The love, and bond we had is so rare. I won't feel that way with anyone else ever again in this lifetime. I need to let you go because I can't handle it anymore. I love you forever, C ?

i love you, i cant think you´re somebady else.
i cant see the pictures together in my phone becuse hurts so much.
please come back.

honestly after everything you've done to me.. all i want to know is why. then again you never gave me a full answer to anything. I've even unblocked you..

hey i know its been a bit over a year, but do you ever miss me? do you ever hear my name and miss me? i know we didn't have much going on and it only lasted a few months, but I miss you. i really did like you even if it seemed like i didn't, i know we didn't get to hang out besides school functions etc and that's my fault. I was too nervous to go and whenever you asked it was a bad day for me. I wasn't leading you on, i thought maybe one day we could work. Im forever thankful for knowing you. (this color reminds me of you)

i wish i'd had the guts to kiss you at the dance or on your birthday or even just to ask you out.
it sounds weird but i hope that on those nights i was stupid enough that maybe you could tell how i felt just by looking at me.

Thank you for the time we had together, I will never forget how I felt when we talked. I'm sorry things didn't work out with us but I think the time we had together was meant to be, but not the forever we dreamed of. I'm sorry to say but you were not good for me at all. I know you still want to be friends but I don't think its going to work out between us. Im different now.

Crazy thing is I still have hope although you seem to not like me more than a friend. I still dream about the day both of us are happy together

I know you have a girlfriend and I respect that but my feelings for you are unexplainable and I wish I was with you to help you and see you grow with all the potential you show. i love you

You manipulated me into doing things I didn’t want to, and I can’t break up with you because I’m attached in every way and I don’t know how.

why, Michael?
why... why things had to end up like this?
I don't need you anymore. I don't need you but I still want you. I do. I fucking do.

You taught me one of the hardest life lessons I’ve ever had to learn. Thanks for helping me grow and mature into a better person.

I really liked you but I wasn’t in a good place mentally. I wish I could’ve just told you that instead of telling you I didn’t like you. Now, you have a girlfriend and I really like her. Anyway, I’m sorry I’m such an ass friend. I hope I can gain the courage to tell you one day.

i have never met a single human being that i vibe with the way i vibe with you. & i can’t explain how wonderful it feels knowing we’ll be friends forever.

It’s been months since you cut me off completely, not going to lie, it was incredibly painful to not have the person whom promise me not to leave no matter what, who saw important people leaving my life and promised me to not do the same. But I thank you for doing so. I love the version of myself right now, watching the growth and maturity of my mindset towards my future, but most importantly, to not have my happiness depend on someone else other than myself. I finally gave myself the strength to forgive my past actions and that’s all I need. You’re my first love and there’s no doubt I still believe that we’re soulmates, but your true colors are showing and you’re no longer the sweet boy whom I fell in love with. You’re a different version who I can’t recognize. Despite that, I’m keeping my promise because we were once best friends, I’m here... always. Thank you for being my high school sweetheart, I will always love and adore you. Take care.

i really hope you work when i do so i can see you and have that short small talk like we do, or your smile and wave when you see me. You live rent free in my head :))

when you told me you would beat me if i were a boy i wished with every bone i had that you would've just beaten me dead right then and there.

I loved you. You were my first, my only love.
We got to high school and you changed, so much. The boy I once knew, the one who used to make fun of me for being short, who used to tell me all your secrets, who used to eye me in class, was replaced by another boy. I don't know who he is, he is a stranger.
I miss you so much. I know we were only in middle school, but would it be too much to say you were my true love? You were everything I had wanted, family-oriented, you loved dogs and animals as much as I did, you were you. You were Michael.
You became an unknown face, you became one with the crowd. You let popularity take over your personality, it drowned your true self in a brew of nativity and selfishness. You moved from one girl to the other, you still do.
I miss you. Every day I think about your light blue eyes. I used to look into them and feel safe.
I think about your laugh, your kind of stupid, kind of obnoxious, kind of cute laugh.
I think of the way we used to look at each other. Like we were two hopeless romantics running away from our problems by just being next to each other.
Please, Michael, when you come back, when the real you comes back, reach out. Don't hesitate. I still love you, I really do.
Love,
S.F.

god I got too attached to you but man, I really cared about you. you made me look like a fool when I was the one defending your name when people said you were a shitty guy and blah blah blah

I long for your touch, your smell, your voice. My desire to feel your love again, in person, has taken over me. I miss you. I want you. I would do anything to feel you again.

I remember the day we met, freshman year math class and you sat behind me and it sounds like a cliche but from that moment I thought you were the one. We were best friends for 3 years before I finally asked you out and it was the best thing I ever did but, the worst was letting you go I should have known I would ruin it and I'm sorry. I'm sorry I couldn't be enough for myself and thought it meant I wasn't enough for you. You were more that enough for me and I'm sorry if I ever made you think differently, I'm sorry I broke your heart I broke mine too, but thats what I do I fuck things up and I wouldn't let you fix it and now here I am 7 years from the day we met and 3 years from the day I broke both of our hearts. Just know that I will love for always and forever my love.

