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Hi. Yes, thats me AGAIN. Sorry if i impose myself haha. No, dont worry im not gonna tell you „goodnight” or „have a nice day” radomly. Its just me. How to start here.. i hope everything is okay in your life. Im here to tell you that im so so sorry and i miss you so fcking much. But i know i cant „go back” to you. I know you dont want it, and im soo scared. Im sorry. Fck. You can have every girl you want, like really. Im not gonna impose myself. I miss you but you also very hurted me. Oh, so fcking much. First time when you asked me for nudes.. i cried myself to sleep. I was so so scared and the only thing i can say is that.. i have bruises next to.. this. Okay, changing the subject. Im so so fcking scared of you. I sent you on snap my photos in only bra and panties. Im so so scared, my hands are shaking.
I have no strength. I hate myself every day more and more. I told Amelia that i sent you this (chilee
I didn't tell her anything else, not even about what we wrote about in general) and she told me something, what hurted me in milion pieces. She
she said: Ola you are so fcking easy. Its true. I dont even know you at all and i sent you this... and i was near to sent you nudes. Fck. Remember when I told you about lake and camp.. i trusted you.. I hope you didn't tell anyone. I have no strength. If you tell anyone, im will k1ll myself. You know that. Im so so scared that something will flow up. Np. what i sent you or about the lake.. I know you hate me. Okay, next thing. Remember when i told you that my chest hurts? I was
lying in bathroom floor crying and shaking. I was talking with you then. I told about this (what happened) to one of my bfs and she said that it was a panic attack. That nigt