Unsent messages to MICHAEL
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:53 pm UTC
how do you feel when you're away?
how do you pass the days?
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:10 pm UTC
I still think about how you hurt me everyday
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: July 18, 2023, 6:56 pm UTC
i wish distance wouldnt tear us apart. i love you always.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: July 18, 2023, 6:42 pm UTC
i’m always going to love you, boss.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: July 18, 2023, 4:28 pm UTC
i want my boyfriend from the first 3 months back.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: July 18, 2023, 2:12 am UTC
i would’ve done anything for your love again.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: July 18, 2023, 1:52 am UTC
dawg if i actually was a rebound I might get a little upset
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: July 16, 2023, 9:34 pm UTC
I think I have feelings for you, even after I said I didn't.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: July 16, 2023, 9:18 pm UTC
I just miss you, I go to the bridge every weekend just for you.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:23 pm UTC
I’m sorry for what I’ve done and I promise, I’ll be better
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: July 15, 2023, 10:15 pm UTC
thanks now i hate sign crushes motorist
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: July 14, 2023, 4:36 am UTC
Why won't you j try and talk to me... I want you to
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: July 14, 2023, 3:32 am UTC
i loved you but the pain you caused me was unimaginable
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: July 13, 2023, 10:56 pm UTC
after everything... i still miss the way you held me
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 18, 2021, 11:52 am UTC
not a love letter but i love you so much to my bestfriend, whose a literal copy of me and i can’t wait to move w
you :) little slag
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 17, 2021, 4:14 am UTC
im trying to call you and talk to you bitch literally talk to me hoe ik you love me:) - from your favorite person
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 16, 2021, 5:41 am UTC
I miss you. Im not ready to let go, and ik thats not good but. Idc. I love you so much. I always will..
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 16, 2021, 5:37 am UTC
I love you so much, u just mean the whole world to me. &’ i hate this break up buh I understand. I just cant accept it. U were my home. My bestfriend. My everything &’ a part of me hates it because its the most painful thinf i have felt in months..You saved me life from the darkness u brought pure bliss to me and i loved that. But now, we’re just strangers.. And i hate it so much, it breaks me...I love you so much. Hold on to that..
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 16, 2021, 2:31 am UTC
I will never understand why you can't see all the good things about yourself. I guess I'll have to see them for you.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 15, 2021, 2:11 am UTC
You were my first love. 6 whole years, on you. Can you believe it. I told you, I shouldn't have told you. No one should have known. Ever.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 14, 2021, 5:59 pm UTC
Dear Mike, although we may have been the most toxic people for eachother at that time, I wouldn’t change anything about our situation. You taught me how to love myself and how to stand up for myself. You sat there with me and cried when I told you about what I was going through. The unspoken connection between us is unavoidable and I hope you felt it as well. Although this will never get to you I love you and the world is forever too quiet without you.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:13 am UTC
i still love you and you hurt me but ur the one i will always go back to. it was something about you that made you different you made me feel loved. why are you so rude now? i fucked up too and ik it but ik we could make this work. come back. i miss you
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 14, 2021, 3:51 am UTC
I don’t think I’ve ever been in love but you’re probably the closest I’ve come. It’s a shame you weren’t a good person. I probably could’ve fallen in love with you
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 14, 2021, 2:15 am UTC
you always give me hope the rare times we message, i wish i didn’t feel the way i do. i miss you so much
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 14, 2021, 1:50 am UTC
im sorry for everything i put u through. And ik i can never tell u because it would be the same toxic circle over again but i never meant to break u.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 13, 2021, 10:06 am UTC
i cant even hate you for hurting me the way you did. you made me feel something no one ever could and i didnt want to lose you or that feeling. i could be myself around you without feeling judged. i opened up about things i hate talking about. i felt safe with you. the first time we ended things i told myself, if we were meant to be we would find our way back to eachother. and we did. for a short period of time we did. but i lost you again. and it sucks. i wanted things to be different this time around. it felt right this time around. we didnt speak for a whole year. you did your own thing while i did mine. i looked for you in other people but no one was ever able to fill the hole you left in me. you’re the best mistake i’ve ever made. i was in love with you..i
and i know you were too. i still am. you even said we were right for each other. why cant we go back to that. we were so happy. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 12, 2021, 8:54 am UTC
you are and always will be my kryptonite.
