not a first love but ig
my childhood was supposed to be the best time of my life you took it away i wanted to live i cant stay in all the time stop talking to me like ik nothing stop gaslighting me stop belittling me stop making me feel like id rather be dead than speak to you you dont understand you never will all u fucking care bout is yourself i need to live ive had enough of your bs can you please please just let me leave i dont want to be around you hearing your voice makes me wanna shut my hears seeing your face makes me angry being near you makes me feel quesy please i want out i wanna leave