I know we can’t be together forever but just know that I would travel a million light years just to be with you.

even though you left i’ve thought about you every single day. i think about all the stupid conversations and moments we had, i’d do anything to do it again. i miss you but it’s time to let go after all these months of waiting. wish u the best.

i'm sorry I hurt you, but I did it before u hurted me first I just wasn't ready I wish you saw me in a different way.

thank you for staying up and talking about anything with me, and waiting for me so we could watch the movie together at the same time

When I think about how our love just disappeared my heart aches and I remember how happy we both were. I think about when our faces would go red anytime we glanced at each other. I think about when we first started liking each other and we were too shy to talk. I remember how happy I was just to see your face. I remember how you kept the thing I gave you back when we were 10. I remember how much it hurt me to say goodbye. I will always love you honestly even if only a little bit but true love never dies.

its been 9 years and every once and while u make it seem like u care, tell me how you really feel for once before I go crazy

you were the real mvp, you were the best person but also the worst to me but I miss you more than ever right now.

thank you for breaking my heart. it made me stronger and opened my eyes. i’m much better without you.

You made me believe in love again. Sadly we didn’t last but just know I’m happy for you too but I still pray you’ll come back

I could forget all about you but the second I see you, and you get that look in your eyes and that stupid crooked smile appears on your face, its back to square one

I was so in love with you until you made me see you different. now i can’t see you romantically in any way anymore.

i understand. i didnt sleep yet, i cant stop crying, i fucked up. i do not know what to do anymore and im sorry.

Im not one to catch feelings and not loose them fast. So why can't I get over you? Why did it take u nothing to get over me?

i’m so sorry i wasn’t ready for you. you deserve way more than what i was giving you. it hurts me too

i thought we had something special. turns out i was just one of your other girls. i can’t get over you.

i know what you mean. i am confused and everything is a lot right now, but we never know what the future might hold for us

i miss who i thought you were. sometimes all i do is sit and think about how things would be if everything went right.

I'm sorry that I don't love you back. However, I don't want you to get hurt however I feel like I am slowly. Your becoming attached, adding small hints into our conversation and constantly trying to get us together. I tried to reget you and to push you away but you keep coming and I don't know how to stop you liking me before it's too late.

I miss the old us so much. I wish you never hurt me so we didn't have to keep hurting each other. I'm not happy anymore but I'll still love you forever.

It’s been 5 years now and I just wanna say that I meant to say yes, god yes but no slipped out instead. I’m sorry.

Michael you were my first love... My first everything really. I still think of you at times and hope you are accomplishing everything you’ve always hoped for. I always root for you. I know we weren’t meant to be but thank you for everything you taught me. I hope you are happy and live a great life.

Michael you were my first experience of what it felt like to be with someone. I’m sorry for how it turned out. I know we weren’t meant to be but if we find our way back i promise to love you with all i have. I always root for you. I hope your thriving and happy. I will always love you. You were someone i will always have a place in my heart for.

I know I should hate you but I can’t. I saw you today and I hate how it made me feel. My hands were shaking. I hate how we ended things and I hate that we fucked up what we had by deciding to fuck around and I hate that even after we couldn’t be friends because of her. I hate that you didn’t tell me and I hate that I had to find out before you told me. I hate that you did want you did knowing you were hers and never mine. I hate that I fell stupidly for you and that a small part of me wanted you and I hate that I wanted to be her because she had the one thing I would never have the one thing I had for only a small period of time. You. But you, you led me on the way you acted wasn’t just a fling and the more I think about it the angrier I get because fuck you and the more I think about it the more I realize what I thought I felt for you was exactly how I wished no other girl be treated because you made me feel like shit Michael. And the sad part it I know we could have been great friends if we wouldn’t have taken that stupid step but now I realize your a piece of shit and she’s an idiot for staying with your lying cheating ass but yea this is everything I never said. I hate myself for still feeling something for you but I know it will go away soon.

I've always missed the times were you made fun of my height or during spanish class when you would rest your head on the desk and I would play with your hair; you looked so peaceful. I miss those times but now I have to learn to let you go because I want to see myself doing something I know will make me happy. I can't always be running back to you knowing that you didn't feel the same way about me or even thought of reaching out to me; so now I know that I can't always rely on people to always be there for me. Goodbye.

its been two years , its not getting any better . please come back i can't do this without you . im sorry for hurting you but i need you back.

from Raina.
I love you. and i am so sorry for everything. for the pain you have been feeling. i wish i could take it away. you showed me another side of the world without even leaving. please i know this might be selfish of me, but do not leave. you are the Finch to my violet. you saved me in ways you do not even know. i need you. i need you to do dumb teenage things with me. i need you to help me. you give me motivation to live the life i have always wanted and i want you to do it with me so please do it with me. please do not leave me. ill never forgive myself for things i have done that hurt you. and i am sorry.

