I'm still in love with you. Just because I blocked you and have a new boyfriend doesn't mean I stopped loving you.

i wish you knew why im so sad all the time - its not u, its the idea of without you. pls call me back

Hey, I know we will never become an actual couple, but I cherish our friendship so dearly and I miss you so much! But like, if you went in for a kiss I would not say no ;)

i still pray for your safety every day, i hope you're doing well. i'll love you always and thank you for everything

I'm sorry for being clingy. Maybe I was too selfish. I'm sorry it I caused you any stress. I just want you how much you meant to me. I still remember you and I'll always be here.

i’m sorry i projected my insecurities onto you. But you breaking my heart helped me realize how much i’m worth. I owe you a rly big thank you, despite how much i truly miss you.

i saw your little brother today for the first time since February. it made me realise just how much i miss you

I really really wish you would just tell me how you feel, I keep getting mixed signals and you know I can’t speak my mind.

The beginning was so perfect and I think that's why I'm still holding on. You were such an amazing person

i sorta maybe have a thing for you. which is weird, because we're not in the same circles at all. but you're nice and cute and sweet and aren't mean like your friends are. anyways. enjoy the playlist i made for you

Even though I’ve moved on I still think about you. You showed me what it’s like to be loved and for that I’ll always love you.

i wish you knew that i like you and i’ve loved you for a long time. all the things we say to eachother, you might be joking but i’m not and i hope that you will fing your way back to me one day.??

i liked u for like what? almost 3 years? and sometimes i still think about u but i know i’m better off w/o being ur special someone :”) take care n stay safe tho!

You broke my heart and you’ll never even know. I still love you, even though you didn’t feel the same and I don’t think I’ll ever stop.

i miss you and i know you don’t miss me. you were the love of my life and i messed everything up i treated you terribly and i would do anything to take the way i treated you back. you tried to give me the world and i accused you of not loving me every time because i was scared of losing you. look where we are now. i would do anything to be able to lay on your chest every sunday (our day) again. the thought of never talking to you again makes me feel broken inside. i hope some day we meet again and i can fall in love with your stupid laugh all over again. i’ll always love you and will always self consciously wait for you. i miss you ry.

Thank you for being my first love and teaching me what not to do in a relationship. Your manipulation made me stronger.

Lol I can’t get you out of my head and it’s been months. I miss being friends and I miss you but it won’t be the same. I’m sorry for ruining the friendship. I should’ve been more careful.

i dont love you anymore, but today when i saw you with someone that wasn’t me my heart ached the way it used to

You are such a asshole i don't know what i ever saw in you but i love you so much and that's the problem

You hurt me. You showed me pure happiness and then took it away in a second. But didn’t tell me why. I wish I told you how much you hurt me...

idk what to say. I still miss us. what we had, or at least what I thought we had. It feels awkward now, but if you talked to me I would 100% be happy to be friends again.

You lied. You told me you loved me. All you ever did was look at other girls. You lied. You lied. You lied. You lied. You lied. You lied. You lied. You lied.

you mean the world to me, and will most likely always mean the world to me. i need to let you go because waiting kills me. you will never not be in the back of my mind when im holding someone elses hand or laying on someone elses chest. i love you forever ry, i just wish you loved me back at the same time

this is the sweetest color. you’re my sweetest thing. our souls sing when we are together, and i hope the choir goes on forever

Ryan, I wish you could know how broken you've made me. I honestly feel like I am not capable of receiving love anymore. I thought I was going to marry you, spend the rest of my life with you, have my family with you. but, you broke me in ways you don't understand. I push everyone and everything away from me now because my brain thinks that anything I could have will be ruined and I am not able to be loved the way that I love.

This color reminds me of you. I hate you but I love you so much, and I miss you. I wish you hadn't hurt me. Why wasn't I enough for you. All I wanted was to love you.

do you know what you did to me ?
do you think about it as often as i do?
did you always know what you were doing ?
i told you no why did you keep going why did i let you into my house why did i introduce you to my mom and tell all my friends about you why did i care so much about what you thought when you just wanted to have sex why didnt i push you away why did i let you do it why didnt i tell anyone about it why why why why why why

It hurts to see you all the time. I don’t know whether it’s because I blame myself. I would’ve done anything for us even though you were the one that caused it. Just know that I do still love you, there’s just way too much between us now, I’m sorry x

I’m scared I’ll never be able to let go of the fantasy of us being together but I can’t tell you to leave me alone because I love you too much.

atleast a goodbye would have been better, then ghosting me. the second I realised my heart dropped and the world became silent. I'm left with broken pieces and the one question, did I romantise it or did you feel it too?

I’ve never been in love before, but when i met you i knew that’s what it was. everything about you just makes me feel so ecstatic. your slight dimples when you smile or the smirk you make when you think of something mischievous. i wanna be ur person. i can see us growing together. i don’t ever wanna lose you. you’re my favorite boy. you’re him. and that’s all i could ever ask for.

I wish u were still alive. I need u right now really bad. I have no one i wish u were still here to help me

i’m still hanging on to the thought of what could’ve been, hoping the songs that make me think of you make you think of me

This was the colour of my bedroom when you did what you did. Why didn't you listen when I said no? You were my best friend. I trusted you.

You left me and I still sit here wanting you back. You were my best friend. I miss watching the sunset with you.

you died that day we broke up for the last time. you're unrecognizable. i miss him so much. i mourned him for months. he introduced love to me. star wars. i gave him the west wing. aaron sorkin. if he had a grave i would visit him everyday and deliver flowers and chocolates. i'd leave that baby yoda plush on the stone. why did you kill him? i loved him more than anything. why would you ever do that to me? i hope new ryan can live with the fact that he killed someone. more than a year after we met, and i still miss you more than anything. -v, aka: clover.

Hi! It's been 5, 6 years. I hope you're happy now. Don't wait for me. You know that I loved you right? But it's just not the same. I just hope for your happiness, cause I still care for you, and I will always care for you.
Forgive me for ghosting you, I just didn't know how to tell you that I fell out of love. I didn't want to see you crying so I chose the easy way out. I'm sorry.

sometimes i wonder if you still think about me. what if what we had was the best we’d get? would you come back?

I let my tears fall where you once lied so they may take the shape of you and comfort me like you once did.

You really hurt me. I’ll never recover from this. We could of been friends, but you got me drunk and you hurt me.

i’m literally so in love with you. i hope we can be together in the future. if it’s not you, it’s no one.

We used to send each other songs everyday, but it’s been a year since you texted me. Godspeed by Frank Ocean is the song i’d send you right now

when you told me i was ugly because of who i was that hurt especially after wanting to spend the rest of my life with you.

You are my first love and my only. When you say my name it still gives me butterflies. I know Im don't tell you these things but I truly mean what I'm saying now, i love you

I still struggle in my happy relationships years later. Your toxicity ruined my happiness and mental health.

i always think abt that one moment where we both got lost on one another’s eyes. what happened? now we’re strangers.

I love the way you play with my hair and look at me as if I was an angel. When I’m in your arms I feel so protected and loved. I want to kiss you so bad and let you know how much I love you.

Breaking up was awful but it helped me to grow as a person and learn to rely on myself for happiness. I genuinely wish you the best.

I know I said friends but everyone knew I didn’t mean that but you... I’ve loved you since 8th grade.

We were never going to work out anyways. I was just craving attention for someone I didn't even like. It was forced. I would never want to be with you now.