i just hope one day i get the love i deserve, even if it doesn't come from you.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 12, 2021, 6:32 am UTC
i wish you cared about me, i’m tired of everyone walking all over me, i guess it’s better to have no friends than bad ones, i’ll miss you
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 12, 2021, 12:08 am UTC
i have never met a single human being that i vibe with the way i vibe with you. & i can’t explain how wonderful it feels knowing we’ll be friends forever.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 11, 2021, 11:21 pm UTC
I really liked you but I wasn’t in a good place mentally. I wish I could’ve just told you that instead of telling you I didn’t like you. Now, you have a girlfriend and I really like her. Anyway, I’m sorry I’m such an ass friend. I hope I can gain the courage to tell you one day.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 11, 2021, 1:41 pm UTC
you were the only person who made me feel safe. the only person who really cared about me. i love you.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:51 am UTC
I will always love you, no matter how hard i try to hate you. Thank you for letting me experience love
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 11, 2021, 3:55 am UTC
You were in my dream last night and when we hugged it felt like all my broken pieces were put back together
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 10, 2021, 10:21 pm UTC
Thank you for being my favorite person. So far I haven't found anyone else I liked as much as I liked you, but I hope you've found somebody good to replace me with.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 10, 2021, 8:20 am UTC
I hope you find happiness. somewhere. somehow. i know you said i broke that. but you’re also on tinder now
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 10, 2021, 4:40 am UTC
i ran out of time to tell you how I felt. it’s been four years and I still haven’t met someone who can make me smile like you could. i miss our laughs in 8th grade english and you telling me about hockey.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 10, 2021, 3:10 am UTC
you were my first love and it hurt more than anything when you left me. but if it’s meant to be, the universe will bring us back together
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 10, 2021, 1:04 am UTC
I wonder if I would have loved the real you just as much as I did the version of you housed within my brain.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 9, 2021, 11:31 pm UTC
Hi. Yes, thats me AGAIN. Sorry if i impose myself haha. No, dont worry im not gonna tell you „goodnight” or „have a nice day” radomly. Its just me. How to start here.. i hope everything is okay in your life. Im here to tell you that im so so sorry and i miss you so fcking much. But i know i cant „go back” to you. I know you dont want it, and im soo scared. Im sorry. Fck. You can have every girl you want, like really. Im not gonna impose myself. I miss you but you also very hurted me. Oh, so fcking much. First time when you asked me for nudes.. i cried myself to sleep. I was so so scared and the only thing i can say is that.. i have bruises next to.. this. Okay, changing the subject. Im so so fcking scared of you. I sent you on snap my photos in only bra and panties. Im so so scared, my hands are shaking.
I have no strength. I hate myself every day more and more. I told Amelia that i sent you this (chilee
I didn't tell her anything else, not even about what we wrote about in general) and she told me something, what hurted me in milion pieces. She
she said: Ola you are so fcking easy. Its true. I dont even know you at all and i sent you this... and i was near to sent you nudes. Fck. Remember when I told you about lake and camp.. i trusted you.. I hope you didn't tell anyone. I have no strength. If you tell anyone, im will k1ll myself. You know that. Im so so scared that something will flow up. Np. what i sent you or about the lake.. I know you hate me. Okay, next thing. Remember when i told you that my chest hurts? I was
lying in bathroom floor crying and shaking. I was talking with you then. I told about this (what happened) to one of my bfs and she said that it was a panic attack. That nigt
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 9, 2021, 9:33 pm UTC
I wish you was able to hold me as more than a friend like you do to others. But then I wish I wasn't like all the others, I wanna be special.
From: ABC
To: michael
Date: January 9, 2021, 8:30 pm UTC
You were my first love. I could never forget seeing you for the first time in Mexico. But 6 years I wasted on you, and for what. Nothing.