How I wish you dint text me that day. You made me get my hopes up for nothing. Now I feel empty and I overthink too much about it. You run through my mind all day and I can’t get you out of my head even if I try to. Every action or move I make I think of you... I was happy before you came into my life, so why can’t I know be happy now that you’re out of it. I feel drained with no energy god how I wish I just dint get that single text.

im sorry for everything i put u through. And ik i can never tell u because it would be the same toxic circle over again but i never meant to break u.

you always give me hope the rare times we message, i wish i didn’t feel the way i do. i miss you so much

i know we were super young and i spent so long trying to figure out if i really loved you but i think i did. i know you never gave a shit about me and im fine with that - i'm in love with someone else now and im really happy but i just wanna put into the universe that i'm thankful that we met when we did, and no matter what you'll always be my first love :)

I don’t think I’ve ever been in love but you’re probably the closest I’ve come. It’s a shame you weren’t a good person. I probably could’ve fallen in love with you

i still love you and you hurt me but ur the one i will always go back to. it was something about you that made you different you made me feel loved. why are you so rude now? i fucked up too and ik it but ik we could make this work. come back. i miss you

I’m sorry that I can’t give you a straight answer. I keep saying give it time but who knows if I need time or I’m just scared of a relationship. The thing is I need to know myself before I give my all to you

i actually rlly loved you. you’re not like any boy i’ve ever met. sweet, polite, but also had a mean side. you were a perfect mix. i will always be waiting for you.

it wasn’t in god’s plan for us to end up together, but know that i think of you every single day, despite of all these years

You brought me the happiness i thought would never be there but you took it away the second you left.

Dear Mike, although we may have been the most toxic people for eachother at that time, I wouldn’t change anything about our situation. You taught me how to love myself and how to stand up for myself. You sat there with me and cried when I told you about what I was going through. The unspoken connection between us is unavoidable and I hope you felt it as well. Although this will never get to you I love you and the world is forever too quiet without you.

I still think about you every day. I know you do the same. We don’t talk anymore but it’s made everything so much easier. Thank you for letting me go because I know I wouldn’t have walked away on my own. I don’t want you back, ever. You made me sad until I loved the shade of blue. I was scared of new commitments with other people. I realized someone else leaving like you did, was what scared me most. But I’ve accepted that. There’s an end to every beginning. So I’m not scared anymore. Thank you for helping me learn what I want and don’t want in my future relationships. Thank you for staying up on the phone with me late at night...when I was too scared to be by myself in the dark after a bad dream. Thank you for making me believe I was selfish and too much to handle. This is me letting you go..finally. I forgive you. Sometimes I can’t help but think we ended too quickly. Maybe one day we’ll run into each other and have our happy ending. Find a place to live together and do all the things we said we would. Or find our own people that are our own happy endings. I’m changing. I’ve changed. I still love you to the moon and back. That’s the only thing that has stayed the same.

if you are writing these for me, can you please just text me? i miss you. i have so much to tell you. i love you so fucking much even though you hurt me. please just come back. anytime something interesting or sad happens i want to tell you but i know i probably could but it would be weird, so be the bigger person and text me. i’m shy ??

You meant the world to me. You still do, but we both know it's too late for us. I love you MJ. Forever and always.

why were you so toxic that it was perfect. you killed me inside but made me like that feeling. i miss us and how shitty you were.

I used to smile just seeing your name pop up on my phone. Now I act like you don't even exist. Boy, you fucked up.

You were my first love. 6 whole years, on you. Can you believe it. I told you, I shouldn't have told you. No one should have known. Ever.

You hurt me so much, you have no idea. speaking to another girl 3 weeks before you broke up with me, seriously? you have no idea how much you have ruined me. you told me how to c*t properly, and that it was ok for me to do that. you told me so many times you were comitting, giving me serious anxiety and seperation issues when actually you would just go to sleep. You're a prick!

i fell for the promises. the way you said my name. the way you kept me sober. the look in your eyes. i love u

I lowered my standards for you.Never again, thank you for everything.I was 2 good for u & I deserve better.

I search my name every day and search through these messages, hoping that I'll find one from you. I think I lost you a long time ago, and I just haven't been able to let go completely. I'm stuck. You left without so much as an explanation or a goodbye, and it's too late now to change what happened after. I couldn't say it the other night, but I miss you too. Much more than I should. Maybe that's wrong, but I can't help it.

Hi mike. I know I don’t act like it but I miss you so much. Ever since we stopped talking I’ve been hurting so bad, I literally cry everyday. I know I’m the one that ended it, and I regret that everyday, but it rlly hurts seeing you with other people when I can’t stop thinking about you. I don’t think we are ever gonna talk again, so I hope you find love and happiness, even if it’s without me. Love you forever

you made me think i wasn't enough because you got hurt. i wish we never had that kiss in the first place

part of me knows ur reading this. and part of me knows ur happy without me. and it hurts so bad that i’m not.