i still think about you until this day. you kept appearing in my dreams, telling me off but coming back and saying that you still love me. it has been almost 4 years since we break up and I can't forget about you completely.

How could you respect me if I didn’t respect myself. That’s the same answer when I wonder why you never loved me.

I keep going on lots of dates and kissing other boys. but i’ve realised i’m just trying to find you in another.

if i left letters in a bottle would you find them like you did the others? only strangers get to know my secrets

if i left letters in a bottle would you find them like you did the others? only strangers get to know my secrets

I feel so wrong and I know we’re. both in relationships but you’re still all I can think about. I miss what we had.

I miss you sometimes even though we stopped being friends for a long time. I cherish the memories we had in middle school. You literally made me laugh all the time. I hope you didn't change.

all i want to do is see if your alright but i know i am not the girl you want to be telling right now.

i can't stand the idea of never speaking to you again but i feel like you want nothing to do with me.

i loved you,and i wish it hadn’t ended. i hate knowing what could have been. you were everything to me.

I need space. If we keep going like this I will push you away. Obviously I don't want to but I'm not good enough for you.

i hope your phone battery Aint still at 1%, cuz we all know your girl aint as dumb as you thought i was.

hey, idk if i’ll ever speak to you again since you have her now so i’m just saying it here. i love you, you helped me through one of the hardest times in my life and we’re always there for me. i love you for that, thank you.

I didn't want to believe that you like my bestfriend, honestly I was starting to think you liked me, with all the mixed signals you give me. but no u got drunk last night and told me how beautiful lucy is and how much u like and want to talk to her. fuck. it hurts to much

you’re so important to me but i know you’ll never see me that way and it kills me every time you talk about her

URGHHH. I just don't understand. I just wanna know what u think of me, how do u feel abt me. I need to know pls. I need to my heart to rest.

we haven’t talked in a while. i still think about what we could’ve been. no boy makes me feel the way u did

I know you were confused and didn’t know what you wanted but that doesn’t make it okay that you took those four years from me.

I know the things you did. You are not as innocent as you present yourself and I fear for those after me.

i'm still hurting from what you did to me and it makes me hate myself everyday for still wanting you to hold me

I know we’re just friends now. But I’m still in love with you. I know your going through a hard time, but your gonna get through it, I promise you that. No matter what I’ll always stick around because you was the first one I truly ever loved & I'm sorry I’m not what you wanted or needed. It breaks my heart im not yours anymore. Please come back. :(

We've been talking for a bit, we seem to be friends now and ive been slowly realizing how in love i am with you.

You might think i moved on and am happier, but i have to get drunk every night to feel happy without you.

i'm sorry i hurt you. you meant so much to me, all i ever did with him was numb the pain i caused you.

i’m afraid, my dear, i love you more than life itself. you make me feel so yellow, remember? i hope we’ll always be friends.

i have an awful feeling you’re starting to like her more than me. and that’s ok. you’re my best friend and that will never change, just tell me ok? it might hurt for a while but i love you as more than just a boyfriend. i hope you know that. but if you feel in any way you don’t want to be with me - tell me. please.

I would’ve waited years for you. I would’ve done anything for you. But you left me and by the time you wanted me, I was already broken by someone else.

Fuck you. I deserved closure. I deserved an explanation. And yet I got nothing. I didn’t deserve that. I hate you.

“I just want you to be happy” was my way of saying “I love you but I’ll let you go if it makes you happy”

If I don’t want you to be happy without me, does that mean I never really loved you? I honestly hope so.

I was going to make this the colour of your eyes but I’ve forgotten them. I can’t wait for you to fade more

I am sorry, you were right. You were my twin flame but flames burn. I still love you but I love him too. He loves and protects in ways you didn't. I'm sorry it's no longer us vs. the world but as much as love you, you still hurt me.

i lied when i said you weren't my first love because now i realize you're the first one that mattered

what do I even do anymore? Did you ever actually love me or not because I'm tired and don't know what to do

Sometimes I feel like we were meant to be, but it wasn't the right time. You'll never know how I still feel about you.

i was so happy when you wanted me back. but i had to push you away so you could feel what i did when you left

I love you so much and i know that we’re not together and we tried our best but i know that i’ll always have a special place in your heart and you’ll always have a special place is mine it’s been tough without you but i know it’s my fault for not being able to commit to a amazing guy like you and i really wish you best of luck to you and your future lovers

I miss you so much. I wanna be with you, i wanna talk to you, i just want you to remember i exist. I'll never forget you dude. i wish i could but i just cant.

sometimes i sit back and think what the fuck did i do wrong, but then i realised it wasnt me who ruined it. it was u

i want you to want me again. do you still need me like i still need you? i hope we find our way back to eachother

You made the mountains seem big, the valleys look vast and my problems small. Thank you for helping me, i miss you

Fuck you. if you disliked me so much and thought i was too young, why did you try so desperatley to talk to me? whyd you ask me for nudes? whyd you respond to all my texts so fast? whyd you contact me after we had a bg fight? what the hell is wrong with you fucking idiot? I still love you.

Thanks for helping me, and thank you for hurting me. This way I didn’t stick with you for poison that I craved. It’s been 2 months since I got over those hurt feelings. Thank you not for the help, but for the chance of realization I was given from this...

You were kinda an asshole, but it’s not our faults how pushed into the relationship we were and I’m sorry for breaking your heart the way I did

It hurts me that we’re only friends and nothing more, I love you so so much and I wish I could show you that.

Thank you for loving me, I’m sorry we didn’t work out. If we were older I knew we would’ve lasted. We were young and dumb. I miss you.

I want to hate you but I don’t think I ever will. I loved you even though deep down I know you never reciprocated. I still drive around looking for you in the front seat of that black jeep.

i know we are only talking but you make me feel infinite and worth something,. i just wish i could see u

no matter how much I tried to get you to like me, you always liked her more and that was the hardest thing I ever had to see

Do you think if we met again in a year or two we would be right for each other then? Do you love her more than me?