you made it worse on purpose, because you wanted me to hurt. And for that I will never forgive you. I'm not even sure if I love you anymore. and that's the worst feeling because since my freshman year i would say that you and I are meant to be, that you were my soulmate. But sometimes, soulmates aren't meant to be and they end up doing more harm than good. Please please get help. You need it. because you not getting help led me to needing more help because of the shit you put me through.
from, a loser who was once yours
From: ABC
To: ryan
thank you for the late night talks, pizza deliveries and the kitchen slow dances. i'm still betting on us.
From: ABC
To: ryan
fuck you, dick. you ruined so many songs for me. i still miss u sometimes tho, so please dont come back.
From: ABC
To: ryan
i don't blame you for leaving. we we're so young. i noticed this whole time. i was falling in love. you gave me happiness. now i wish you happiness. even if it is with someone else. that's ok. as long as your happy love.
From: ABC
To: ryan
i don't blame you for leaving. we we're so young. i noticed this whole time. i was falling in love. you gave me happiness. now i wish you happiness. even if it is with someone else. that's ok. as long as your happy love.
From: ABC
To: ryan
i will always come back to you. and why? we were never good for one another. i miss us even though it ruined me.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I'm so disappointed in the way things turned out, I can't help but feel like things could have been different, if you were the person I know you could be, but you never will be