i wish you cared about me, i’m tired of everyone walking all over me, i guess it’s better to have no friends than bad ones, i’ll miss you

black, like your favourite colour. i still remember the little things, you might not though. i will always pray for your protection, health and success. i think you could've been my first love; maybe even my only love but you had to be a little bitch boy and listen to your little whore friends....chileee i popped off lmaooo. it still hurts but I make jokes so my friends think I'm over it, I've tried to move on but fcking hell everything he does I compare to you even though I shouldn't, I hope one day our paths cross again. just wanna revise with you on ft one more time, or fall asleep to you watching your stupid youtube videos. i miss you, K

YALL THAT LAST ONE WAS A MOMENT OF PURE WEAKNESS HOPE NONE OF MY FRIENDS SEE THIS LMAAAOOOO FUCK BITCHES GET MONEY YA HEARDDDDDD

you are and always will be my kryptonite.
i just hope one day i get the love i deserve, even if it doesn't come from you.

i miss you a lot. everything reminds me of you and it sucks because now and then i see you and the most we'll do is pass by each other and smile. but i know that you're happy with your girlfriend and she's an absolutely amazing person which makes me happy because you deserve the absolute best. sometimes i wonder if you ever had feelings for me the way i had them for you. there were these little moments that i never seem to forget. especially your hugs, your smiles, your laughs, and most of all your pure genuine eyes that gave me butterflies everytime i looked at them. i dont know how long its going to take me to get over you but I hope that it doesn't take forever because this hurts too much to still hold on to something that we never even had

i miss elementary school with you, we were best friends. now we’re different, but that’s okay. i hope you reach all your goals even though we are on different paths.

hey, how are you? something i ask myself everyday about you. its been almost a year since you decided I wasn't good enough for you. how's your new girl? did you smooth things over with your dad? did you decide on which college you want to go to? do you ever see stuff that reminds you of me? i took down the pictures on my wall, the ones we would look at while we would lay together for hours just talking about life and looking in each others eyes with tears because we were just so happy to be together. i miss you michael. come home.

hey. just to lyk. even though ur not in my life anymore, u made me the happiest ive ever been. ill never b that happy again.

Where did I go wrong? I fell so hard for u, and u just left out of nowhere. Do i ever cross your mind?

i miss you so much, please come back i’ve been waiting for you for months :( i still hold on to the memories and still have your hoodie :/

i miss you so much, please come back i’ve been waiting for you for months :( i still hold on to the memories and still have your hoodie :/

i miss you more and more each day. come back. your smile lightens up the mood. please, i’m asking for one thing, come back.

im still not over you and it makes me upset that i cant get over you because your so happy doing your own thing and im glad your happy and living your life i just wish you hadden left me in the dust ya know

You promised to love me forever. You promised to never leave me. You broke your promises and yet, I loved you until the very end.

i’m afraid that our love was the greatest i will ever experience. life feels less colorful without you

i would have died for you. i loved you more than anything on this world. the sad part is that i still do and you never really loved me

Sorry I sent you those notes with your things but you did refuse to listen when I begged you for help with them. Ur soundcloud sucks btw.

I think that part of me deep down will always love you. I wish I had the courage to tell you... I guess that the idea of us is better than what could have been. Sometimes we let our person go too soon, other times it’s a step in the journey. I truly believe we will meet again; until then, I love you.

i still think about you everyday. even tho u did me so wrong, i can’t get over you. i think... maybe i still love you.

I hate you but I can’t stop loving you fr , we moved our separate ways but your always on my mind ❤️?

you saved my life and i'll always be thankful for that, even on my bad days. im sorry i'll never be able to repay you for that

I miss you, to the point my heart hurts just thinking about you. One day we will be friends again :')

what we had was special to me, i never fell for someone so quick and so hard. it was even harder to hear you say all these amazing things to me one morning to only turn around and say you "lost" feelings for me in a matter of hours. but weeks later you turn around and say that it was your mom's fault? what the heck man? if it really was then that was no way to end it, kind of toxic i wont lie. the fact that we are still friends after that is amazing but sometimes i still feel like we have that vibe that we did when we were dating and it that will never disappear. i don't know how to describe it but at times i wish it didn't exist, i think things would be so much easier and my mind would not be as fucked up as it is, if we never happened. i really liked you fummy and you kind of fucked me over, you broke me. made me feel dumb and that i was not worth anyone anymore. i just... i just wish you were honest with me sometimes. if you were, maybe things wouldn't be the way they are now......

and if for whatever reason you see this, no you didn't.

Do you truly talk to me because of my personality? Or are you my friend just for my body? I wish you never told some of the thing you did. It’s forever hurt me.

Michael,
After our first date I couldn't stop smiling. You gave me butterflies. I fell in love with the way you carried yourself, your laugh & your smile. I've spent the last few months trying to get over you. Maybe it wasn't the right time and I'm trying to come to terms with that. I miss you

I cherish you and would not have wanted someone else to be my first love. I am thankful to have experienced what we did together, memories and experiences. I’ll always love you and wish for the best for you.

I like you emotionally. You are healthy and perfect for me emotionally. But idk man it’s too early in my life for me to be in a relationship. I want to fuck around a bit! But I also know it would be stupid for me to fumble someone as perfect as you and it would kill me to see you with someone else.

I really miss you. You took a piece of me when you left. I love you and you will always have a special place in my heart

you saw me as an object... something to use for your satisfaction and then once done... you were gone in a blink of an eye.

If something ever happens to me, know that you weren't the reason.

You were just the tipping point.

xoxo