From: ABC
To: ryan
When you text me or call me asking how I’m doing, it lets me know you are one of the people in my life who truly care about me.
From: ABC
To: ryan
i wish you could’ve came out and been true with yourself. i truly think we could've happy together. i miss you but i cant be with someone who is constantly lying to themselves and needs to be fixed. i’m tired of fixing people.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I thought I could do no wrong with you. you said you where different. I no longer believe people when they tell me they think am special. I hope she is worth the pain you caused me. I honestly believed you loved me and that you would never leave me
From: ABC
To: ryan
i just think we were an example of "the right person, wrong time". we used to be so close. what happened?
From: ABC
To: ryan
i know u said that we're just friends but it wont change the fact that u were the first boy i truly ever loved. if u're happy, then i'm happy. i have so much more to say, i just cant find the right words.
From: ABC
To: ryan
Why wasn't my whole heart and soul enough for you? Did you think of me when you cheated? I am broken.
From: ABC
To: ryan
You may not even read this but it is the best way to express myself !! I know that you are the love of my life I know without a doubt, but life took us on different paths and we have different lives, if we really are for each other, life or destiny will be in charge of uniting us, remember the red thread that unites us, if life is not going to unite us, I hope you find that girl who loves you no matter what, I met you in the dark and you taught me to believe in me, you taught me that not everything is how love movies paint it , you will be my child all the damn life, maybe we were destined for me to know you but you did not, just be happy that if we see each other one day in the street we will sit and talk and I will tell you how madly I was in love with you and we will laugh until we cry anyway I love you, I love you and I will love you all my life ... Every time I heard demons imagine dragons and ed sheeran's photography I will remember you, you were the most beautiful way life had to teach me that not everything is possible ... with love KM ??
From: ABC
To: ryan
why am I so desperately seeking someone else’s approval to give up on you? It’s not the same anymore.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I feel such an intense motivation to find you. I truly believe that you are my soulmate and that we will meet again.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I don't think I can call this a first love but rather a first mistake. I wish I could start things from scratch so things didn't end up in this big mess! I hope your girlfriend sees your good side.
From: ABC
To: ryan
thank you for always standing up for your friends and what is right. Even when you're dealing with your demons you still make it through
From: ABC
To: ryan
It’s fucked that I’m terrified of you leaving me, but you’re more scared of letting me get too close.
From: ABC
To: ryan
i know ur a lot older than me, but i wish we could be together, you're the only person i feel safe with, please stay
From: ABC
To: ryan
you made me feel like i was on top of the world, only to kick me off the cliff :,) but i survived hehehehehe
From: ABC
To: ryan
i like you a lot which kinda sucks, but i think you’re genuinely such an amazing person and i hope you find someone who makes you very happy :)
From: ABC
To: ryan
You’re everything I ever wanted. I love you more than anything and I’m sorry we’re going through this tough time my love. X
From: ABC
To: ryan
thanks for being there when my own friends weren’t there. u were one of the few people who actually cared abt me on my birthday. thankyousomuch esp when u help me with tests, also ur not my first love but ur the best ? also if u somehow read this, text me
From: ABC
To: ryan
I will never stop loving you, I hope the next girl you choose will show you endless amounts of love :) even though I want to be the one doing that I won't be selfish because I want you to live a happy life
From: ABC
To: ryan
You really fucked me up and did me dirty, I hope I never hear from you again and you never put another girl through what I went through.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I loved you. But it wasn’t right. You’ll always be in my heart. But I’m over u. I’m glad my best friends are happy.
From: ABC
To: ryan
you were truly my first love. i was yours for as long as i could be. i wish you weren't so terrible. life would be easier then. the things you did to me would make sense. i can't comprehend this side you showed me. it's hard to accept that what i experienced was your shielded side of you. something i never saw, but was always there. lurking.
From: ABC
To: ryan
i know this isnt going to work. you won't tell me what you want so how am i supposed to know if i should move on? i really like you but if your'e not going to put any effort into this i'm going to leave. you just seem so uninterested in the thought of me and you. i don't even know what happened either. from now on i'm not going to put in any effort unless you do. i'm not going to waste my time on someone who's bullshitting me. it hurts.
From: ABC
To: ryan
r,
there isn’t gonna be a perfect time. so why can’t we just say fuck it and be together? can we please stop playing this game?
From: ABC
To: ryan
it sucks that the way i felt about you is how you still felt about her. but, i would never hurt someone like the way you hurt me, and you know that too.
From: ABC
To: ryan
you brought me out of a dark place and i will forever owe you for that. you make me feel so safe and i love you infinitely. the idea of losing you scares me constantly. i know it will happen eventually and that will be one of the worst days of my life but i will hold onto you until that day. i am lucky just to have you for the time i do now. i love you forever. i pinky promise i will always be here
From: ABC
To: ryan
i miss u... u got me through sm. u hurt me too but i wouldnt take it back. i was so genuimely happy. and that was the first time in a long time. it took me a month before i could go into the city bc everything i saw reminded me of you. you were everywhere. slowly thats faded but i think you took a part of me when you left. i hope you take care of it
From: ABC
To: ryan
I’m so glad I didn’t end up with what I thought I wanted. Thank god I’m not in love with you anymore.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I hope that you get everything you dream for, travel the world & find someone who loves you as much as I did. & I hope I can be happy for you when you do
From: ABC
To: ryan
I’m sorry I didn’t answer your text, but it had been years since we last talked and I just wanted to move on from that chapter of my life. You stopped being there for me when I needed you the most. I felt abandoned by you. I’m sorry if I was ever a burden. I’ll always appreciate the friendship we once had. I hope you found happiness.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I’m sorry I didn’t answer your text, but it had been years since we last talked and I just wanted to move on from that chapter of my life. You stopped being there for me when I needed you the most. I felt abandoned by you. I’m sorry if I was ever a burden. I’ll always appreciate the friendship we once had. I hope you found happiness.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I don't know why, i cant stop thinking about you. We could of had everything but you didn't want to put in the effort. I miss you, please come back.
From: ABC
To: ryan
i could help you. i would love you. but u continue to ignore me and treat me and others like shit and i can’t be ok with that.
From: ABC
To: ryan
You always said I’d move on after your gone. But I still miss you. I’ll carry your legacy. I’ll always wear your necklace. I miss you more than ever.
From: ABC
To: ryan
i fucking hate you.i hate you so much.you ruined me.i wish i could see you again so i could push you and tell you this in person.you ruined my life.i hate you so much.and i hate how ill never stop loving you, deep down.
From: ABC
To: ryan
It is so crazy to think how much I liked u and thought about u. You never even once probably thought about me, i liked you for so fricking long, and you know what i got over you, then i sit next to u and realise how nice and kind u are, but the fact is u would never date me or even cosider it. Well now ur with someone and i guess i gotta move on again, wish we could have been something but i guess not
From: ABC
To: ryan
god, you're so annoying. we haven't talked in forever but you're always on my mind. i wonder if i am too.
From: ABC
To: ryan
You made my life fun. You were the person I wanted to be with all the time. You hurt me so badly in the end and I should have known, I knew you would do this to me. My heart is broken and it is my own fault. I shouldn't have cared about you as much as I did, because I knew you didn't care about me at all.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I still think about you time to time. You meant a lot to me before because I had never met anyone like you. I guess I got scared of liking you back and feared what was in it for the future. I just felt we went too fast and what was to come afterwards might not end good. So I’m sorry I broke your heart but you deserve much better. It’s time to move on, because while you have changed, I have changed as well. I really did mean it when I said I wanted to learn how to love myself first, you dingus.
From: ABC
To: ryan
no color fits you. im on the phone with you and i know when we hang up and say i love you, you wont mean it the way i do.
From: ABC
To: ryan
Whenever I’m really sad I scroll through here & wonder what you might say to me...do you even think of me at all?
From: ABC
To: ryan
god, every single time im talking to someone new all i can do is think ab u. its so wrong and idk what it is ab u but im trying to move on. i just cant get u out of my head.
From: ABC
To: ryan
im finally talking to someone that's worth a shot but last night i dreamt of u and im back to square one. idk what to do. i think i miss u.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I know you are going out with my best friend but I like you and I wish I didn’t but I love you and Evelyn together I just have a crush on you
From: ABC
To: ryan
The thing that hurts me the most is knowing that however bad you hurt me I'd still always go back to you in a heart beat, You were my soulmate but I guess I wasnt yours. I'm gonna miss you Ryan, Thankyou for all the good laughs and late night talks, The late night walks and for making me feel safe and happy again. You saved my life. I'll always love you. Goodbye♡
From: ABC
To: ryan
i’m not sure exactly what happened that changed your energy towards me but i rlly enjoyed the friendship we had before. i don’t think it will ever be the same tho cuz i don’t think i was as interested in you as you were in me. i’m sorry. i’ll always remember those who severed on 9/11 :)
From: ABC
To: ryan
i’m not sure exactly what happened that changed your energy towards me but i rlly enjoyed the friendship we had before. i don’t think it will ever be the same tho cuz i don’t think i was as interested in you as you were in me. i’m sorry. i’ll always remember those who severed on 9/11 :)
From: ABC
To: ryan
i cannot imagine a world without you in it. you are the best thing to ever happen to me. thank you for taking me back
From: ABC
To: ryan
Was she really worth it? you put me into the darkest hole and for what? To lose the one person who would've done anything for you.
From: ABC
To: ryan
I fucking hate you you little shit, I know what you did, and I wish you received reprucussions for your shitty behaviour towards women, I can't wait for people to find out about what you've done. fuck you
From: ABC
To: ryan
the depression is unbearable but if it wasn’t for you it probably would’ve had me dead by now so thank you for saving me when i feel hopeless.